Saturday, March 31, 2007

hello world!

ladidum :D
im having fun right now, i dont know why but i am.
i just feel happy suddenly
i think the emo session is probably over.
i sersiously hope they do, else i'll have many who'll volunter to slap me
i dunno la, when ter asked if i were okay ystd, i felt like there was a lot to say. but then, when i think again, i dont have much to say.
mayb cause tis quite a long story that involves alot of people and i dont wanna waste my sms, but ya, dun feel like talking.
cause clam has already spoke to me abt the others' point of view.
true or not, im not sure. and no, im not doubting clam's wrds.

seriously, i know the 'world' reads my blog.
thats why i wont talk about it openly, but yeah, whats the point of talking abt it when the prob will resurface once again?
doesn't this always happen in union, in class, at work and at home?
i mean, whats the point telling people abt it when it probably was you being too sensitive over it, in the first place? pessimistic, yes i am
so, i always flare up, think about it and solve it myself.
and yeah, within know, cause i think think think, and i always think too much
like yeah. thats just what i do.
so the other reason why i dont tell that story anymore is because i dont wanna bring it all up again, within me.
i think they should jsut be happy that im not holding any grudes anymore and should stop what wrong they're doing to others.
cause im sure, im not the only one suffering from this.
yeah, we all make mistakes, we all make choices.

right now, im just relieved i have the help of my six SHEs,
thats quite a number. but yeah, they are doing a great job right now.
and they're really helping me out alot, emotionally, physically and mentally.
im sorry that Gideon and Kaiwen had to see me liek that on friday.
sorry people, its just the process of learning how to lead and delegate and coping with stress at the same time.
WAHAHAHAHAHAH, but im okay already because i have you SIX and ZILRA :D
opps, the sixth one dont knwo yet. but im sure she's smart

looking at the t-shirt designs i got from Zilra, i finally know why i belong here.
becasue of the warth and love and care that everyone has for Zilra
because of the different personalities that each posses, that bonds us all together.
because of the fun we'll have with different individual ard.
like who will have funw ithout the three muskerteers?
who will have 'fun' without my lame jokes?
who will have fun without chating abt banana people?
they say Zilra is boring? cause they are last? i reckon!
at least our freshies will climb to the top and say that Zilra rocks because our GLs rocks :D
yeah, im a rock!

went back to iggy's ystd.
as usual, non stop action, suanings and all the violence they have la.
i love the people there, so much fun.
i messed up here and there for the introduction of food.
and i didnt get a chance to introduce the food i memorised. !@#$@
"this is the black trufffle with pan seared scallops along with shavings of winter truffle" damn.
ladida, and boon jsut otld me the normal black chair costs like 300 bucks alright.
i can buy so amny things with one chair!
and the white table with six chairs costs 30000 plus alright.
so, this is how world ranked 98th restaurant spends their money -.-
i can buy my top, shoe, shirt, skirt, topman, topshop, why topman? nvm, bysi, zara, zilra.. huh? ... and the list goes on :D

oaky, im terribly late for my date now.
i need to go ):
sry train, im coming now!

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Friday, March 30, 2007

hello people :D

im so happy today, i dont know why la.
even though i was rather emo when clam talked to me ):
well, i guess i can really see from both sides now.
i understand whats their viewpoint and yeah, i think i did put mine across as well.
oh well, im all fired up for FO now :D
come what may, with the support from my loved ones, i'll chiong till day 6 :D
i will show the world that i can conquer this stage, with Zilra, with HGLS, with FAs, with FOW/ FOC 0708 :D
Let's Go!

I love TP, do you?

what a tiring day, i had THREE meetings back to back, so i missed the meeting with Zilra ):
had the traditional long talks with Gideon and Ah Lam
so loong that Glenn had to drive us to his fren's hse to let us finish tlaking -.-
went to genki sushi for dinner and i bought heels :D
yeah! wah, you know this guy called sandhu?
i dunno why la, he sucks you know.
ya, cause sandhu claims no one compalins abt him in blogs
i'll be the first :D

but yeah, i appreciate the help/ encouragement/ talks/ words of comfort/ assurance form all the people around me.
i've picked myself up :D

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Hi all! :D

first, i wanna let Von, sylvia and sufong know that without their existence, it would be impossible for my survival in YAC :D
love you girls!
and Adrian just tught me how to send all my photos in a zip file.
omg, i suck at IT ):

well, attended TPSU Annual Dinner & Dance 2007 held at Marriot Hotel
im sure everyone had a blast!
went to school in the morning to help them out,
found out that i was an usher, like okay. i feel like i was working okay.
i thought that the mcee was really good, Mr Justin, he hosted many of the events at Ritz when i was wrking.
so yeah, i felt like a pig when i only concentrated on my food instead of him cause he did those stuff at every event -.-
i felt that the atmosphere was really good as well, though it was a tiny ballroom, but everyone looked so pretty and all (:
im a happy girl!

