There was no love lost between the two sisters. That pretty much sums up the relationship I have with my sister, but still, sometimes we treat each other so well, we get goosebumps. Can't she be my elder sister, mentor, friend, family, buddy like i never had? ): her wisdom with words and numbers. her peserverance, determination, drive for excellence, passion.. if only she taught me along the way, instead of letting me find it myself which i am so lazy to do so.. i would be more than who i am today. with a pathetic GPA of only 2.something-so-sad-i-dont-want-to-remind-myself-again and her, double degree in SMU, full schlorship from the rich HK guy, millions of companies waiting to hire her, right. Primary, Secondary, now Tertiary, when will i pull up my socks and stop thinking shes the best in the family? Because I know there are a million things I know how to do and she dont & She know that there are a million things that she know that i dont. technical and theory, opposites dont attract at times. HAHA.
chill, even though you are suffering from extreme stress and pressure to achieve something almost impossible it seems, you are therefore, labelled as ambitious. okay, was bombarded with alot of MSN conversations suddenly, omg. i forgot what i wanna say again, erm erm erm erm erm erm. okay, i forgot LARH. So, BYE!
oh!! AHEM :D phone phone on the telephone to tell you, me and mrs jonessssssssss!! tmr we'll meet the same palce, same time, ME AND MRSS JONNNESSSSS!!!!! lovely day aint it? simply gorgeous!
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Thursday, September 27, 2007
IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED, PLEASE DONT READ.
You know what? EVERYONE SHOULD JUST STOP GOING TO MYANMAR. (i know i might get into trouble for this, but hello, minstry of foreign affairs also warn not to go ma. HAH!) PROBABLY LIKE ISOLATE THEM, CUT OFF ALL SUPPLIES, WATER, ETC. COME ON JAPAN, CUT CUT CUT!!! I AM SO ANGRY. Let me share some really pathetic and summarised history of Myanmar.. After earning its own freedom for just 6 years, Myanmar took on the wrong path and entered the world of Military Rule, that lasted for about 2 decades, till present.. Something happened again, I forgot, and about 3-5 thousand students took the protest to the streets and it was said that about 3K students were killed in that riot. The National League for Democracy (NLD), the party of Aung San Suu Kyi, won 392 out of a total 489 seats, but the election results were annulled by SLORC, which refused to step down.(taken from www.wikipedia.org!)
damn !@#@$% right? lose to a woman then duwan to hand over, then put her under hse arrest. then no support from people = no power, so impose stronger military rule. i think i also know how la.
and CNA was showing this picture of three monks, one holding his rice bowl upside down, prob trying to say that the people have nothing to eat, showing the angst and anxiety towards to increase in oil prices. they doubled it, they freaking doubled it. it was so painful looking at that photo, furthermore, the monks regard themseleves of 'having no worldly possesions' and therefore, they are willing to die for the people, to fight for their rights. they didnt have any weapons, only alot alot of people. and they freaking opened fire at them, i dont know, but is that even allowed?? like the ricebowl throw at yr soldiers they will die ah? you think bomb is it? at most bleed alot only WHAT. aint this something we should really ponder upon? & NOT DOUBLE THE OIL PRICES AND PRACTICALLY WATCH YR PEOPLE STARVE, THAT IS SO SUICIDAL.
okay, im not going into Politics becasue i know shit. But because of all these ignorance, riots and violence, how many people have lost their loved ones and their homes? You think they care? No, I don't think so. Because they didnt care, my family left our homeland 50 years ago, all thanks to riots and violence, to ensure our safety (HAH!), daddy left. and i lost my roots. THANK YOU VERY MUCH AH!!
now, you know why i am so pro-racial harmony, equality and the Spore Pledge practically summarises everything and why i religiously recite the pledge throughout my 13 yrs of education in the government school? This is why. But a part of me, still yearns to be part of that country. But daddy hates it when I say that. But still, if daddy didnt leave, I wouldn't be here either. So, thank you for doing nothing after all.
& mummy told me that something like this happend in China a very very long time ago, its called liu si, because it happened on 4th June. The students protested outside TianAnMen Square and yeah, the military told then that if they dont leave, their tankers will just run over them. && so they did... the tankers just ran over the thousands of people, who didnt move a single inch.
So, lets all pray tonight that nothing worse happens to Myanmar, that the expatriates and locals, especially the monks are all safe & sound. I pray.
On a lighter note, Brazil won United States 4-0 at Soccer! Women's soccer la, omg, iys really funny because all the girls looked like Ronaldino. Like all the girls from his family went to join the Women's Soccer team you know. HAHA -.-
omg, i edited this entry for a millionth time, because i am so angry and i am so sacred at the same time..HAHA.
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Sometimes, i dont get what parents want from us. Sometimes, i dont know whats right and whats wrong anymore. Dont worry, Im alright, no monster or dinosaur killing. All Mummy wants is her darling girl to stay home and practically, STAY HOME. Sister smsed me, claiming that mummy will be very happy if i stayed home one day, for the whole day. Okay, I can do that, I mean, I used to do that. Because it was secondary school and probably cause my cliques dont go out. we disturb one another emotionally online and then hug each other on Monday, as if we hadnt seen each other for 10 years but its just 2 days, dude!
BUT..
LIKE HELLO, EARTH TO FAMILY. Times have changed, I am in Polytechnic right now, yo! & its inevitable I have late night meetings and such, Haha! So, yes, if it pleases her, I'll find one day to stay home and try not to drive myself nuts. Now.. what am I gonna do at HOME for 24 hrs? I will die please..
