Thursday, June 21, 2007
meow, hello world!
I just finished my mango sorbet and i am smiling to myself for some reason :D
Today, we will be talking about Politics and my Mother.
Seriously, why must there be politics in an organization or at any place where you work? They can survive without politics, im sure they can.
Politics only occur when an area requires one to have power, autority and where heirachy levels exist. & why do people play politics, which is to satisfy a need or a want that they desire. Which is in many instances, they want power, the power to command, the power to lead, the power to order. Do you agree?
'Play politics', it is such a sensitive phrase that it is even regarded as taboo in companies and agencies. But why should we even let them control who and what we want to be?
Isn't it only correct that the individual with the best interpersonal skills, the best leadership qualities, the best foresightness, the ability and capability to be there, on top? Why should someone who have obviously lost to him or her, because him or her is not on top, want to fight for it?
Probably because He thinks that He deserves to be there, they try all means to bring that one person down, until he gets his postition.
But why bother going through all that trouble, those underhand ways to get up there and to get him down, in such unrighteous ways?
Why not climb your way up there by improving whatever areas you lack and get up there, the world will look at you in a different way, you will be respected, because you;ve earned that respect.
Why bother creating the trouble getting people to get angry and all, when you can focus more on becoming a better person. Why even attempting to break the bond, the love of the organisation just to satisfy your needs?
Most importantly, He lost to you because you fought your way up and you are better now.
One word, Selfish. Maybe because your surname is Yu, or your family sells fish, but dont be selfish. Dont get everyone upset because you didnt get waht you want, dont mess things up jsut cause you got what you didnt want, dont ever do that. int he first place, you joined this organisation because you love it here. Dont assume you'll make it a better place with you in there, because all you've created have just crushed our hopes of becoming happy, to love and let love, to forgive and forget.
Our Father, "Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us, do not bring us to the test, but deliver us from evil"i hope it makes sense, i knw to forgive and forget may be very difficult, but He first forgave us. Religious, im sorry.
But it is through love that keeps us going, the love for the well being of the organisation. Look at not what the organisation can offer you, but what you can give to the organisation and whether we need that or not.
This is not targeted at anything or anyone in Union, school, work or anything. Just something for you to really think about. Iamnot afraid if you question me, go ahead. but im serious, mummy told me abt her wrk place la, so i talk abt it and i see it in school, so i say la.
Next, Sub Comm recruitment is ard the corner?
However, im seeing quite a few whoa re willing to forsaken that position they once loved so much, dissapointment? committment? who know, seriously.
but it all comes down to what you can give, and how we need it.
you are the arms and legs and organs of union, we are the heart and brain. without you, we fall, without us, you fail, viceversa.
if you have so much drive, passion and love, dont let it die.
Use these at the right areas, complacent wont get you anywhere, egoistic wont give you respect,
capabilities comes with ability which comes with power and attitude, if you have it, you earn their respect.but i am still trying to achieve that.. :(
okay, back to normal!
meow, my favourite word today :D
i just realised i have 5 plus projects to submit in 2 weeks' time.
good job kim.
and i kinda fought with mama that day.
bloody aircon wasnt working again, so i got angry and said this to mum before leaving home, "if the aircon was cold and i could get a good nights' sleep, i wouldnt look grumpy every morning" somethg like tt, i know im rude, slap me.
then i sms-ed her this,
"everytime i think about how much you spend at the jackpot room it jsut upsets me. becuase lets say everytime you spend 150, if you make 20 trips, you've spent 3000, plus some winnnings, HOPEFULLY, you can ALREADY BUY ME A LAPTOP THAT I NEEED I T SO MUCH. thats how upset i am sometimes, but do you even notice?but what if the money you spent was yr own money, for yr leisure and entertainment? im sure this amount will come in handy if you happen to want to buy something you like in hk, or spend it at their NICER jackpot rooms.come waht maybt wait a min, i was promised to have a laptop when im in yr two.im not kicking up a fuss, but im just expressing my thoughts.hopefully you'll think though.Thanks."okay, call me unfillial, call me a bastard kid, i dont care.
i know i was really rude and all, talking to my mother like that.
neever have i once spoken to her like that, and i made her cry.
i meow her, she cry, i was damn scared la.
but what really shocked me was when she admitted its her fault,
she shouldnt have spent it on jackpot games she call her hobby,
i shouldnt have apologised for saying what was correct.
but i felt so horrible talking to my mum in that manner,
what balls grew on me that morning man.
brave soldier.
thne we cry cry then we hug in bed then we okay already!
then she ask me what laptop i want, how much one, 2k or 3k,
i start crying again.
oh my banana, meow. mama loves me, i love mama.
and my dinosaur was outside, he let us clear up first before entering and thne he go coax my emotional mother. :D
daddy love!
MEOW :D
no more emo, im not emo.
i jsut have new fire, i is happy.
went to celebrate nic's bday ystd.
traditional fish n co lousy song + humiliating session
i think its quite fun, i also want :D
nic, see, its a memorable day out, jsut like any other day.
whaddle whaddle whaddle.
please continue not puffing, every stick means on slap on yr face.
or one punch, i would love to try punching turtles.
my brothers are a lovable bunch to spend time with :D
meow, im sleepy. byebye.
10:08 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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