the people wanted to hang out after the dinner
thought i could like go clubbing since mommay let me stay out
but shucks, the people jsut wanted to chill, so we decided to go to clarke quay and chill
the boys played pepsi cola 123 while waiting, damn cute! haha
ladida, and i followed Glenn along with Liyi and Maybelle to NUS to get his car from his brother.
psst! glenn's brother looks ecactly liek him and is one of Cleo's 50 most eligible bach! something sandhu la! check it out!
oh my goodness, Glenn cannot drive.
he will sing so horribly to the freaking nice songs in his cd
then he doesnt knwo his way ard, we went on the expressay and nearly paid Sufong's parents a visit, at tuas -.-
he drove into bukit batok as well, saw rows and rows of MRT train and i immediately shouted,' wah, so many Thomas leh!' laughs.
and Glenn couldnt make a succesful attempt at U-turning
and maybelle the bimbo knows her way ard town, you go girl!
we survived the ride and made it to clarke quay (:

went to meet the rest at clarke quay to find that none of the pubs were open.
so we went to Mac's for supper, and i tell you, its really sadistic to hang out/ chill at Mac's at 2 in the morning when the others are partying away at Zouk or MOS.
bleamy, what a wet blanket ):
but we still had our own fair share of fun, sat beside the spore river, singing all the random songs we can think off, sleeping, and what not
i really love all these people!
ah, bored and tired, decided to leave for home (:
lovely black, mean, skinny, tall best bud fetched me home!
thank you Glenn! and this entry is dedicated to you for listening since 1130 in the morning till the next day at 4am!
sweets!

and im really glad i met Stephanie! oh man, i realsie i forgot to take photo w her!
oh shit, we did. kim sulks, dont talk about it
but yeah, im glad i met this darling girl! we kinda clicked when we met and im happy to usher with her (:
had fun dressing up together!
lent her my black dress and serious, she looks darn good in it (:
thank you stepy for being there for me when i needed to whine and lean on to! love you girl (:
oh yeah, i didnt win the psp, some banan guy won it ):

& thank you beatrice for doing ym hair (:
i love it! pay you 1234 bucks an hour for my prom oaky? :D

and that marks the end of TPSU Annual Dinner&Dance 2007!

thursday

alright, reached home at 5 in the morning and i woke up only at 2pm.
brunch-ed and i watched 'take the lead' for the 235251 time
hahaha, i rmb-ed i caught it with kay last yr! i miss talking to kay alrdy ):
i hope he doesnt faint at laos. hahaha!
and i had the sudden urge to swim, and i sure did went swimming (:

it feels good to be in the pool again, no sun but i was burning fats!
whoohooo, i lost count after 12345 laps. heh
many many taunting/ beautiful memories of the pool appeared in fornt of my eyes, i mean, literally.
like the little black girl i saw at the pool, yes, reminded me of myself
the big muscular coach, reminds me of Uncle Micheal.
i sure do miss him (:
uncle micheal, lets go JB again someday!
so i swam and swam till eight and went to buy dinner for sis
emo at compass point, haha.
thank goodness eyecandy called at night to cheer me up a little!
eh, chlorine makes you fairer you know! yes, i got a shock when i heard it
lalala, thats all (:

yeah, i was sad about stuff for the past few days/months
see, i dont even know when things started to happen
well, all i can say, now, its like like a scar left behind from an accident
at times, it might twinch and hurt me a little bit
but i've healed from it, and the scar teaches me a lesson and that i trusts people easily.
thank you people for asking me to cheer up and stuff (: i appreciate that!
well, things jsut arent that easy to resolve. like a matter has died down and another comes haunting me again ):
the cycle never ends, the cycle never ends.
i dont need to tell others what a bitch i met, i dont need to tell others how sad i am, i dont need to tell others how i dont wish to talk abt it, i dont need others to doubt my capapbilities.
and yes, i will show FO that i am not the Kim who fools ard in the lounge all the time, i will show you, you, you, you and you all out there that i am Kim for a reason (:

Go Kim Go!
yeah, sock's cheering as well! hah!
kimlovesall!