Today, was meeting with Esplanade people, Kyle Lim, you lied to me Esplanade CEO yr head la, mr advisor. HAHA, but it was not bad, three pretty and capable ladies. Really cool stuff they have there! Updates soon! :D
Friday- Work at Ritz Saturday- Dance at 9am O School(CANNOOT BE LATE!), Work at Fort Canning Park Sunday- Training at Kallang, Work at Ritz. TELL ME I AM NOT GOING TO TIRE MYSELF OUT :(
and since someone praised me, i shall...
A VERY HAPPY AND ULTRA BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHONG YUMIN! you know i love you so much! grow taller okay? HUGS :D you are the bestie i had and never had but still great friends! thats the love man, shuttlerlove :D LOVE YOU PLENTY! (:
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i am so tired, i dont even know what im typing right now. i went for a swim today, after a ahhh, boring afternoon of chick flicks, iddling ard the hse.. because no one asked. and guess who i saw there! serene, jessica and huihui (: such a coincidence ah, and Serene was cute as always.. Serene: Where got so qiao one! Kim: This is fate, my love!
tmr will be a very sad day, because i am not spending it worthwhile. i am meeting the Esplanade CEO with my advisor, and another meeting back at HQ with the D&D committeee. oh my, would you please kill me for letting them take my precious thursday away?
and i was thinking, i think alot but i dont do alot. this cannot work ): come on kim, wrk ye ass off this holiday! and study hard when sch is back to haunt you! ah, let me be beautiful and successful and wonderful and bomberbooo!
i wanna get a cammera or soemthing so i can like shoot really cool stuff i see. silhouette and all of the lovely ppl and things i seee, omg omg. VERDICT: Next life okay? 3k(Minimum okay!) is not like *snap*
NOTE TO SELF: i am so not depressed from viewing a v big boob lesbian, a trans who looks 598285 times hotter than anyone i know, that do-nothing-all-day heiress and her fabulous bf. oaky, a little, but come on, inner beauty leh :)
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
meow, long long day. went to schoold for Mid Autumn Festival, !@#$ describes everything abt clearing and my feelings. but I had fun, packing all the food with Edwin (: and taking the Herbal Egg soup and offering to others, pretending its Coke or soemthing. LAUGHS! matthew was the cutest, as always! HAH! I had so much potential in dabao-ing Herbal Eggs and Childhood Biscuit, Edwin advised me to join the National Kachanng Puteh Association, thanks bighead!
Met TMNT for supper, sent Kahyuen home first (: cutest that girl, told me abt the dark and what not and lend me money to take cab cause it was really late, thanks babe! i really was scared lehh. supperrrrrrrrrrr, was heavenly, my first meal. at this rate, i think i can lose like 50 kgs man. okay la, super nice of you can! (:
was shopping online again, asked the only living element on MSN abt colours. junda says: hmm, i think black looks nicer on u ★KIMBERLY! she had a bottomless well of love♥ says: hahaha ★KIMBERLY! she had a bottomless well of love♥ says: cause i black black junda says: hahaha junda says: and cos ur shoulders broad what. if wear white will make it look more obvious junda says: LOL ★KIMBERLY! she had a bottomless well of love♥ says: WAH, SIAN ★KIMBERLY! she had a bottomless well of love♥ says: JUNDA
Thanks alot sengkanger (:
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Monday, September 24, 2007
you know, I was thinking.. If you were thinking of slimming down.. Would you prefer to stay as you are with boobs or Would you prefer to like slim down but with no boobs? Haha!
Erm, I chose option 3, slim and nice boobs. HAH!
Anyway, i rememberd what i did last week. i went to chalet, my god family's chalet. practically was the maid and all, look after the KIDS. like helloo, free one ah? the government give you alot money ah? wahlao, we take care when you gamble or enjoy life know. nvm, my nephew was the cutest. he took my phone, pressing and all.. then, he'll,"THROWW!!" wth, he threw my phone. and when mama asked him to sayang auntie (me la), he will like nua on me. damn cute. &&, the chalet was to celebrate mama's bday as well. her favourite cake as usual, courtesy of her 4 very sweet god children (: and Dadddy freakin' bought a Burberry bag for her, like again. they look almost the same please.. he should have asked me along, I KNOW HOW TO CHOOSE. choose the one tts In now, then borrow on days she dont use. HAHA. come on, wrk harder kim, get yr husband to get you a BB as well! i want nice one please.
Another left, without much hesitation & confusion but with much pain. It was no easy decision, like yes or no. No. I know because I was there before. But still, Im glad I was once there to meet these wonderful people, the people I bond with after I had left, sad to say. I love you girls. I'm glad I met people like you, who understand my reason why I left. & still love me for who I am. Hey girl, even though you decided to leave, don't worry alright. I will support you in whatever decision you make. Come what may, words may hurt us, stares may scar our hearts, but true love never dies. This is passion, this is the love for the sport we fought so hard for, we once did. Many Individuals, Different Aims, One love. DragonBoat. they are not going to stop us from rowing. if only they understood ):
;So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours
HAHAHAH! :D
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
Hello World, its 1.53 in the afternoon and I am still, lying on my bed with my good ol' lappy to keep me company. Radio's on singing those lovely tunes, Aircon like dont need money, 13 hrs already.. But lappy's playing my favourite song, Hey there Delilah! :) absolutely love it, i dont know why some people dont like it ah.
