Saturday, March 31, 2007
hello world!
ladidum :D
im having fun right now, i dont know why but i am.
i just feel happy suddenly
i think the emo session is probably over.
i sersiously hope they do, else i'll have many who'll volunter to slap me
i dunno la, when ter asked if i were okay ystd, i felt like there was a lot to say. but then, when i think again, i dont have much to say.
mayb cause tis quite a long story that involves alot of people and i dont wanna waste my sms, but ya, dun feel like talking.
cause clam has already spoke to me abt the others' point of view.
true or not, im not sure. and no, im not doubting clam's wrds.
seriously, i know the 'world' reads my blog.
thats why i wont talk about it openly, but yeah, whats the point of talking abt it when the prob will resurface once again?
doesn't this always happen in union, in class, at work and at home?
i mean, whats the point telling people abt it when it probably was you being too sensitive over it, in the first place? pessimistic, yes i am
so, i always flare up, think about it and solve it myself.
and yeah,
within know, cause i think think think, and i always think too much
like yeah. thats just what i do.
so the other reason why i dont tell that story anymore is because i dont wanna bring it all up again, within me.
i think they should jsut be happy that im not holding any grudes anymore and should stop what wrong they're doing to others.
cause im sure, im not the only one suffering from this.
yeah, we all make mistakes, we all make choices.
right now, im just relieved i have the help of my six SHEs,
thats quite a number. but yeah, they are doing a great job right now.
and they're really helping me out alot, emotionally, physically and mentally.
im sorry that Gideon and Kaiwen had to see me liek that on friday.
sorry people, its just the process of learning how to lead and delegate and coping with stress at the same time.
WAHAHAHAHAHAH, but im okay already because i have you SIX and ZILRA :D
opps, the sixth one dont knwo yet. but im sure she's smart
looking at the t-shirt designs i got from Zilra, i finally know why i belong here.
becasue of the warth and love and care that everyone has for Zilra
because of the different personalities that each posses, that bonds us all together.
because of the fun we'll have with different individual ard.
like who will have funw ithout the three muskerteers?
who will have 'fun' without my lame jokes?
who will have fun without chating abt banana people?
they say Zilra is boring? cause they are last? i reckon!
at least our freshies will climb to the top and say that Zilra rocks because our GLs rocks :D
yeah, im a rock!
went back to iggy's ystd.
as usual, non stop action, suanings and all the violence they have la.
i love the people there, so much fun.
i messed up here and there for the introduction of food.
and i didnt get a chance to introduce the food i memorised.
!@#$@
"this is the black trufffle with pan seared scallops along with shavings of winter truffle" damn.
ladida, and boon jsut otld me the normal black chair costs like 300 bucks alright.
i can buy so amny things with one chair!
and the white table with six chairs costs 30000 plus alright.
so, this is how world ranked 98th restaurant spends their money -.-
i can buy my top, shoe, shirt, skirt, topman, topshop, why topman? nvm, bysi, zara, zilra.. huh? ... and the list goes on :D
oaky, im terribly late for my date now.
i need to go ):
sry train, im coming now!
10:48 PM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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