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Saturday, May 10, 2008

"Sometimes I wish time would come to a standstill, so I can look around and fix things up before the motor starts running again, because it's hard to fix things when change is so constant. "

The best quote to sum up how I feel today, I feel like a rich taitai surrounded by great friends and a hot chef.
But the quote had to come from someone i-oh-so-despise.
screw you for reading the blog all day, serves you right you had gastric

alright, today was the day.
met up with matthew and legendary micheal han.
heard alot more about the upcoming restaurant, fiftythree (if im not wrong?)
i think its the best concept i've ever seen, not thati've seen alot
not gonna spill the beans, so, sit tight till prob july when the restaurant opens.
it'll definitely knock you off your seat.

we had lunch at the marmalade pantry, no pictures because er, its not nice taking photos with yr first met with your future boss - probably?
ah, when we heard about MH from matt a while ago,
you would have thought that he's big, fat, ugly and intimidating.
but no no, you are oh-so wrong.

waiting patiently, not, at the table of five for the big boss to come
matt went on to talk about his exciting adventures to the farm with MH the day before
pretty cool stuff you think.
then came this man, white ralph lauren polo tee, causual jeans (damn, didnt get to see what jeans), shoes.
holding a box, title reads "MacBook", the new laptop for matt at the rest.
the other, holding so effortlessly, where we found out that it was the Macbook air.
its so slim, god, even slimmer than a shave of truffle (NOT!)
he speaks, not audible, guess its somethnig you must do to be in this industry..

leaving TMP, we made our way back to Les Amis
awaiting the next heartstopping meeting with Randy, the man himself.
and micheal bends down in front of the Thai Ambassy,
not to tie his shoelace, not to pick up a coin he dropped.
he bent down to pluck off a leaf planted wildly outside the ambassy.
and then, he breaks it, placing it into his mouth.
he turns and looks at a awestruck krissy, "Pepperleaf, want to try?"
krissy reached out for it, entrusting her life on him and placed it in her mouth.
so did sock and i, matt looks at us and walks on as if it happens all the time, i guess it does with micheal?
"not bad", krissy told him and walks on.
HAHA. MICHEAL IS SO COOL!!!!
plus, i think he's pretty hot and smart and rich and creative and daring, an entrepreneur.

talk with randy was intimidating, but was a great experience.
as we went on, i realised why i was here.
because of the many talents dedicated to teaching and educating students like us.
He who does his work with passion, yearns to improve the industry, started by educating and teaching the young.
He discovers talents and help them to seek the answers to the questions they have doubted themselves with
HE brought us here, to what we have becomed.
old school will always be the best school.
Like what Randy said, "Mr Goh has given alot to this industry, (inserts names i cant rmb.. doing great things in this industry, wine writer, some in shanghai, hk, etc)
we call ourselves the Mr Goh's Boys, and it is wonderful what he is doing right now,
educating and grooming future talents at a young age.
You three girls are very lucky to have him as your tutor"
And I am proud to have been taught by him.

God, I dont know what is wrong with my body these days,
I will just fall into deep sleep whenever my body feels tired,
and it happens within minutes, I would feel like every movement people make around me is draining me away from reality.
I feel asleep for a full 2o mins not aware of my surundings, in zl's car.
this happened on bus 27 all the time,
one day, i might be kidnapped and raped and raped again if this continues.
So I went home, thinking i was going to take a nap beofre meeting KY for Zilra dinner.
But no, I slept all the way to ten. so here i am.
this happened ystd as well.
what is wrong with me?
I think I am terminally ill.
like would anyone care.



fucking hate myself for letting her interfere in my life,
i feel so fucking stupid.
alright, i know she's smarter, skinnier and probably prettier,
but i still so fucking hate it when i visit that place
to see how well she's doing without you,
but you know, we are not.
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck,fuck
fuck.

9:57 AM

I love vintage & rouge-.


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