But I'm crying just listening to it, dont ask me why. I dont even know. its such a sad sad song. Marcus, you shall die for putting this song on yr blog. come on, i love you bro. HAH!
thousand miles seems pretty far But they've got planes and trains and cars I'd walk to you if I had no other way Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know That none of them have felt this way Delilah I can promise you That by the time that we get through The world will never ever be the same And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah You be good and don't you miss me Two more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I do You know it's all because of you We can do whatever we want to Hey there Delilah here's to you This ones for you
Anyway, Yesterday's training was good. Depsite our endless efforts to cover up for the passengers on the boat, our timing improved, by quite alot yeah. Had a new pacer, introducing, Right Pacer, Denise Tan :D love you babe, first training, you'll get used to it in time yeah!
As usual, Sock and I were bio-ing our coach again, ah ha! his attire damn matching know, grey top, with this floral print boardshorts and white slippers. HAHA :D his hair long alrdy, not v nice today leh. HAHA! -.- But coach was damn funny today, for a moment i thought he was coaching a bunch of animals. we had a ostrich who transformed into a snake, we got abration asshoooole and peanut butter at his armpits (?) HILARIOUS :) but still, love teammates socker & dee!
Met TMNT to do practically.. nothing. see, plan for what? we always do nothing one. REPEAT TO SELF: I WILL REMEMBER 0508 FOREVER! KIM IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD! X 99999999999999999999999 times
went to don's hse to watch the match. like you need me to tell you the results.. just read the msn nicks la. HAHA :D GLORY GLORY MAN U!! well, im disappointed lampard's not playing ): or is he? no right? grr. i dont support any team, because i only like ManU. HAHA but i like individual players, okay. contradicting, cause i love LAMPA's (haiyoh, jundaa..) goalss, so omg. okay, whatever you say, i know lampard a bit chelsea-ish.
oh yes, i love the last goal. and i watched soccer only cause i wanted to watch DB, but he's like not playing for soccer anymore, he's playing for the money. and i love the goal at 1min40sec. hello, it was his freekick for England at the 93rd minute okayy. honestly, i miss hearing, "its is Beckham for Manchester United once again" or "its beckham taking the free kick for Man U once again.. " he deserves the red jersey so much more. nevermind, foreverManU.com (HAHAHA!) at least he's has the humility to pass the ball to someone
HAHA, like i know alot -.- IGNORE ME ALRIGHT. BECKHAM & LAMPARD, MYLOVEEE.
Oh well, another redundant post. will be really really busy with U9 Projects and all, Union love man. Hang in there people! Shall help mama hang clothes, off the v expensive aircondition, eat lunch, bath and meet brothers in town in 2 hrs' time :D i love kahyuen :D
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
Ooh, i feel good cause i dont have muscleache here and there :D spent the night at godma's again, Cedric is proving to be so lovable he loves my hair, when it tickles his tiny lil face. but i hate it when he crawls from one end of the room to the other, i have to follow. omg, i hate babysitting sometimes.
Watch-ed serene and girls swim, watch cause i didnt bring my swimsuit. darn, sun was damn good :( gymed with serene, my biceps are hopeless. comeon kim, lets go! prata with jessica, huey huey & serene. oh, huey huey, on behlaf of Zilra, im proud of you, DONT STOP NEXT TIME YOU SWIM!!
we were so tired, we all fell asleep on the bus. woke huey up, then serene n i decided to go SSDC straight away :) & yours truly registered for her driving license, okayyyy, only BTT la. its all the way on 29th November, like HURRY COME LEH. I AM ON MY WAY TO OWNING MY OWN LICENSE AND GREEN-LIGHT TO MIDNIGHT SUPPERS :D
reached mama hse, i just fell on the bed and entered lalaland. cld be the heat, head damn pain, was damn tired. but i certainly hope im like.. not dying.. how? im so scared. so many things not done yet you know.
oh well, captain msged: Eh, come gym with us leh! Kim thinking: 20og those 1.8m tall, fully muscled men in Hougang Gym with Kim... yucks. so told him i gym-ed alrdy, captain msged: :D i felt quite proud yo, at least i make an effort.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Good Day, aren't you honoured? Im blogging despite my churning stomach, painful headaches and itchy itchy eyeballsss. Not Love Sick, brother. right.
My left eye have been really really allergic to dust lately, carried Boxster to erm, get him out of the cage. and then, i couldnt stop rubbing my eyes, Ta-Dah! it was red & swollen & all, grr.
Council Meeting today was good. Really warmed up with the people, thanks caleb for the laughter & all :D supper with the gang, like after.. five thousand months.