PSST! i dont knwo if my kitchen's light has a sensor, cause i on it since 12 am i think, and its 2 am now, and it switched off by ticelf. im terrified.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Breath
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away

All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
Closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now


i think i feel so much better after talking about it
it might seem like a tiny matter, but things are not weighted by how big they are but how they can be resolved.
but, i guess the problem is, i dont think i have the stamina to solve the problem.
why do all good things come to an end?

oh well, smile kim! thats what everyone's telling me and i appreciate that :D
to know that you guys will be there, makes me feel so much more happier!
i gave airport a miss today, tummy ache ):
toilet was like my hangout place, ipod, mag, everythg was there.
unglam.
take care in laos oaky kay?
thank you for lsitening to me last night :D

i deleted all past emo photos from friendster, i feel good now
with more colourful photos added, endorphin love
i feeling so much better now :D
this entry is crap
and i heard this song int he supermarket with the chew ladies today

; dont love me for fun, girl
let me be the one, girl
love me for a reason, let the reason be love

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Monday, March 26, 2007

hello people (:

okay. im glad that i can finally smile now.
cause lingwei jsut did something so sweet for me lar.
cause kay is listening to me again lar.
cause zilra tells me that they'll support me all the way lar.
and like what lingwei said, i shouldnt let what others think of me affect what i think of myself
i know that i can do a fabulous job, i know i can, and im gonna pick myself up and come back strong. like thr girl you all used to know back in FOC. because im not going to throw away waht i've got.
like what Glenn's blog said, about the journey blahblah.
i dont wanna yake anymore so, goodbye.

Go, Kim, Go!

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

HELLO :D

okay, went to The Line at Shangri La on tuesday with boon, cedric, mark and nic!
it was a treat from mr generous since we had a bet that it if i scored B+ for Macro, i'll get a treat :D
and ms kimchew aka smartypants got A, so yeah (:
everyone clap hand!

i had my second fashion disaster again at a 'smart causal' event
freaking hell went to wear a dress when all of them were like in teenage looking clothes.
and someone even asked if it was my dress or my mum's.
thanks ah nic, well done. you are officially blacklisted.

food wasnt the best i've tasted
ambience was alright, modern and chic
service was hmmm, lets talk about it later.
oyster, lobsters, crepe, fondue
Chablis wine, sqiud ink pasta, chocolate burger.
haha :D
talk about satisfactory.


caught stomp the yard with yang guang on wed :D
saw him at mrt so we went to collect pay together
lovely lil boy, my vertically inclined best budd!
i love best buddy :D


oh yes, tetsuya and justin quek went to iggy's restaurant for some cahrity dinner.

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hello people!

I love vintage & rouge-.

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Monday, March 19, 2007

HELLO WORLD :D

i am really really tired right now.
there are so many tasks i have on hand right now that i cant sleep ):
my brain is burning already.
i never knew that when Ter said that they should throw me more tasks, they mean to throw them to me this hard la.
okay, i dunno what im saying cause im dead beat.
if only i could collect pay for being a HGL, i would get 24hr a day la.
and if only i can claim my sms bills, omfg lor.

more GL lists to be confirmed, sub empire groupings, t-shirts, minutes and probably new surprises to the empire :D
yeah yeah, im really tired but there's something that drives me on!
i think this is waht you call enthusiasm and passion?
but im half brain dead and totally limp and dead.

besides that tiring me out, omg larrrh ):
19th March 2007 is such a bad day! like from midnight know ):
okay, i went to wrk till midnight, and firstly, there wasnt any money for me to collect!
then, the uncle refuses to drive me home so i waited for the 130am transport instead of the usual 1230
thank you ty for supper :D love sam, nehneh pok and helmi for missing the transport too :D
woke up at 700 this morning, realise that i can wake up at 8am cause meeting was at freaking 930 am lar -.-
afterwhich, went to the bus stop, was waiting for my bus.
i waited, and waited
and waited
and waited
40 mins passed and the bus was nowhere to be seen.
came, board, freaking hell, its like 920.
alighted, wanted to take cab.
no cash, ask ben and sufong for help. sweetie pies, offered to fetch me from taxi stand!
BUT there were like NO cabs at all la; everywhere, nowhere!
was so irrtated and scared, i nearly squated at the roadside to cry la. omg.
decided to take bus to school in the end, made it to school and i was 40 minutes late.
well, im not the last (:
as if things werent bad enough, raymond came to tell me that someone forgot to book today's wrking slot for me, wthhh -.-
cause i asked A to book, A asked B, B asked C. then C left my name out. damn larh.
nvm la, at least raymond was kind enough to look for my name in the list la.
else i'll go down for nth, and that banana wanted to compensate me can! beat you ah. i know im gian peng but not this right. :D
omg la, i should thnak you back for yr kind gesture instead :D
thanks leimen :D

okay, i had more trashing and tutorials at the foosball table again by mr farhan
wrked till banana eight o'clock again, dined with 148, mr D, shazzy, farhan and black man
alamak, this is not the way im supposed ot spend my holidays, lingwei is right!
so i think im going sentosa next week with defiantkid and the rest lor.
probably meet up with my classmates sicne they're missing one another alrdy.
wah, more wrk to do ): byebye!
KIMLOVESALL :D

