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Sunday, August 19, 2007

i swear its the rain, its making me feel so.. dejected.
friday marks the end of semester 1, and my last day to the lounge
still the same, love subcomms i saw, so demure and nice :D
also, friday's SSM class broke sugarloaf's record again!!
so so haappppyyyy!!! itss like 2k okay!
HIP HIPP HORRAAYYYY!!!! :DDDDD
now, --- and ---, TRY BEATING THAT RECORD OKAY?
we're not bad for TCA's frist batch of students yeah? :DD

seriously, i would die to join their class for one day, not cause my close friends are in there,
but those whom i dont know, are so easy and fun to get along with as well!

the rain took away my smile, when i woke up in tears
my body shook at the thought of that scene in my dream
no, it wasnt just the weather, i was shaking.
what if it came true?
i am so scared.
you know how some people have dejavu?
i am like that, there are so many things i've dreamt about, and it all came true.
like everyday life, accidents, loved ones parting
so so so so so many things, i dont wanna remember anymore.
but today's dream was something i've never dreamt beforee.
it was something about a family tragedy, my family tragedy.
and i rmb so clearly that it was 10pm, when i picked up the phone and i heard her voice.
i asked where she was, she said she's at work
i asked what time is it, she said it was 2pm and she'll be back at 8.
i started crying and all, because somehow, i know she's gone.
then, i woke up, crying, it was 8am. she just left for work.
i dont know whether to tell dad or anyone about my dream.
i am so scaredd.
and it certainly didnt help when i didnt see her when i woke up.
monster, i love you.

my family is where i grew up in
my family is where i become who i am today
my family will be the ones who'll be there even if i screw up
my family will accept me for being who i am
my family will never judge me
my family will stand by me, thru rain and shine.
and im sorry i haven been spending time with my union, zilra, friends and all.
because soemtimes i just need to spend some time alone, with my family.
mayb alot of time, yeah.
<3



When You're Gone
Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, that lie on the floor
And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear, will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you..


this song always make me so emotional and all whenever i hear it.
still, its my favourite song.
; all i needed was a msg from you to tell me that you're okay and that you miss me.
its jsut a song, kim. :)

12:56 AM

I love vintage & rouge-.


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