Wednesday, January 31, 2007
WARNING, THIS WILL BE A SUPER RANDOM ENTRY WITH TONS OF GRAMAMTICAL ERRORS, APOLOGISES
hello.
my mind always go blank when i wanna blog
anyway, im so glad i had ten hours of sleep today, that is at the expenses of three lectures! hahaha
was looking fresshhh after gazillion years,
had the time to dilly dally here and there, slowly walk to bus stop,
go put on make up, talk here talk there
HAHA!
i think i am very dumb, you tell me something indirectly, i wont be able to figure it out
but if you were to tell my friend, i'll be able to identify the points out for them
why huh? i think im super abnormal.
and the worst part is, most of them thinks that im smart enough to figure it out
but half the time, i dont ):
and its got me into deep shit at times
but sometimes, i still spot those unwanted messages.
those messages i dont wanna know, but they still wanna let me know.
dont speak; don't tell me what you're thinkingman am i glad that econs is finally over,
alot of miscommunication, dont wanan talk about it here
but i am terribly upset by the way i was treated
because i really didnt do that on purpose?
not sending or not replying, i dont know what to say
just, when im at work, im really focused,
anyway, i apologise again.
oh, and thee wasnt alot of bombings for my grp, phew!
dont look; don't give me that lookthought of all the things i wanna do for post-exam period!
- decorate my room
- paint my walls, either the walls of mensa salad bar or jsut marroon red
- make the
#$@%^ thing to hang belts and earrings and stuff
- buy my mirror
- buy my roller chair
- buy my laptop!
- do lots of shopping and work my ass off!
don't sleep; don't waste such precious timeim glad its coming to an end, i tried, i really did
i gave it my shot, not my best, i know
but still, i gave it a shot.
but i couldnt give everything that i thought i could
but i took away everything that was given
till then, till i can learn how to give everything i have
till i can learn not to be selfish with my love,
till i learn how to think from both sides,
till i can grow out of this immature self,
till i find the person who has the key,
till then, i'll wait..
but i dont know if its worth the wait
don't deny; don't wait for me cause this is meomg, YTSA is dead.
so, as the Vice Chairman of the YTSA committee, (ai-seh)
i am going to pull it back up again (: and i will!
alot of things have to be done, it'll be great if ahem can come up too
but looks like i have to do it alone ):
but i still have the help of my always-there YTSAs (:
hey people, lets organise this freaking big event and shock the whole TS deepartment okay?
and treat it as a tribute to our founder, the 'late' anthony! HAHAHA!
ROCK ON PPL (:
seriously, if anothny hadnt form this,
i dont think i'll become a useful, wellknown(not a gd way pls), enthusiatic, sporty person
don't lie; cause i have enough procrastinators aroundits gonna be another tough week to pull through,
working so close to the deadline really spoils all the mood
fnb, still a freaking long way to go
commskills, i hope my brain can work fast fast on fri morning,
arts, individual work=slack shit, no on to push me, but i feel the motivation to do better than someone lorrrrrrrrrr -.-
LDSH, hopefully i will know stuff and pohsuan will stop hating me
LDSH test, they say its easy, but i know nothing le ):
don't procrastinate; because you know you can do more than thati think i am a very kind soul today, three claps for three good deeds done
but three is never enough for the sins that i have committed ):
see, random right? thought of passion of the christ!
don't count; don't count themi should learn to take control of myself,
my temper, my mood, my actions, my words
i dont know why im so blessed to meet such forgiving friends
though i have never broke down in front of them
my emotions cant run away from their eyes
i really love them, and i thank God i met them
they have seen the downs and ups
they ahve beared with the attitude problem and mood swings i have,
honestly, i dont knwo why but i wasnt like this last yr
becasue i'll feel so bad venting on Daryl cause she will never do that to me
and this yr, i did ): im sorry, TPOH, mtgs, projs, class, random moments
i really wish i could go back to sjc, where i was still me
don't change; don't change with the environment, just be youim still wondering, sometimes people put me down
and i feel like im such a nobody
dejected, discouraged, lost my confidence
i really don't want to be sad anymore,
i should learn to let go
don't hang on, don't cause you must move on
8:57 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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