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Friday, April 29, 2005

wth
bloody tutor
i think im so gonna sack him soon
my mum's like ren-ing,
acting like nothing hapen,
but i know she's pissed too
btu she jus duwan to say
cause she thinks he's good?
cause i haven complain abt his laziness n his lack of sympathy too?
she jus thinks tt i shld hav him for like another FEW MORE TOTURING MONTHs
n prepare for Os and then,
i'll stop seeing him?
aahhh.how nice
but its only like three months
and im already trying my best to sack him
even my sis comments abt him
BAD comments
okie,first.
i need tuition cause im bad right?
thne he gets kind of fed up cause i dunno?
like wth?i dunno thne PAY you to teach la
then u like come n insult my intelligence?
say why i dunnno.bloody hell
second.
he's always NOT on time?
and when is say like eleven come tuiton
then he'll like okie!
then in the end tell me he'll be late??
then end up coming half an hr or even one hr late?
third.
he'll just say tt he cant make it at tt time
then he'll shift my slot to a MUCH MUCH later slot
super late,super irrtating.very annoying
and i hate it.
even my sis was like
"why he always change time then we have to wait for him the whole day ah?"
bloody hell right?
i think he shld be gone
eveyone's sacking him la.
everyone cant stand him
id unno why the seniors can
anyone have nice tutors for math n sci,
pls tell me okie??
eh,tution centres r fine.just need to convince my mum(:
'____'

gosh,prelim's like in four days' time?
really scared le.i cant compile all the words into my head!
arggh.
nvm,just have to WAIT for tt tutor to come at the LATER timeslot thne i'll GET to STUDY
whose fault?not mine okie.

slept really early last night.hehs.
went for the st nics sports day
gosh,their sch is like old but nice
alot of stairs,so fun for pt la
no wonder they have nice legs(:
hahas.but no,the ppl there are like EXPECTED?
yeah,they're like talking at high pitch
like super on,right.
mayb its just the sports day
saw some really irritating ones tt we all hate
they were like scanning us from head to toe.
then look at your sch badge,
"hmmm,not out lovely sch's.its sjc.eww"
then throw a look then look away
WTH?bish you ah
gosh,nvm abt tt.
and one look at soem,
you'll know theyre filthy rich n popular.
like the cheerleaders frm yellow hse,
they specially went to buy the YELLOW NIKE DUNKS just for the cheerleading la.
anyway, the cheerleading rocks okie!
hahas.i mean,like yeah.its super fantastic
so much MORE better than ours
its like so fast motion n super cheerleading style
hahas.nice hor?
we taped it down.
hopefully we can see.
and their hse commitee is so extended!
they have like the back ups who do props n all.
thenthey have cheer captain
cause basically,cheerleading is liek their life in sports day
will die without it
hahas.well,nth wrong what.
cause its nice!
hahas.the sch's quite nice la.
but just tt the past haolian n stuckup atttitude from them
totally makes me flip
yeah.
but my fren's quite fine.
her frens tt she introduced was fine too.
one,melanie,her dad was like super cool?
hahahs.he rides a bike n he has this 2cm wide earring on.
stylo man
hahas.
i saw isabel too.she's kinda busy with the marshall's stuff
yeah,and siti was right.
the population there are like mostly chinese?
ehh..haahs.no wonder siti left so soon
and at the end of the day,they have a combined cheerleading thing
tt was like so coool
all the hses combine to do a performance
so cool la!
hahas.nice nice nice.
and they have nice costumes.
which are (let me highlight this)SPONSORED BY THE SCHOOL LA.
so nice right?eh.
we're supposed to go and like watch them.
and relfect and see how to improve ours.
lame right?nvm.i get to see the cherleading la
hmm,then went home after tt.
avril,daryl n i nearly got lost cause avril forgot the way.hahas.
nice right?but thank goodness her memory din fail
and we got our way out of stnics.hehs
thanks avril.hahas.
went dwn to compass then sis treat me n dad to dinner
hehs,nice dinner.daddy kinda ordered the most ex one?hahas.
funny.

yeah.i think the later slot tt he gave me is coming la
so yeah,start mugging now
bye!
kim loves all.