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Friday, March 16, 2007

So, im fat?

hello world (:

okay, im here to let you knw how simple and delightful my day is!
woke up at ten for Youth Avenue Camp briefing, okay, im sry i was late.
not as late as DEREK what!
talk talk talk, take money, take form.
then, it was lounge time (:
the lounge came to life again, only without the girls' laughters ):
i miss it leh, joan, ger, jacq, jes, where were you ?

i played Foosball can :D
so fun la, but i tell you, i suck la.
Tat tried to teach me, rather successful
Shazni came to supervise, Hakim came to provide own goals for me
and the legendary Farhan came to teach me whats a 'pin'!
WHHOOOO! exciting cann (:

and i played pool with shazni, like again! :D
i think shazni is the sweetest guy in the lounge cause he's willing to play pool and foosball with the lousy me :D
i lvoe you shaz! poke poke poke!
and the three lonely souls occupied the whole lounge,
photohunt, pool, maggi mee, tv, bookshop (:
please la, Tat, Shazni and I were really really bored please ):
and photohunt have some stupid photos, of people missing heads and bodies! damn funny leh.
home-d

went compass to buy my freaking dress, its black
and it was a non-trying sale, WTH
thank goodness i could fit
and wth, i was damn offended/ insulted/ agitated
when the sales lady told me this," wah, girl ah, i think u need XL leh"
!@#$%^&*^*($@@$
WTHHH LORRRR, go and die please.
your dress cutting small say small la, come and say i need bigger size ):
then she clarify that its cause i was wearing two layers, okay la.

But, the thing is, i was purchasing a XL dress, thats the highlight of the day :
i was so affected, i went to jog when i reached home.
wah, my legs hurt now ):

was reading last month's Cleo magazine, this guy is freaking funny!
they were asking some erotic stuff called "Limping Richard"
so they were asking the guys what tt means la,
and this idiotic but handsome guy replied,
"Oh, it's when I kick my best friend's leg so hard, he starts linping!"
omg, i was shitting when i read this, i laughed so hard i nearly fell into the bowl.
and yeah, whats "Limping Ricahrd"?
shall start a conversation with my brothers at tuesday's buffet with this (:

monster is angry i dont spend time at home or with her again ):
my godma is kinda giving up hope on me cause im so busy
my class-outing orgainser is tsk-ing me cause i told her i have somethg on the second time
maybelle has no intentions to date me
i think i need 48 hrs a day to satisfy everyone ):
TPrawks Purple outing tmr, time to play with little kids, big ben and yingjian!
i need more time, i need more help, i need more money, i need to save :D
i need love from everyone!

BYE :D


let me emo abit lar.
okay, i noticed that things have changed since FOC
we were so close but i pulled away, for absurd reasons u may say
how can i let people's comments affect me?
but im both sad and okay tt u're not ard as much as before
nothing else more i can say, im happy cause ur happy (:
but i just want you to know that i really really miss you, sometimes i really wanna seek ur advice but i dont know how to ask.
cause u always seem to be so occupied ):
if you;re reading this brother bear, i really miss you okay.
and i really hope that comment was not for real, because you are my first true brother and i really love you :D
serious, i love you lor! hahaha (:

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

HELLO NEW BLOGSKIN (:

credits to maybelle sua hui ping! :D
i love her patience and love for her darling la, she's like GOD can.
no way am i going to complete a blog liek that -.-
THANK YOU GIRL!

oh wells, it has been a week sicne i've last blogged.
all set and ready to go!


monday
went to school for Magus Meeting, congratualations to my fellow Sub Empire Heads, Gideon, Max and Kaiwen (:
welcome to the big big Zilra Committee, together with FAs blackie and datou (:
and yours truly would need help from every single one of you to bring the old magus and the new zilra to greater heights!
LETS GO ZILRA!