Maybelle & I headed home after the meal. heahaches were unbearable, she had to send me to my busstop. HELLO? I AM KIMBERLY LEH, SHE IS MAYBELLE LEH. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE KIM SEND BELLE LOR. okay, mayb i was very sick, or i always act man. anyway, this super old chee ko pek was staring at us at the bustop. for like an effing longgg time, OMG. he didint turn away, AT ALL. liek not even to crack his neck or somethg so we decided to walk to my next bus stop, it was reallly freaky. but we ended up waiting for serene, cause she'll protect me. HAHA.
so, serene wanted a drink, so we went to the 7 eleven at our house. annoying banana, the Snapple was like $2.45 so she whined & whined abt how the other 7 eleven sells Snapple at only $1.90 Fine, so we went there. Annoying, it was $2.65 laughed at the bird, but when the boy scanned the bottle, it really was $1.90. eh, liar. proved to be oh-so-true when he scanned my drinks my Green Tea, Ti-Tihh, the bloody promotion says 2 for $2.50 was thinking, sister will love em for this and let me stay out late but the computer says $3.60 like wth. she laughed at me. :D
really random but, i hate shallow people. sounds wierd, people who are sooo shallow. right. sometimes, you should just shut up, im serious. else, dont cry when we make you shut up. the unwise fantasie about what they can benefit from wealth, only the wise make use of their wealth to benefit the people.
oh, i really love my brothers, they are succchhh funnyy people. these two birds, made me hold my pee on Sunday. we were going to boon's hse to put his stuff cause that bird cannot carry a paddle to grapevine. and he&nic refused to leave the lift la, just kept on, 'you first', 'nono, you first', 'come on... just go', 'oh, no, after youu..' it went on and on, the door closed, opened, closedd. GRR. my pee was like up till my throat already okay. ah-ha, the video i took was really hilarious. :D
anyway, Happy Belated Birthday Caleb! Happy Birthday Maybelin! Happy Birthday Huiyan! love you horsey, floorball chic, JJlin lookalike!
goodbye love, i want some champagne chocolate from Royce :DD okay, fats. no thanks, bye!
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
oh please, i am too tired to contd on my Poly Forum post, so i saved the draft! HAHAHA!
well, fun. i am back safely, despite tsunami warnings and earthquakes. i met really great friends, (sean paul, READ THIS HORRR) interesting, innovative, quirky, observer, funny, everything describes the very unusual pairings we had, 9 fun people :D 8 TP, 1 NYP! HAHA. poor polo guy.
anyway, i went training today with my friendly teammate, also currently have changed her name to Shu LING. cause my parents and godparents cannot get it right. ITS SHU NING OKAAYYYY. meow.
1. we saw a dead lizard in the water, i almost capsized the boat. no la, but the lizard was GROSS. it was white, lying on its back, with its tummy showing like a big big U shape. EEYER PLEASEEEE.
2. Sunny Gordon and Noisy Damien were flooding the boat with their oh-TOO-powerful strokes. Coach: You all flood the boat till damn jialat know! Sock: Yalor, flood until my slipper can float already la! okay, you must be a rower to know why its funny, cause usually slippers dont float in boats. HAHAHA!
3. Coach was demo-ing those powerful strokes of his to showcase how to get the "VROOM VROOM" sounds. oh my.. sock & I were obiously not listening/ watching cause we were mesmerised by his really neatly cutted side parting fringe. HAH! && after the trn, we went looking for him... Kim & Sock: Eh, jiaolian, we have something to tell you leh..*looks damn serious Coach: Ya, what? Kim & Sock: OH, you know jsut now right... WHEN YOU ROW THAT TIME AH, YOUR FRINGE DAMN NCIE KNOWW, WAHHH, DAMN SATTT AHH! Coach: *smiles we certainly know how to make our coach's day :D
4. sometimes, it would be great if somebody can just shut up when coach talks. we knw you are not new to seasports, but sometimes, you can just shut up. you dont have to freaking hell rebute back, PolyForum is over. If you can keep yr comments to yrself, we can at least row 15 more sets okay. and Sock & I can use more of the T-paddle, anyway, its not yours.
Okay! After trn, as usual, dinner at Hougang. Pao went to serve the ocuntry, Yang went to find gf. Sock went to find family, next time next time, tell yrself tt k! So, Sexy Legs, Turtle Soup, The Gay and I went to Grapevine. talked, pool, onion rings, they-are-hiring-but-nobody-helped-me-ask-the-rates, and cabbed home.
I CABBED HOME CAUSE MY SISTER WHO IS 198437181845 WORSE THAN MY MUM, SHE ASKED ME WHAT TIME I'LL BE HOME. I SAID 12. SO I HAD TO KEEP TO IT ELSE, SHE WILL FIND SOMETHING TO PIN POINT ME. sis, i am smart too. ha, okay, love you la. since yr gg holland alrdyy.
okay,. bye!
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Friday, September 14, 2007
Greetings Earthling :)
I am safely back from the Star Cruise Virgo.
Despite the big scary black cloud that followed us from Malaysia to Spore, the (good)vibrations and rain, we reached HarbourFront at 1400 hours, 14th September 2007.
The motive for this no-parents, breakle-rules trip to nowhere (we didnt step foot into M'sia at all -.- despite being there) is Poly Forum 2007.
Its a place where 320 polytechnic students come together to talk about bombastic issues such as
Social Entrepreneurship, Ageing, Globalisation & the Invidual, Environmental issues..
sounds boring? well, wait till you attend it.. then you know what boring truly means.
Against all odds, I am going to blog about my exciting 2D2N cruise onboard the SuperStar Virgo!
God, im really tired..
Firstly, some interesting findings proving Star Cruise cuts costs everywhere, even Marketing!
You see people, the ship is called Super STAR Virgo for a reason.
apparently, they cut costs by adding 'Super' into a very hideous looking star.
Thus, we have deduced that it meant
SUPER SAVE-COST VIRGO
Now, introducing the people I spent these horrible 2 days with.