8:41 PM

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

had tuition at 7 ystd
was like so hungry n irritated
bloody tutor is getting worse
can i liek sack him?
ahh.but for tt damn cert
lets jus bear with it
he's like so impatient
hello old man,i know your intelligent
but tt doesnt mean i am
i forget things n tts y ur there to teach
iw anna work with u if u would b patient
i think if i was alone at home
he'll just smack me one day
gosh
he's impatient n rude
insult my intelligence
i really din know how to do what
bloody bastard
hmmm,i guess its not his fault too.
i mean,im dumb la
n i dont have my dinner!!
i need to replenish righttt??
n now he come n ask me abt his reputation?
cause ppl r firing him
oohh yeah,your rich enough
i think most of the time,
he's like comgin just for the sake of coming
not like to let me get great grades
lets give him one more chance
or im gonna fire him

had trn today
boring
then coach let us play singels
hahas
i kinda found my way back to singles
probably casue the opponents were tired?
and i was excitied abt playing singles
lala.it was fun!
cna i trn for singles??
hahas
din really stretch
cause im afraid tt i'll hurt myself.
submarine wasnt there today
no entertainment
i think im gonna freak out
my life now is filled with badm n badm nbadm
ahh,i mean prelims n Os are in like 50 days?
MT Os is in 50 days
prelims is like 20 days?
ah..help!
anyone pls remind me to study everyday okie
ahhas
cause i need to feel the pressure then i'll push myself
OKIE?PLS HELP ME HORR!!!

sheesh.
suddenly i became very emotional
i left my homework n come to search for his photo on the net
its no doubt tt im mad
but i dont wanna show it to him
the exact answer to kim's test
hahas
'you like someone but u wun let the person know'
like gawd
aww man,i mean im gonna focus on my studies after this month
if i dont get to see submarine
i think i'll go mad
ah,somebody help me

you dont even know me
i dont even know you
we dont always get to meet
i look at all your photos
u seem to talk to me(yeah right)
like hello,i know it aint possible
but im hoping for a miracle
if only you knew
if only you felt the same
but i can see you dont even care

thought of this song
i think its real nice
really sweet
kinda old,in the weeding singer movie

Grow Old With You Lyrics-Adam Sandler
[Robbie Hart (Singing):]
I wanna make you smile
whenever you're sad
Carry you around
when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do
is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine
when your tummy aches
Build you a fire
if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice,
growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold
the remote control

So let me do the dishes
in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed
when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you


im getting into a sticky situation
and its hard to pull myself up
its like trying to survive in a quicksand
trying my best to keep my head up
to be ignorant to the surroundings
and trying my best not to cry
i wish that you were here
to keep me warm and tight
but i know its impossible
but only if i have tried
i feel so empty n hopeless
no idea whats my next step
trying to take a tiny step at a time
but everything is distracting my concentration
i only need a guide
bring me to the right place
at the right time
and the right things to do
i cant help but say im dumb
but the only help to the confusion is
YOU
if only u could hear me
because the only thing i want is you
and im falling for you.

11:37 PM

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Friday, April 08, 2005

im quite tired now
had swim meet today
kinda boringg
i mean,everyone's like dead DEAD
all the hses
EVERYONE!!
dots
why bother?i mean im gg off duty in abt three months?
but i love my job
tts why i can go so far(:
went to the pool today
was rather lethargic
din really wanna swim
well,just at least try to get some pts for the hse?
yeah,went there,did tt
but after 50m free
i felt like dying
my damn back is like hurting so bad
nearly gave up
but obviously i din have enough time to think
so i went to swim breastroke
now i know what harm breastroke can do to you
i finished it,nearly fainted
n when gerald asked if i was okie
i jus went
OH YES,IM FINE
smile at her
n then i jus collapsed
man did i scare the hell out of her
hohos
then the st john came
then mr tan
then mdm hassanah
then mr alex teoh
then mrs tan
wahh.i felt like some princess n they all asking me not to cry
not to worry,relax n all those st john stuff
well,apparently,my back was hurting n cramping up so badly
i just broke dwn
hahas
not the first time anyway
had tt breakdwn in sec2 badm camp too
hahas
its the same old experience
guess i overstretched my limits?
but its MY sport
tts why i DONT care
its been there for days
on n off on n off
argh.whatever
then huixiang told my sister.
was like RIGHT.
thanks ah,n she gave her 10 missed call
nice fren
was pampered by beautiful st john frens like a lovely princess
ooohhh,i was given free massage
okie,i guess it works
cause i just had the vigorous workout,
n its cramping up
n then they massage vigorously
n i guess it had no chouice but to go away
hehe
but i guess i caused such a bigg comotion
it was the start of the interval ma
so everyone was all ard the place
hehe
THANKS TO THOSE WHO CARED N ASKED N COMFORT N MASSAGED!
I LOVE YOUUU!!!
THANKS A MILLIOIN!!!

