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Saturday, December 16, 2006

hello world,
finally, the week has passed.
so, term test week is officially OVER!!
yes yes yes, even though it was just three papers,
it was enough to kill my brain cells alrdy.
macroecons, principles of mngmt, f&b fundamentals
i hope i can do well this smester (:
i pray and hope that i'll prolly get an A for f&b
but fcuk, i've got 8 wrong answers alrdy.
so much for finishing the paper within 25mins

headed to ikea with the class clique!
its been ages since i ahve so much fun the class (:
there were only nine of us but we insisted there were ten!
mel, tiny, lingie, fel, junn, ruirui, kenneth and boon!
we had a hell-load of fun at ikea
all the teasing, laughing and photo-taking.
most prolly wil be posted at junn's blog
that super out-of-bound blog of hers,
i'll do u good and post them here :D
ikea is a fabulous palce to shop and talk and eat!
we ordered two plates of 15 meatballs,
(and i insisted that there were fifteen men killed)
fish n chips, salmon, chicky wings
and two fabulous tasting daim cake!
screw the pronounciation, junn n i were correcting one another
ikea is damn fun, i love it
but tell you, the new branch is kinda sucky
big and spacious, yes
but the people are like, shakes head
ikea is suppsoed to sell a lifestyle, the modern way of living
that will not do with seven people in the hotdog line
and the queue still not moving at all
that will not do with sulky looking staff
ignoring us when we asked for directions
damn, i really love ikea, so sorry for bitching.

we broke off and went to different places
so there was just, tiny, junn, rui and i
and we to town for some crazy shopping!
mango sale and midnight shopping at wisma,
what more can a girl ask for?
ruirui bought this fcuking 300 buckaroo bebe bag
fuck, thats damn ex la.
did some shopping, mango sale sucks
nothing to buy, at all.
we each bought a top thought!
junn cant stop whining she's not satisfied cause she only bought one top
tiny was pretty upset by those news.
had fun with the three girls, never would i ahve thought that all four of us would go out together
but it was nothing but excitement :D
dined at fish n co, whoohhooo
seafood platter is delicious, im lovin' it!
the girl talks we had, it was all pure and innocent
ruirui told me something straight in my face,
hurtful but true. am im glad im changing from who i was before
well, i love everyone there who spent the night with me (:
even the guy with mel's birkenstock! haha -.-
headed home after more midnight shopping

damn, need some cash for retail theraphy!
1. that zara camisole, grey or green?
2. mng skinny jeans! they're on sale!
3. turquiose dress from yong-yuan-re-shi-yi (:
haha, the forever21 thing came frm junn, not me okay!
saw many familiar faces in town today (:

seriously, whats their problem man?
its like everything's my fault.
okay, mayb it was.
i dont understyand why she must fcukin pull me out of bed
when i dont want to?
and she got so angry when i didnt want to eat?
fuck, then she'll abuse me in anyway she likes,
ah, not that violent la.
but she's just damn wierd la
i suppose age is catching up on her these days
even ignoring cant solve the prob
she just wants me to reply n pick a fight.
isn't she tired?
because i am.

then,
never have this happened before
i dont even know what we're doing then.
mayb its my fucked up attitude,
or its my fabulously responsible seniors
or its jsut u had a fucked up day
i dont know, whatever.
but i know i didnt stay up all night just to fight.

and as if the day wasnt bad enough..
im trying to see from both sides now,
but it just doesnt seem to make sense to me.
how impossible it seems to you,
is how astonished i am to hear it.
they tell me, dont compare
because even the best might not be correct
i've stopped comparing you with them,
but nothing good seems to get out of it, either.
sometimes, i just feel like im a fucking nothing to you?
but then u'll come over and tell me im not
look, saying doesnt mean you're doing it.
talking about it wont even change things
dont try, do it.
i mean, if its impossible, then forget it.
i told myself, i'll get used to it.
im trying my best to accept what's placed on the table,
i know that if i keep it, it'll stay
and if i dont, i can forget about it.
but you just keep throwing me with another imperfection for me to accept.
seriously, u dont know how difficult it is.
probably, its because u dont even care.
u think its okay, the only word u can even pronounce.
look, it takes two hands to clap.
if you're gonna carry on in that low frequency of yours,
i should get on with that high frequency of mine.
its that simple.

and yeah, who says u cant be happy and sad at the same time?
fuck those tears cause i cant close my eyes.
i laughed till i cried
and i sulk till i cired.

12:41 AM

I love vintage & rouge-.


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