alright,

killer heels, corset top, lace and wire,
pencil skirt, deep black eyes, devil curls,
all i want is all i've got!
-SOOO NOT!
errr, what crap i can think of right now
while junn and rain are awwing at the bimbotic roys and xiaxue on youtube,
i am trying my best to complete this fugghihngg survey for the government
omg, i dont know im conn-ed or something, i hope im not
some sextually transmitted shitty ass survey ):
boohoo, my eyes! they are sooo not good for my eyes!!
ARGHHHH, anyhoo, im done with it already.

i cant wait for friday to come, and saturday and sunday!!
im going shopping shopping shopping!
Ger told me ystd that ZARA had a sale! omgomgzzomgg!
and the pumps was liek only 30 bucks. beat that la
plus 5 bucks tube tops! omg ):
i must go get my eye-catching bigg bag and animal prints top soon.
animal prints? ERRRR. im still thinking about it (:
more dresses, accessories and killer heels for the brand new year!
and im going back to town and vivo, the place i left all my great memories.
i dont think i'll feel good there.
now, who needs another whiny freak?
that wont be me, i'll save u from those shit.

this week will come to an end realll soon, with all the project submissions done
its finally over over over! (:
ling and i were like singing, no more projects no more projects!
HOORAYSSS! HIPHIPHORRAY FOR DHL GROUP minus the brainless me
i really wonder if i ever contributed to the group, apart from turning off when im shagged, and the AP moments where i turn into the hulk, i dotn know ):
improvments for next sem, next yr! in TAS! HORRAYS (:
the sun, sea and sand! im gonna tan tan tan!
but we'll be soooo isolated over at sentosa man. but it'll be cool (:
and i'll definitely miss my union people ):

oh, my fnb report is completed within 2 weeks with 218 pages, man am i glad!
its so fun typing alll the recipes! it was fun (:
cause its FUNdamentals of F&B (:
my favourite subject! i must get Z man, else it'll be a waste!

talking about that, Ger Ger Ger, think hard hard hard
im trying to think, but the WANTs are more than the CANs.
u know what i mean? wednesday is coming, wedensday is coming ):
boohooo!

So what if the world tells you it was okay, so what if they tell you you're alright?
So what if the world aausres you of what you've said, so what if they tell you its okay?
sincerity not appreciated, well, i think i understands that it takes time
things certainly have changed around here ):
what if you want it back? but it wont come back anymore

i used to think it was like a boomarang, but i guess i thought i had a lot of boomarangs.
but i guess i was wrong, never throw away the best when u know your skills are so bad
random, yes. logical, no.
i dont understand what im trying to say as well.



I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."
what if in some cases, you messed up that second chance?
and in some, they dont even give you a second chance?
do you move on, or hang on?

"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."
i never learnt that, cause i never once opened my heart
if yes, it was always too late

"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."
i've realised that everyone has a pain to complain about, but it would jsut help to listen to that painc ause it might make it go away

"I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."
i've realised that people havve constantly been doing that for me when i was dull, but now that im shining, i should never give that up anymore

"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn."
yes, look at me, you may think you see, who i really am, but u never know me

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
im glad some juniors still remember how i made them feel, but i cant remember how i made them feel. mayb i dont feel anymore.