then went swimming with the swim gang
hohos
beatrice,yixuan,lijie,deannah,shantal,shamin,athirah,melanie,mat n some more frens.
hahahs
its so fun
n then we went to do plunging
oh my gosh
i actually did tt okie
hahas
was getting the hang of it
n plung n plung n plung
hoho
FUN!
but i still cant get the stupid legs of mine to straighten when i jump
hehe
caused a few tsunamis
dots
n i realised tt beatrice, yixuan n melanie
can plunge very well(:
so nice le yixuan's plunge
splash!
promised to go swimming every week if i have time!
hoho
dots
im so tired now
so we swam till two n shamin n i went to meet choi n her fren at town
walked a little
went to get the posters
went to find linsin,sin yee,maryanne n maybelle
then went to ps for dinner with maryanne,maybelle n choi
they saw wayne
n thne we went home
i guess everyone were tired
well,i am
n the back hurts like mad

i think im falling ill
cough,mucus,ache n everythg's coming
the badm comp is jus coming n im afraid
n so many interhse shit
and there's this recycling thing gg on on mon
like wth??hahas.its fun but everyone seems boredd
so any emily ppl,pls go n buy can drinks during recess n place the can in the box for recycling okie!!

ahhh,i cant stand it
i need to sleeep
kim loves all

7:22 AM

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Friday, April 01, 2005

gosh
the funniest thing just happened
hahas
my sis is always scared of insects n my windows r always open
so insects fly in all the time
hohos
n just now,she was practically yelling at the top her lungs about a baby cockroach flying in
and she stop
we turned to look,
and we yelled
and she looked at us
hahas,
its so lame
and guess what we saw??
this giantic yellow lizard came out n swallowed the damn cockroach!!
wahlao
never in my life have i saw this food chain happening in front of my very own eyes!!
hohos.
damn funny
kinda gross ah
mayb one day i shld stick a insect to my unmovable sister
n lets see this action again
hohos
it'll b so fun to torture her(:

dots.
din go to sch ystd.
cause mummy asked me whether i wan doc or go sch
i said i dunno
so she said dunno thne go sch la!!
n i cleverly said i'll like to visit the doc(:
n i did
but honestly,i dont really feel sick?
and the doc
he's kinda wierd u know?
he looks like he takes drugs
the red puffy eyes n all
all he did was this
DOC: may i help you?
ME: oh yes,i have slight flu n my throat is kinda itchy
DOC: oh,okie.open your mouth
ME: (opens mouth)
DOC: look upwards
ME: (look upwards)
DOC: turn the other way,i need to check ur breathing. take deep breaths
ME: ( first deep breathe, second deep breath, third deep breath, almost breathless)
DOC: okie,you hav slight flu and throat infection. do you need a MC?
ME: ahh yes,i din go sch today
DOC: oh,okie.no prob. (looks to my mum) may i help u then?
MUM: (looks shocked) me?oh,no no no.