1. Students' Union Representatives
Jessy bessy, joan, ben chow && glenn
MISSING: Derek
2. Globalisation Team United (so she says...)
cailin, jessie, clarissa, pighead, sean paul, asher, darren,
MISSING: evelyn & unice
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
meow meow :)
we had our TPSU Sub Comm Tea Party ystd! the theme was Back To School, so everyone were in their sec school uniform! it was really fun laughing at others, the oversized or too tight pants, haha! we had a really fun time, i believe! and and and, I got a taste of MY MUSHROOM CHEESE PRATA!! WHOOOOO!!! *shoots hand up in the air in ALL directions! WHOO! it was crispy and the taste of the cheapo cheese that melts in my mouth, together with the err, soft and chewy mushrooms. Err, you just need to know its nice!
rushed home with dorothy dearest to watch hey gorgeous! hey, no.1, dont think we dunno you from IT school, so you can everyday go vote for yourself. cause they recognise IP Address, not IC no. come on, beatrice won you HANDS DOWN LEHHH. still wanna challenge ppl, sometimes in life, we make do. Okay?
And was so disappointed when i saw the news about Vanessa Hudgens and her nude photo. wahlao, reputation is tarnished. van van, why did you have to do this? i am so disappointed in you. HAHA, come here, it'll be okay.. give me a hug and send me zac's nude photo :D
Today, I went to the GYM again with denise and DENISE TAN was late once again, what a test of my patience. but, patience is a virture, so i waited and waited and waited :) dee, you know you can do it. stop telling yr mind you cant then it'll stop telling yr body you cant. aizai ah.
So, loitered ard town for 3 whole hours, doing nothing but traumatising one another. marketplace is nice, but they do not sell apple rings, like zomg *bimbotic tone scotts shopping centre is gone, and so is my Yammi Yoghurt *bimbotic tone my left knee was hurting as if i bend it the other way, eeyer.
Caught No Reservations with wa zi, sexy legs and turtle soup. I thought it was a very very very nice show because its about culinary :) somehow, its better than ratatouille, because it nearly made me cryyyyy. sissy kimbo made a pick of pip and pepper cause she dip a peppo in her hippo. whats tt? nvm. && I thought the scene where Aaron & Catherine kissed was super.. eeyer la. cause it was so upclose and it lasted around 30 seconds? so long till i had to cover my eyes can, i cannot stand people kissing in front of me. & Zeta Jones is 50 yrs old & is married, YUCKS.
Sent Kri&Ling off to Chinabombalo. solid solid one month, spent there, with no parents, no maid, no bfs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! and just as they were leaving, blooper 1. Sock: I believe they will learn how to be independent. just then, after she finished, blooper 2! oh man, these two, damn cute! oh well, have fun and take care! :D
tmr, i am going on a bloody cruise, Poly Forum 2007. let me rot & die while those extremists talk abt Globalisation and Social Responsibility. Extremists, cause some damn extreme, enthu until cannot enthu. oh well, just survive these 3D2N okay, kimkim! && people, please dont miss me too much. i knw two are missing me alrdy, HAHAH!
P.S. Private Message to Sock, please try to find something to do while I'm gone ah. Dont worry, 3 days is not as bad as a month. You might wanna try searching the departmental stores for 3.5G phones. HAHA :)
P.P.S. Hello mysterious couple I saw at the Airport, just to let you two know, I am very happy for youuu!!! :DD
ohh, Did you know that when you have an affection for an individual, it is actually a reaction of your hormones, and not your feelings or your heart pounds for her..and what not.. -.- & these hormones are called @!$@^!!$ (i shall research..) and the longest they can last will be 3-4 years, shortest, a few months. So, that is why it is perfectly fine for those really 'loving' couples (its the hormones) to seperate after being together for 3-4 years. Because the hormones have stopped reacting and thus, resulting in the very bastard statement of- 'no feelings then break lor' yes, let me find proof to prove that its true.
till then, see you on fri!
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
i have come a long way, FOC 0607 Centis, Dancing Queen TP Rawks, Purple TPSU Social Committee 0607 OTC0607 Magus FOW/C 0708 Zilra, HGL TPSU Sub Comm Camp, FA Executive Committee 0708 YTSA Executie Committee a long way indeed, but more to come. and friends, close friends are certainly a motivating factor for me to stay on. you are not only my friend, you are my family. i am sad, no doubt i am.
; if you realise, every single step i took, i took it with you, if only i appeared more often, to listen and talk. but i know we are of the same type, we change. because change is nature. but boy, go where your heart brings you, because only then, the will will follow. i love you sister.
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meowmeow :)
oh yes, i was wondering where to start off with. and guess what? my daddy is watching Volcano High okaay.. nvm, random.
ooh, when i was on my way to Compass Point onboard 119, this uncle in fornt of me, did a very despicable thing to me. when everyone at the rear of the bus have alighted, he leaned forward and i thought he was checking out where we were la.. and then... PPOOOOOTTTTTT!!! he farted in my face -.- so mean right? wahlao. and the best part was, he farted after junda alighted. THANKS!!
Went training today, sunny sun sun was shining on us. BUT WHY IS BOON N AHDA DARKER THAN SOCK & I??? UNFAIR, JUST CAUSE THEY ROW EVERYWHERE. anyway, i was wondering why we agrreed to be pacer. ohhh, cause johnson suan-ed us. tell us everything abt why we shld be pacer, and when Damien asked why they not pacer, he said,"they DUWAN lor". wahlao, can feel the whole boat staring at us, so we gave in. right, very smart of you kim. but still, lets diet diet so the boat can GLIDE okay? -.- trn was fun today though, love love my teammate sock nengg.
