Saturday, May 10, 2008
i found it.
time: 2.46 am
verdict: not worth it, and he still says that.
mood: really bad, i dont want to talk to anyone.
does looks really matter that much, i know there are many out there who are putted down too many a times in life, because of their looks. does it matter at all? yes, you'll get stares and glances if you walk down the street with this hotie you have beside you. but does it matter?
does it please you to see that these people you've made fun of suffer from all these emotional stress of being prettier, slimmer or darker? these scars you have left in them will stay with them forever. doesnt it hurt you to see no connection between a child and her mother? i am blessed to have a loving mother, she love everyinch of me because it is what she had beared. she will tell me how beautiful i am even if it is only in her eyes, but its okay, because i know i am in her eyes. she will tell me how i've inherited dad's big built and its not because im fat, it okay, because i know i can lift every weight i want to lift in the gym and pump anymore than anyone i want to. doesnt it pain you to see this not happening to anyone? gender makes no difference. does it excites you to watch one poking fun of people you have not met, only because she was part of his life? life is too short to make enemies, why bother giving the devil one more reason to bring you with him? there are far too many matters to think about and to talk about with the speed my mind wanders off to think about things that wouldnt improve my grades, but i know, i do know that it will change my mindset, it will change who i am and what i do, for the better, i hope.
why do people fight in wars, dont they know what these will lead to? those scenes of armless men, people fighting and firing at the boy's legs just to have his cattle, leaving him with no legs. where is the humanity you've been talking about? refuge camps all around the country, why havent you do anything to help them. love, sorrow, coming of age, pain. there's too much sorrow in the world, why did God leave them in such climate, such environment, such siutuation and have given us so much to live for, we've got electricity, water, food and money. why havent we given them as much as we've received. who needs lulu guiness cute bags, jimmy choo shoes and naf naf clothes? why do we need them at all? why isnt there equality in the country, where is democracy, give them what they need, shelter.
i think there's much to do. simple gestures like givng up your seat really counts alot in this really selfish, cruel and heartless world. you only remember to do good deeds when remined. you shun when people carrying "free hugs" signs come walking towards you. you dont take flyers distributed to you because they are annoying but not knowing that taking it will allow that aunty to leave for home sooner. you dont flush the toilet and even worse, using yr feet to press the flush like no one else will use it. you leave the trays from the cafe on the seats of the next table as if no one needs the seat. im no saint, but these are things i see within a day, enought to keep me awake thinking if i've done anything like that for my own convenience and to trouble someone esle. have you, today?
11:44 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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