Thursday, May 31, 2007
i really wonder if anyone ever thought how it would be like in my shoes?
when they have everythg they could ask for but yet i dont?
when they seem to have the whole world standing behind thme but i dont?
when they think that im jsut jealous at shit or whatever but i really really dont?
when they think of me as the narrowminded kimberly chew as before?
when they dont even let me have a chance to change yr opinion?
and they think that it is really easy for me to handle this?
i thought i met the right people, but i dont think i do.
im not a naive kid who counts her blessing, but all i asked for is a form of support, an encouragement, because i am really scared of the challenges ahead.
but the right people i thought i've met didnt do that.
and you think im happy with that? no, i am still v sad.
but standing here at this position, i cant utter a word of discomfort.
so can you for once, please think in my shoes for awhile? and return me mine? cause im quite tired already.
im sorry im not drove around by my parents who ahve so much time for me; im sorry i dont have so much money to look at my best; im sorry i dont have so much time to think about making big; im sorry i dont have what it takes to be the best around.
but i know all these are just nothing compared to simplest things i have right now.
if only i didnt go for YAC and all those didnt happen, i really wished i didnt.
9:20 PM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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