While chatting till 2am in the morning with wa zi, we thought of this really amazing idea how we can run away from our monsters. we can build like underground linkway, from our hse to 401, grapevine, thomson prata... EVERYWHERE! and no worries abt rapists or murderers la! cause its private! cool right? only thing is, it might take us a million bucks n a million years to build it... SIGH.
alright, lovelove. im stuck once again. goodbye world!
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Saturday, September 08, 2007
meowmeow :) sorry for mia-ing, well, like how much would you miss? anyway, here's for the very very few sould who reads my blog, i sincerely thank you. HAHA. WARNING: VERY LONG POST AHEAD!!
Thursday, 6th Sept Today, I will brog about my work place, Iggy's Restaurant. If you need some statistics, lemme bring you on an orientation trip. Ranked 98th Restaurant in the World in 2006, Ranked 60th Restaurant in the World in 2007, Chef Dorin Schuster awarded the San Pellegrino Chef of theYear Award by World Gourmet Summit.
Sounds really impressive and everything right? Yes, you are right, it is. My boss is round and cute, very very you fu qi My lady boss gives me the feeling that she's really a businesswoman, capable and all. && I will be like her one day (they eat foie gras with french fries can, i have the FF, i need to wrk towards the foie gras now..) Chef is the cutest/ nicest chef on earth, because he says hi to me everytime he sees me, because he helps me when im like a frantic lil spiddeyy, because he cannot stop telling me what Kim Possible (watch Nickelodeon pls) can do, fly/ kick/ kill enemies, and how fun the GameBoy version is because he bought for his baby girl. (HAHAAHAHHAAHAH!) Then, they have a very funny kitchen crew, who cook up a storm every night, amazes the guests with such gastronomic dishes Also not to forget, the very very black Service Staff, serious, very black; where all they do is pinch my fats/ arms/ cheeks and tell me really dsiturbing things and make me laugh liek crap. Hah. And they have three very nice part-timers, namely, sexy legs, turtle soup and crocodile meat.
But after all the introduction, no, I am not as capable and all like them. I am not your World class waitress, I think I am jsut the flower pot there -.- I am not even half of what I am at Ritz or SSM class, awww poor thing, mr goh will be so disappointed. ): But still, I am glad I went to wrk on Thurs to see experience humility yet again.
Once more, bloody cleaners screwed up again. Chef and I had to like wash the dishes and all FOR THEM, wipe FOR THEM. && when alvin (the trainee) and I were busy cleaning up, the cleaners left. i dont know why they can do that, whent he dishes arent clean, floor isnt clean and what not. and i dont know why that bloody woman can go for DINNER during operation hours, i didnt even hav my dinner okay. So, chef just let them go. && the next thing i knew, our world class chef was washing the bloody dishes and mopping the damn floor. where he could just leave like the other chefs/ cooks(?), well, not that they didnt help. and guess where were all the service staff? laughing and enjoying life trying to set up 2 PDRs, as if it was so diff that they needed like 5 ppl huh? FULL TIMERS OKAY. All te black thing did was come in, stare at the last cleaner and diao him. THATS ALL. oh well, i then looked at alvin and told him, "this is humility", and alvin replied, "this is teamwork", with the exception of them.
You see, sometimes, I hate HTM students for being so cocky and all. (sometimes, myself) They think they know it all, but I guess, it runs in the Service line. & whats with the, "i've done dishes, been there, done that"?? So did chef, and he is down here helping us to clean up, when he can leave early, just so we can leave a tat bit earlier? Sigh, this is where TMNT is going to go through for 5 months. But at least, we learn something today :) chef is the man! :D
Friday, 7th Sept Godma held a birthday party for Ryan's 8th birthday :) wondered why she never once did one for meee, because mummy dearest hates parties, oh well ):
You see, aunty annie looked after me when i was just one month old, all the way till.. im like 18 yrs n 1 month old, NOW. so, she was more or less like my mother, since mummy's wrk took up so much time.
stayed over at her house yet again :) the one place mummy will let me stay 104382751 years and she wouldnt even worry. as usual, godma told us her stories till wee hours, 3am to be exact. ; all her adventures to clubbing/ disco nights and everything, the era of fashion she have experienced, how goddad 'tackled' her, the traffic police they raced with, love rivals, bras flying off her nehenh on bike rides cause she was so flat, alot alotmoree :) it was nvr a bore listening to her stories, because you just want to know that part of her past, it was always exciting :) & she wants to go chiong with me, with godsis n hubby, :DD FREEDOM.
