Monday, March 24, 2008
hello to myself
haven't been feeling pretty good these days.
the late nights and the bad weather.
i gave OTC Refresh 2 a miss today.
I feel so bad I hated myself for falling ill.
was a bit feverish the night before already, after meeting von and the girls.
took a cab home from sengkang, so dumb.
still felt nausea and constipated and bloated by.. nothing
because i had nothing the day before.
and now, worrying about so many things.
retreat, applications for cca awards and all, refresh, penang, dnd speech,
TDT training and my comittement problems since its FO week.
im dying by the time i finished sending all those emails.
pissed at myself for the committement level,
and i realise, i am going to put a stop to this all, next year.
come on kim, one to two more months.
i guess its just the exhaustion and how this illness is draining my energy and attention span.
i cant even believe i sent all those emails in perfect english and this post.
but i just needed to blog.
to let it gooooooooo.
to Mr B, please do take care of that virus inside you.
we are so meant to be together, falling ill, looking like crap, pale faced ghosts.
i love you.
to Von, Elene and XH,
i cannot express my gratitude to all your work and committement to refresh 2
thank you so much.
i hope the little i did could help you girls a tiny weent little bit.
to TDT,
im sorry wasnt there today.
to loners,
sorry i wasnt there too
okay, blurry vision already.
medicine in charge, taking over
goodnight
10:58 AM
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