well, the meeting went well,
i still see problems here and there, cliques here and there, capable people to work with everywhere, many many friends everywhere (:
im honoured to be the HGL for the empire, now called Zilra.
well, the road will be tough, but hey! what doesnt kill you makes you stronger yeah? (:
i really hope the GLs will bring fun and enjoyment to the freshies and also to pass on the TP spirit like how my GLs did in FOC 06/07 (:
the moment i knew where i wanted to be, union :D
well, i really hope the msg was putted across on monday (:

and im glad i have great friends like Gideon, Benchow, Fy, Weng, Max, Liyi and Qing Ying in the empire who will tell me its okay to cry, its okay to break free and that they'll be there for me.
i love you friends (:

went to town to celebrate benchow's bday, okay, miscommunication by ms swan la. wrong move to join Mantiz, wasnt ncie in the first place!
so Zilra went to play pool and hung out la.
im glad we're finally bonding! BOND-ED (:

Total spendings: $14


tuesday
horrays! finally its Social comm's mtg (:
clifton was late as usual, went to fetch his bride la
meet meet meet, finish finish finish
went to TM for some lonely shopping, haha!
bought alot alot alot of things with my $10 Popular voucher i got from the STD survey, wahlao. dont tlak abt the survey -.-

Toal spendings: $40, excluding the voucher!


wednesday
which is BENJAMIN CHOW's BIRTHDAY (:
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MR ZHOU!
ZHOU XIAOJIE LOVES YOU PLENTY PLENTYY PLENTYYY! :D

so yes, finally i met up with the SP people.
had loads of fun with kimberly, marcus and kiantat (:
evryone made kim wait, haha -.-
hongkong cafe, pool, havaianas, m)phosis, ajisen!

celebrated marcus's belated birthday (:
he had no idea what was coming, even though it was in his face -.-
and he was wearing the same GREY&GREEN shirt he wore to the 5 celebrations he had, wahlao. stinky please
pool-ed like nobody's business, damn fun please! kim is the queen la:D

went to Ajisen for dinner,
kian, marcus and i ordered this bloody spicy Volcano Ramen,
its like freaking hot and everythg spicy okay!
i swear its damn ncie la, but marcus took like three times as long to finish as kian lorr -.-
kimmy was happily commenting on plain water making it even more spicy and what not, irritate the shit out of marcus la
laughs, but it was damn fun watching them
kian can finish it in like seconds
kimmy commenting non stop
marucs choking on every bite
my lips hurt sooo bad after the meal please ):
omg, i love thme for a reason :D

mahjong session soon my loves!! justin and terence, ur invited la. :D

Total spendings: $49.95


thursday
which is today (:
went to celebrate benchow's belated and kay bro's bday (:

cafe cartel-ed, the crew screwed up the cake thing
cathay, laugh like crazy with terrence la. he cant stop calling me siao
i made a very very bad joke about Clifton, im so sorry.
just, do me a favour and dont let him know oaky? HAHA!
Alvin and Farhan practically melted when they saw the foosball table -.-
stay so long la, twice somemore please
hello good friends at ben&jerry, i ben&jerry'ed.
OMG, FATS CANNNNNNNNNN ):
home home home sweet home!

i love 1234 bestfriends, kay, derek, farhan, shazni, jodin, terrence, yuting, alvin, clifton and ohh, myself :D
thank you so much for the wonderful day (:

and since its way past midnight,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEOK KAY HUA!
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BROTHER NO AMTTER HOW U DAO ME K?
AND PLEASE STOP DAOING ME OR I'LL POUR RED PAINT OVER UR WHITE MAT PANTS!

seriously, i love union for a million reasons (:

Total Spendings: $30
omg, i need to work again ):

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sometimes, i feel sad for those people who have capabilities but just dont knw how to make full use of them ):
but when u tell them, they'll get all egoistic or offended and eventually, they cant even help you at all.

sometimes, i feel sad for those people who backstabs their friends, you are such a sad sorry loser

sometimes, i feel sad for people who seeks attention like its a vitamin, you are just an irritating and ignorant loser

sometimes, i feel sad for myself because i always see the beautiful side of one and tends to forget everyone has a ugly side. and im disgusted by the ugly side i see in you ):
you are such a dissapointment, my dear

sometimes, i feel sad for You for being ignorant and arrogant, but look, who's gonna be the one who'll be left with no friends? stop yr dirty talking dear, ur not a bad guy after all ):

but after all the hurt and dissapointment, im glad those who've been hurted by You have learned a percious lesson. and oh look, who's on the losing end now? do the math, dude!


and kian left me laughing in fits again :
=-KiAn™-= :: Holidays In Process :: says:
btw ur nick miss out zidane

LOL LORRRRRRR
okay, meeting tmr again, sigh ):
goodnight world!