Saturday, 8th September Mummy came to fetch and we went to Uncle's Thanksgiving Service at Sion Pres Church. Well, every family has one or two dark secrets, my family is the power. we have probably a dozen, but here's one.. On this day, this dark secret who was forgotten by the society, despised by the society, have returned and brought tears of joy, life and light into our lives once again. & I thank God for the changes I see in my uncle. He has tattooss drawn over every milli-inch of his skinn, 5thousand more than mason. He used to spout words so ugly and disgraceful, mummy would cover my little ears. He used to go in & out of prison like he was going home, or a holiday. He used to spend every cent he have on drugs, everything.. and i used to find them in his toilet. He used to shout and curse at granny, taking money from her and all. We used to travel all over Singapore to bail him out from all the police stations, mummy used to say, the only police station she have yet to visit was the HQ. (HAHA-.- right mum, mayb if he smuggled bombs la) We used to fear him, whenever he comes knocking on our door We used to visit him at the prison, i went to every one in spore alrdy know, and people used to look at my mum n i so differently, as if, the prisonn man's wife n daughter are here to see him. those eyes full of sympathy. mum even went when she was expecting me, can you imagine that image? how sad. We used to cry whenever we visit gandpa's grave every year, telling him, uncle's in jail again. I used to hate him, for making life so diff for granny and mum. I used to hate him so bad, till i refused to drink my orange jucie i got from macs (it was a big deal back then), when he drank out of it. i could still rmb the cigarette smell, thoughts abt those heroin n what not mixed in my drink.. i was only 5 la..-.- I used to hate him, for having all those uglyy tattos all over his body. I used to hate him, for touching my head, because i always thought his hands were dirrty, stained with blood, drugs and sin. but all he wanted to do was, to sayang his favourite niece. I used to always remind mummy to buy bananas because they were ahgu's favourite, and he had always doted on me, and i liked it when he smiled, he had such a charming smile, even better then those gangsters in Infernal Affair. I used to hate my sister for not talking to ahgu, but i realise, she hated him more, now, she cannot be bothereed.
But today, things have changed, things are different, God changed him.
The moment mummy saw him, she said, "look at him, so handsome!" and her tears started flowing down. he was all dressed up, all smiles, like a fresh graduate out from a v olddd university :) he gave a speech, he thanked granny & my mum, my mum cried even louder. My hatred, my embarassment, my thoughts were all erased. I dont know, but now i feel like aplogising for doubting his abilities to draw away from the sins he've committed. but now, i am able to accept him back into our lives once more. even though it would be difficult to get back into the society, i think what he cherishes most right now, is the family love we have provided. I'm not good with words, but you cannot imagine how proud we are. finally, a good night rest for mummy dearest, he finally made her a very happy and proud sister, after 48 years horr. -.-
Thank you to the Brothers, Sisters and volunteers for helping him since 1999, even though he fell hard, he stood up again. Thank you God for hearing our prayers and guiding him onto the right path.
So yes, the chew family is always an exciting fmaily with really exotic (im serious) stories to tell. we have universitiy graduates, someone who delcared bankrupt, windsurfer, satay seller, ex-drug addict, malaysian family of.. nvr ending, security screening officer (not chop passport one cann), swimming coach, pilot, tcher, money changer, and lastly, student union's president :DD HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA! exciting la.
lastly, to my dearest CHEN PEIWEN, thank you for the post dedicated to yrs truly! I hope they are 100% true hor, thanks, i didnt know you were so nice, sexy legs. Also, I would like to congratuialte you as you are cordially invited to join the NEL gang Exco! cuse you stay in NEL area, HAHA! &&, thank you for the inside scoop, i will remain as it is, for now la.
always loving you brother & my brothers, kimchew-how may i help chewww?
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
meowmeow, went swimming ystd with ah da, WHERE IS THE SUN?? okay, sentosa soon please! but i think can tan on the cruise la :D OH YES, IM LEAVING SPOREEE!!! gonna be on Star Cruise Virgo from the 12th to 14th Sept! ah, you think its for holidays or soemthing? RIGHT. POLYFORUM LARRR. :(
no meowmoew on board, so no meowmeow to play with :( ; wo ai de ren, bu shi wo de ai ren i flipped through my year book, was collecting all my gfs' photos. ehhh, i realise i quite high profile one leh. every year, there ARE photoSSS of me, swimming/ running/ badm/ cheering. aiseh :D
but i recognise that look in your eyes. you dont look at me the same anymore :( you are not just family.
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
okay, im like very thankful we have the PAP, we have the Police, we have only one red light district && we have very good securtiy. cause im watching the maury show, many many episodes abt wild teens. best palce to watch.. ermmm... yala, i went to her blog la. http://www.thy-dowager.blogspot.com
Can you imagine a 14 & 15 yr old girl having sex over 50 times? Can you imagine a 15 yr old having sex over 300 times just to have A BABY? the worst part is they dont care what they say, they want their mums out of thir lifes, well, the fact is, you cant and they cant, cause you came from their bloody womb my dear. and why bother lying, you wear until like shit, thn tell yr mum yr a virgin. -.- and the worst of the worst, why still call her "MUM", with all that you've said, jsut call her a bitch or something.. i think it goes well with the vulgarities you've been spillingg all over.
So agitated? I know.. but i cannot stand it lar :( boohoo la di dooo, mummy mummy i love you!
went to ServiceAmbassador's Orientation ystd :) Sock was our facilitator, corrupted only! and my group was so nice, we named ourselves Pat Toh Yao, means hungry in Hokkien, cause we were all so hungry. HAHA and Carol had to ask us why we name ourselves that. CAROLLL??? okay la, we made frens w the toilet aunty lor. had fun chilling and all with my v randommly hyper teammates.
lunch at HK Kim Gary Cafe at vivo! ++ taogay talk, cockroach hunter, daddy love, shutter, rooftop talkk, alot alott :D thank you mich, fel, kri and sockerr for the lovely dayy :) made it so unforgettable and destressing :) RATATOUILLE && SETTLERS NEXT!! i love the girls!
caught Hairspray after tt! okay la, was wondering why am i watching ti with like 3 guys? cause it was like really random? but yeah, heck and jus watch :) really nice songs, catchy tunes, make you wanan dance and all :) see, we dont need to dress to feel the groove. we listen to the music to feel the groove. *AHEMS.
wasnt an enjoyable day ystd, probably cause i had so much in mind the whole day. 7 am and i thought abt ystd's post = GONE! so i talk alot alot, jsut to cover up. so im sry if the wrds didnt go thru my mind before it came out. and i thought, whts the use of blogging when you cant even say what you want cause the whole of TP reads this. :( man, disappointed.
