Thursday, December 28, 2006
hello world.
the world hasnt been very kind on me lately
its leaving me feeling dejected and devastated
lets say this year? wouldn't it summarise eeverything that's happening ard me?
it has indeed been a bad bad year
how could this happen to me? i've made my msitakes.
im hurt and im down, i'll just have to find a way to pick myself up
as if two wasn't enough, they had to count u in
since its already done, so am gonna just rant about it
and i doubt somebody would even bother to read this post.
i didnt know it would be so difficult to pull through
i didnt know i had fallen so deep
i didnt have a clue that all this was happening
if only you could have told me, we could probably work things out
but u left me with nothing, not even a chance to hear an explanation
or even to give u an explanation.
things didnt have to turn out so badly, we could at least talk
i dont know, its like one moment you were so in love and next, ur not.
i really dont know whats wrong.
i guess i really have to change my attitude, so what if its the period of the month? i need to control my emotions, alot.
so many thoughts running through my head right now
a million flashbacks flashing across my mind
and i guess, i only know after i've lost somethg i treasured so much
a gazillion 'if's, if i didnt do this, if i didnt do that
if i could jsut turn back time, i'll not dress up,
i'll not say things that are not nice, i'll not do things that irritates u
those times i told u i was confused, never did i realise my heart has made up its mind long ago , it has always been withh you.
a zillion 'but's, but u didint do this, but u didnt do that.
sigh, this will never end.
wonder how u can come up with such a verdict?
guess it msut have been hard on you to deicde when to break the news.
well, im sorry i was not sensitive enough
to be honest, somehow i knew it all along, but i just didnt ask ):
i was just wondering, if there is, by any chance that
you will ever come back again?i dont know, but till then, i'll be a great friend.
9:52 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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