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Friday, March 09, 2007

★KIM! chew chian boon says:
im gonna be quite lonely now
★KIM! chew chian boon says:
cause everyone is away or asleep):
★KIM! chew chian boon says:
i can bang the wall
★KIM! chew chian boon says:
byebyebyebyebyeby!
Gideon. Goodmorning. says:
dun worrry you can do it one
★KIM! chew chian boon says:
bang the wall? YES I CAN!
Gideon. Goodmorning. says:
No bang the BED!
Gideon. Goodmorning. says:
or Bang my dreams! =D

wah, i love Gideon Seah for a reason please.
he's my BEST CAMPMATE in Magus alright.
but the 'Bang my dreams' part sounds pretty erotic, beef steak better not be reading this :
i'll stand by you, i'll stand by you (:
best campmates all the way!

alright, had Magugu meeting just now till late.
cabbed home with clifton and had our long ride talks again
i thank God i met this big head who helps me out almost everytime.
my mentor, my friend :D
met mark at the bus stop and had our long walk home talks again
serious, im blessed to meet such great friends who'll help me out.
and would provide advise when im in doubt :)

after leaving the darn house, i feel much better right now
i am just gonna talk to monster and dinosaur and probably let them know how i feel, what i want and stuff
and yeah, like what maybelle said, i really need a balance of things
Union, School, Work and Family
i admit, i haven been hanging out with my folks for quite some time
and it was my ignorance to think that they dont respect me, because they really do.
i love mum and dad :(

dejected; picture; sore eye;
disgusted; regret; hurt; pain;
gone;


Aly & Aj- Chemical reacts
;you made me feel out of my element
like im walking on broken glass
make my world spining in slow motion
and we're moving too fast

i love this song :D

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hello world,

i've told myself many many times, that its not worth being emo, but im emo again today ):

my internet connection is crazy and i really wanna(need to) talk to ahlian and jason about stuff but i cant; singnet, i curse you!
i went back to work ystd and all the people and things have change a here and there; shall not elaborate about it here
i came home late after work cause we were celebrating Angelina's birthday and monster was super mad at me, and she told me to quit my job and i really really dont want to
i told monster im going for meeting later on and she told me not to get involved in such irrelevant things, whereas i should concentrate on studying, im so dissapointed
i told monster i'll be a very sad girl if i were to quit my banquet job and find a DAY TIME job. i cant think of anything but office work or my old sales personnel job that i really hated, and she still insists.
i told monster i cant let TPSU go, because i love TPSU
i found out some things and i dont think i like it, and i've been thinking about it alot.

okay, so thursday wasnt a very great day after all?
but im not here to let the world to knwo so they can take pity on me
i need to let it go or else i'll let it go on someone else, which i very much wouldnt like to.

monster, i dont know if its menopause thats taking over or im just not good enough
i've been trying my best to please her here and there, with my lousy grades or my achievements. but its either she dont understand how 'achieving' they are or she doesnt even care.
i've been trying to tell her everything about how i feel but she jsut doesnt seem to understand.

i wanna work in the hotel industry and working in a hotel now is the best way to start off, thats how i feel. but she thinks its a waste of time and my saftey is at risk. i know it worries her to see me come home in the middle of the night or to see me looking so shagged. but somehow, it doesnt tires me out because im doing something i like, i love.
but she dont understand.

i've said before, my tp life started because of TPSU, and because of FOC, i made so many wonderful friends. FOC is where i've started and im not gonna stop there.
Its just like the House Committee and Badminton School Team thing that im involved in secondary school, but since then, she just didnt understand.
It wasn't like i needed to think twice before getting involved in TPSU, its because i know i would like to and i want to.
FO camps, meetings and Social Committee, i know i want to be involved.
i know its my fault i dont tell her things, but if she could just look as if she was listening, it wouldnt be so difficult telling her how i feel.
if i wanted to get bloody good grades and be like ms tiger, i wont even have gone to a tertiary school. i would have joined some junior college and study all day.
but i know that my niche area is not the studies department, it never was. and i know that socialising, camping and running events is what im born for.
im just very dissapointed that my pillars of support doesnt feel the way i feel. im jsut dissapointed that with so many people around doubting my capabilities, i have to go home to find more waiting for me.
and the worst thing is, they dont know how tough it is to carry on, and she jsut keeps on assuming that i quarrel with my friend, with my friend. but all i asked for is that they'll understand how i really feel

you know, sometimes, i really feel like an idiot, running away from people, hiding from them how i really feel. people being so sarcastic, yet i jsut keep my mouth shut. sometimes, i really dont know who are the ones i can really trust, cause they seem so contradicting.
sometimes, i feel like im standing alone and sometimes i really really i wanna give up what i have.