exits from the lousy service i got
collected my precious mc n paid damn 24 bucks for 20 antibiotics n 10 flu tablets!!
huh?i can b a doc someday too
mayb the signboard shall say
"ONLY FOR SIMPLE ILLNESS LIKE FLU,COUGH AND FEVER"
thne i'll jus give antibiotics,cough syrup n all...
hahas
crap

wed went for the swim heats
was so bored
i mean,swimming isnt really my thing
and im like so slack nowadays?
n i dont swim anymore
well,the results arent out yet
hopefully im not gg into finals n humiliate myself in front of the whole school
i mean,whats the point of putting non swimmers n swimmers together to compete?
OBVIOUSLY, the swimmers willw in?
jus put the whoel swim team in n compete la
more interesting
rather than wait for lousy tadpoles like me to finish the 50m
hmmm.but im looking forward for this yr's class event!
the power of six!!
xx,siti,jo tan,daryl,kim n i(:
hopefully we can win win win!!
but but but,4H is practicing le.
well well well,lets jus TRY!

hohos.
i made some new frens on swim heats!
beatrice, li jie, lightning girl, deannah.
hohohs.
shld try seeing deannah swim
she comes to surfface like nemo!
takes a big mouthful of oxygen n falls back into the water
hahahs.
n the sec ones are scared of tickles!!
hohohs.
hmmm,i was pretty proud of myself
because i was kinda reaching a state of fever
major flu n throat was itchy
but i swam on!
ahh,crap la.
when i was like 15m away,
i jus hope i'll get some cramp n a nice lifeguard wil come save me
caus ei felt like dying
hohos
unfortunately,the lifeguards were all lao ah pek
anyway,lifeguards arent my kind either.
badm players r certainly my kind(:
grins at myself

hohos.
left sch at 1030 today
to go for the junior's comp
was some court manager or somethg
tts just a ncie name,in other words,
sytudent umpire lo
the damn doubles game was like confusing la
n i had to yell till my throat feels wierd
then the players always stand wrong court
slap them ah
then ms tan call them come,
the tk one knows how to come
then the nyh one dunno
then still dare say cant hear
dig your ears la
then i tell them they stand wrong court they still fight
then tell me some logic tt ms tan n i din know
well,it doesnt exsist anyway.
in conclusion,its just crap.
yup,so we just carried on
then the tkgs de,
wahh..so pissed with us
cause they stand wrong n still insist they're right
so after the three matches.
i explain to them tt we followed the scores on the sheet n its not tt we miscount
n she ssaid she understand
n tt it was cause in court v kan jiong then never take note
yup,nice girl.
talked to her abt the match n my fren whow as her senior
hohos,nice girl
well,i dont even know her name!!
hahas.
i realised tt i deproved alot
n i wanna improve again
well,i did before
and i forgot how i did le
HELP!!ahh..

chachacha
went to compass after the match
sis said she was treating me to mos
hohos
saw the two small farts n maybelle
choi n eilis
shokchen,deannah n stef bay
hohos.
not to forget,anna dong in her guides uni.
laugh my guts out
yup,my sis is introduced so many times.
shall not meet her in compass ever again
hmm,ponders over it,
i think i will if she gives me free meals again

i wanna buy this new racket
armotech 800,defensive
BUT!!
it simply cost $299!!
wth
but i think its worth it cause it consist of 7 things!!
a while stocks last yonex jacket(!!) and yonex towel(!!)
grip,string, bag,shuttlecock n racket!!
wahlao
so worth it le!!
but ah,show me the money!!
hohos.
but im frantically saving up now!
hohos.
anyone wants to sponsor me?
i realise somethg.
i'll do anything for badm.
hmmm..

had a talk during dinner with sis
abt chin n Os n prelim
i guess she's correct
1st prelim is when i really study
2nd,i'll just revise
then when Os come,i guess i'll revise again
n by then i'll know the facts tell GU KUA LAN SHOU
hohos.
dui bu dui ah?
yup..shall try to force myself to study study n study
then,i'll look forward for my results n enjoy first three months!
YAYness!!
hohos.
sounds like a plan
mayb i'll make it some true!!
hohos
but am i motivated?
i guess not
hahahs.
will come, will come.
im finaishing my book i bought in dec
four months?
nvm,but its a gd start to get a gd grade for eng!
im talking total crap today
i think its the side effect of a gruesome image i was shown abt 15 mins ago
hmm,if u forgot,
it abt the lizard swllowing dwn its prey?
ewwww,gross.
hohos.
im pretty lame
kim loves all!!

5:57 AM

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