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Saturday, January 06, 2007

maybelle, i'll hug you tight till you came breath
your psot made me cry again.
thank you for being you and i thank god i met you.

Saturday afternoon, piles of homework to complete, lazing ard the house, not out in town or something like how i would months back
its times like this that really make me think..
and im thinking again, guess this will be a really random post cause i'll just comment on anything ard.

went back to suntec to work there, it feels like the imf period again. even though it was my first day, but i felt like it was home again. the oh-so familiar faces there, i felt loved once again.
and whoever made the arrangements must have loved me so much. cause i worked at the main table with felicia, fangwen and khunchen ystd. so i had a 50cent pay rise. hoorraay (: but i bet there must have been alot of ppl talkin behind my back la. like its my 'first day' and im a vip server already. but yeah, i did worked at imf, but yeah, im not that experienced though. sigh. but seriously, i think they are jsut giving me the chance, not because im alrdy up for the job. so im not gonna boast abt it like how some do. but it'll be soemthg i'llw ork towards.
oh wells, i should stop thinking again (:
but that was a fantastic experience! i'll go back suntec again la.
and i wanna thank felicia, fangwen, gary and khunchen for their help (:

is it my luck or what? i met my imf eye candies all in one shot ystd!
like omg, sign in, i saw barman's voucher. wahlao. then he was the vip barman, double wahlao. and bloody guest drank red wine liek crazy, so had to see him quite alot of times. and i didnt reply his msgs, so i felt so horrible troubling him the whole time. then,went to collect money, uniform guy was queueing in front of me. triple wahlao. haiyan, todl u it was eyecandy, see see only (: now, im like super heck care abt them alrdy. HAHAHAHAHA.

dont understnd why mama has to be so caring, sometimes she goes overboard. she was like watching my every move. i know i've been eating lesser these days, but, i jsut dont feel like eating man. dont worry mummy, i'll eat when im hungry.

kimmy dear, after like twenty days since it happened, you've been there always. constantly shring your experience and telling me its okay. you were my tower, my pillar, my advisor, my sister, my fren. thank you so much. im sure for me, it hasnt come to an end, but it has certainly stopped and both of us are gonna save lots of sms now (:
gonna be busy like a bee these two months, so we'll chill when we have the time alright? send my regards to my 'brother', hahahhahahhaha!

i realise i have thing bad bad habit, i tend not to reply ppl's msg. like eyecandy at imf, msg msg msg, but then i dont know what came over me, is topped replying. haha. i met him ystd and i felt so horrible la. ): and lately, dude and brother. sorry man, i just didnt feel there was a need to talk and talk about it. and i have to pay my own bills, okay lar, i admit im damn kiampok can.

i thought differences can be worked out, if you really want something out of it. i thought changes can be made, if you really wanna be together. i thought fights were unavoidable if you want a better life. i thought msging was the way to keep things alive, if you wanna communicate. but never did i know that in love, you communicate with ur heart. i never saw that through, thank you for showing me. but i just didnt feel secure enough. time flies, and soon, we'll have become a woman and a man, till then, we'll meet again.

i remember this song, and i never will forget.
I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete

It started over coffee
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin

This time it's different
And it's all because of you
It's better then it's ever been'
Cause we can talk it through
My favorite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

Did I keep you waiting (I didn't mind)
I apologize (baby that's fine)
I would wait forever to just to know you were mine
You know, I love your hair (Are you sure it looks right?)
I love what you wear (Isn't it too tight?)
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night'
Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

dont worry, im fine, i really am.
it jsut how ironic life is, i can relate everythg to my life, even though it happened wayy after i fell in love with this song (:
three cheers to life, cause we've still got the sun to love, the moon to cry and the stars to laugh.

12:04 AM

I love vintage & rouge-.


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