I love vintage & rouge-.

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

.: DeFiant Kidd™ :... Finally Pc up! Woooo!!!! says:
can u like
..: DeFiant Kidd™ :... Finally Pc up! Woooo!!!! says:
type properly
..: DeFiant Kidd™ :... Finally Pc up! Woooo!!!! says:
i talk to u hor
..: DeFiant Kidd™ :... Finally Pc up! Woooo!!!! says:
is a test of my mental capabilities u know
..: DeFiant Kidd™ :... Finally Pc up! Woooo!!!! says:
lol
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wah, im damn sad la
why everyone discriminating my typos?
HAHAHAH

im going to work
im going to die
im going alone
im going to be alone

why isnt blogger posting my entries?


Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
is worth it
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
though painful
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
i believe its worth it
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
but if the pain is just so much
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
so much that you dun even know if it is worth
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
there is always ah boon
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
LOL
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
but dun worry la
Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère! says:
i will walk through this wierd path with you

wahlao, and i thought it was gonna be soemthing good??
thne AH BOON popped up.
please la, bro, we're not incessed can.
but i've decided not to walk anymore, i'll skip down my path k? :D
hmmm, the topic would prob be revealed on monday?
we'll see.

I love vintage & rouge-.

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Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.

im supposed to be in bed with my candy filled blanket now, but this came to my mind before i shut dwn the comp ):

im very very sad
im very very disappointed
im very very hurt
i want to cry but my tears are dry ):

i wanna let my emotions go, but i know even if i let go,
it'll be of no use ):
im really very sad, i dont liek korean dramas anymore
they made me cry and think and cry again
i am so sick of finding tears flowing out of my eyes

i have plenty more things to laugh and smile about
so, i am letting it go
after all these months, i know its not worth it
but i still held on
but now, im not gonna hold on anymore.
its gonna be deep down in my heart.

I love vintage & rouge-.

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HELLO ALL

THE BOYS: john, ben, fy, derek and farhan (:
see farhan? the whole table was in that position while waiting for the bday boy but he still din realise we're there to celebrate his bday! SOTONG!

THE GIRLS: 148, 1234 bestfriends and sarah! look at what yuting is doing, damn hilarious la!

148's half chicken, joan's fish and twist, jessybessy's spag and derek's WHOLE chicken; new york new york sure knows how to cook up a storm

the birthday boy :D john looks happy!

and this is the new love of the three pervertic guys, shakes head

I love vintage & rouge-.

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Friday, March 02, 2007

Gideon. says:
huhuh kim you GOT TO TYPE! PROPERLY!!!!!!

OMG, Gideon is so so funny alright! well, im famous for my typo errors in emails, msn and everywhere la. anyway, we have sworn over the moons and the stars in the sky that we willl be the BEST CAMPMATES of FOW/FOC :D

im glad i have someone i trust so much to be in the same empire as me (:

Gideon, no matter what the outcome will be, we will still be BEST CAMPMATES yeah? and rmb our motto/ vision/ mission? HAHA! -.-

oh yes, FO is coming very very soon and so, its time to choose your HGL and Sub Empire heads.

OMFG, im damn nernous inside, but im like so calm outside la. i mean, i dont want ppl to assume assume, so yeah, its great we're gonna have an interview tmr (:

watched HAPPYILY NEVER AFTER with mel and mich after the gang went for their jabs, after uniform measuremnts, whoohoo! bloody injection, it kinda hurts. i love mel i love mich (:

lingwei jsut tol dme something reeally funny, and one way to let the main lead know is from kimlovesyou.blogspot (:

she was sleeping in the car when boon called to ask about our whereabouts cause apparently that boy couldnt wake up to meet us today. so she todl him what he needed ot know and went back to sleep. then, she dreamt that boon was holding michelle and lingwei's hand, skipping dwn some road. omg, thats dman funny. and boon is damn gay there la.

I love vintage & rouge-.