; I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain From my eyes Tonight I wanna cry
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Monday, September 03, 2007
i feel so insignificant right now.
like a fan in an air-conditioned room.
why cant i be the water tap,
because what good would a bath tub be,
without a tap?
okay, it made me feel even more
i n s i g n i f i c a n t
:(
lets go have some chocos, my dear!
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Sunday, September 02, 2007
HAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Just read Sock's blog, laughed the shit outta me. see attached1
funny 1 kim: And the name of the satay stall is Kim Satay. My name/stall leh!
Kim's papa: huh, who's name? Kim, her name ah? *pointing at sock/me*
funny 2 Kim's papa: So where are you going later?
Sock: Erm, Serangoon Stadium.
Kim's papa: Okay, what time must you reach?
Sock: 7.30pm.
Kim's papa: Oh, so what time must you reach?
Sock: Erm.., 7.30pm.
Kim's papa: And, what time must you reach?
Sock: What time must I reach? Erm erm......, 7.30pm.
Kim's mama: 7.30pm LAH! -----
HAHAHHAHAHA, why cant i be half as funny and twicce as less corny like my father? he's damn cute. but at least we're soo similar that we both ordered Satay at dinner! LIKE DADDY, LIKE SON.. opps, DAUGHTER! (cause im like his son )
and a piece of good news, i asked how much is needed to learn driving la. then, mummy said 3k odd, how to look for money and all. then Daddy was like, can slowly pay one ma, one lesson one lesson right. mum: 3k... dad: one lessonnn... it went on, grumbles. then later, daddy came to me, "its better to get yr license this hols, go check out okay?" WHOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!! mr chew gave the signal, i shall start learning soon :) i guess he prob needs another chauffer to drive him home la...
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good day :)
i went training today, meowmeow. it was great to like row and all again la, feeling damn good :) we were the pacer and all, cause mygay coach gave a v long talk abt why we shld be pacer, so we okay lor. he said tt TP girls were small, well, he haven met Sock and I yet. and he have yet to see psuan's biceps yet, BIGGEST IN THE TEAM! hah. but still, wasnt as satisfied as i thought i would be. i was prepared to run and pumping and all know. guess, i expected too much from the team la :(
but still, i had such a great time with my dearest companion, Sock :D who dined with my beloved parent and stared at my mum when she said, "boon, eat the stingray" hello, 'boon' is widely used in the chinese society okay. Hah! stretch out! twist yr body, come on girl :D so, are we still looking forward to the next trn?
SOCKER! ?????? - going after what i really want says: i wont ask you to blog abt, "sock is so cute tdy, we went rowing tgt and we had great fun cos she such a lovely companion." (see, i made it so big!)
&& my captain's legs are hot like steamboat please. its damn damn nice and scarless, like can carry and stroke gently know. he was wearing super light shorts, dri fit type, (i love you nike!) and when he ran ah, it was like flaping up and down, showing moree of his sexy legs. omg, he better not be reading this. and his muscles like building sandcastle like that, carefully stacked. prob cause he was the only hunky guy ard la -.- if only i could have his legs :DD
caught ratatouille with turtle soup and sexy legs. ITS A MUST WATCHHH, SO PLEASE GO CATCH ITT!!! if you need a companion, come on, yr alrdy reading her blog! i dont mind watching it again please, its so inspiring, left me thinking. so maybe opening a restaurant wouldnt be such a impossible after all? errr, let's pass Culinary Science first.
met up with zilra love ystd for dinner at chomps, i had fun bullying luffy :) tired like crap, but i love them. the cube game is the new love man!
im stuck again, so i shall stop. goodnight love!
THINGS I WANT TO DO 1. Get my driving license 2. Dye my hair 3. Sentosa to toast my skin (cause its sen-to-sa! sounds like toast!) 4. Catch 881 && Hairspray 5. Work like hell and go on a shopping spree! 6. Make Tiramisu 7. Bake alot more cookies 8. Mahjong session :) 9. Kbox for the 2nd time in my life 10. Mum, can you let me Club please?
the jersey looks damn good, and nicole is really hot, i think. and haha, the best part is people say we look alike. GRINS :D okayyyyy fineeee, prob without the nehs and nice bod! :)
my eye bags and dark circles are so sooo prominent now. all thanks to late nights and all. stayed up till 8am to think about lots of things, that i took for granted. but only to realise that people are just like rubberbands, they can withstand and keep down their feelings. but eventually, the rubber band would stretch too much, too hard, that it would snap. i felt it snap right in front of my face. i took love for granted. im sorry monster, let me learn how to treasure what i have now. i have everything i want, yet im still crying for more.
went to wrk, end at 4, up at 8 for poly forum. tmr, kallang at 2. i think im stretching mine too hard as well. lets go to bed baby!
so, like what nonehs always say, in life, we make do. :)
i was serious when i said you weren't just family, you are the love. dont make me feel like crap. you leave me in this world thats so cold. dont push me away because im here to stay. you and you, i do.