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

wah, after like a million and gazillion years ah, im finally back in action.
it feels like 5 semesters have passed can, i swear i will not study last minute again! horrifying alright, shivers at the thought of it ):

i love my banana friends la, chatchatchat all night (:
jac has tiny friends as her dp,
kervin is so worried he cant get into tp to meet ME (wah, so sweet leh, LIAR LA YOU! ur sweet talk is like my sweet talk im gonna eat for breakfast leh),
joan's fren claims that joan has orgasm (wthh),
eugene wants more eye liner from me, he's turning gay,
i think eric broke his arm and probably the other one as well,
justin TRYS out up skirt, down blouse and cameltoes,
shep helped me with the creation of mustard banana,
geraldine wants me to cry for me.

okay! i was kidding abt the last one can, i lover geraldine koh shu fen like banana craziness, bombastic love; so fantastic! omg, thats a super old britney spears song la. im freakinngggg high (:

oh yeah, so you have guessed, exams are finally overrr (:
so im free like a bird now, guess what? im not a FRESHIE anymore, read this terence, im a freaking junior! and you're gonna have a botak head!
okay, totally messed up my papers, or i thought so, sigh, lets not talk about them anymore alright (:
went to town with sam, jeslyn, joan, john, lette, hermi, farhan, derek, kay and shazni on wednesday!
after exams, had a hella lot of fun with the people (:
i mean, first time out towning with them and im having the time of our lifes (: YEAH!
outing soon? loves.

yeah, went to bai tai shui with monster and dinosaur today, i didnt know i can have so much fun in the temple can. wah, they pray like crazy know, and all the money they spent, okay, not sincere already. its worth it la

headed to town to meet ah wei for some shopping, found out about further studies in Switzerland! switerland know, excuse me? so far la, plus so ex. thought it'll be a great idea, told daddy, he say 'wah, got money meh?' okay, thanks for bursting my bubble ah pa! sian-ed
then daniel came to meet ahwei, first time i saw how bigbird looks like. poof. so tall leh. nevermind, that was a random comment.
so we carl's jr-ed and headed home after window shopping ):
oh oh, ah wei bought her make up stuff lor, shit, we're turning into beauty queens now, oh mannn ):
but we're beautiful leh, errrm -.-

freaking angbaos still left on my table, unopened. i dont like dinosaur la.
he claims that i can only open them when tihs the 15th lunar day of this month, which si sunday. else, all the money will be gone.
like DUHHHHH, obviously all the money will be gone right, papa?
chicken backside, thats why i cant buy my moo top today ):
sunday, i await you.

i can help but laugh when i read this, reply from Mr Daniel Chia abt missing the survey.

Mr Chew,

There is no penalty if the online survey is not completed, only no marks.
The Online Self and Peer Appraisal will NOT be reopened, as you’ve had one whole week to complete the survey. <----(i sense sarcasism form the mouse)

Best Regards,

Daniel CHIA
BUS/HTM/CCM

FREAKING HELL, MR DANIEL CHIA, HAVE ANYONE TOLD YOU YOU LOOKED LIKE AN OVERSIZED STUART LITTLE? CAUSE YOU HAVE A MOUSTACHE AND TINY EYES AND A WIERD MOUSEY SMILE. THANKYOU FOR CALLING ME A SIR OKAY.

& FARHAN, STOP SPREADING THIS ARD LA.

and omg, my freaking parents are damn funny la. monster bought a new vaccum cleaner, so dad was hleping her fix it together so she can booast to me how she spent her 200 bucks instead for paying my shopping bills.
then, daddy fix already, he use it to like shoot her as if its a gun
then mummy took it and like fake fake fix it together like the gun liek those CIDs know, and shoot him back.
omg, you should have seen it, its damn hilarious.
oh, my parents were sign-ons in the army, so yeah, firearms people -.-
i love my monster and dinosaur :D

gonna be freaking broke this month! all the bdays, payment for TAS service uniform, NEA hygiene test, Typhoid injection (jeslyn, 5cm thick needle ah!), DND tickets, SMU band concert tickets, TPSU subcomm buffet (YESS!) at wahtever hotel alvin wants to go to, wherever, im terrified. look at the bill! 0.0


wish i could
sinkin in
not my friend
thinking about you
be my somebody
not too late
wake me up;
please go lsiten to norah jones' new cd, whooohoo, fabulously fantastic

wish i could turn back time where you'll wake me up from sinkin in, not my friend so i wont be thinking about you and its not too late to be my somebody, im not alone with my head on the phone, my leg's cramped heart and so is my soul, come back to me like you're all alone, i cant touch and see, intangible it is, oh look at me, what do you see? cant be the girl with nothing to please, different coloours of all kinds, i love the sun, the moon is bright, light up my life until i cry.

okay, that was nothing but random shit that came out of my mind like this , s n a p s !
goodbye my love, im going to jump on my bed till it breaks again and till my hyperness wears off and then i'll wake up to a beautiful new day (:
kimlovesall like always (:

I love vintage & rouge-.

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