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Saturday, December 30, 2006

what women want really?
i ask myself that all the time, but i dont seem to get the answers
but i know, i dont want this.

what men want really?
ah fughh, i really dont know what men want.
mark lim, dont fucking tell me u wanna play ard ah! haha ):

alright, went out with fangyong today (:
like finally la, after sucha long time
went out with him after ahem number one, laughs.
see? this is why sisterhood is so impt
they help u out when ur really down
guess we pretty much updated each other abt our lives right now
went airport to send his bubbly lene off (:
four months in france, alone, studying, with all the hot hot france guys.
arent you worried fangyong? hahahahha
well, the french are known to be romantic, but i think u wont have a prob la.
since u've been seeking help from me! hahahahahah. -.-
but i cant help myself, oh yes, im helpless.

i wish i can jsut pickone of those flights and fly away from this sunny island
monster's pissing me off and i dont wanan face all this shit
goodbye world

听到我的电话 响了一生就暂停
会不会是你我总怀疑 因为这原因 心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心 怕你变了新 因为爱你害怕失去你
爱的天气总是阴晴不定 爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣
(Baby) 响对你说生对不起
用错了方式去爱你 因为我太在意
(如果没有你)我的世界只剩回忆 每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你

自从那天分手后 停不住泪滴
想念一个人 能忘记自己
让我爱你什么都愿意 如果能在遇见你　
把你抱紧 从此步分离 决不放弃
我要告诉你 Baby I'm Sorry




10:26 AM

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Friday, December 29, 2006

hello world,

oh well (:
i've always beleived that im like uber cheerful
people label me as smile-all-the-time
so i thought it could be easy to hide thos emotions by smiling
but yes, they saw it through.
thank you kimmy (:
thank you terence, kimmy and zhouhuajian for the outing!
u guys made me feel what its like to be loved and to smile.
thank youu! :D bear hugs!

watched deathnote2! super nice okay (:
fantastic la, even though terence wasnt a gd story teller
casue kimmy n i din watch deathnote one!
twisted mind the author has, i kowtow to you!
haha, its my first time i saw ppl watch moive ah, the body lean forward one can. like at home like tt. damn funny.
oh wells, thanks for listening to my rants (:

fugghhhhhh laaaaaaa!
i went to dye my freaakin hair,
iw anted bloody brown but it turned out to be golden okay!
horray, i look like a godlen retriver la -.-
kill me man, my hair sucks. ):
and i freaking saw tricia outside the salon today!
hahaha, so funny man, omfg.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
MY HAIR SUCKSS LA!! ):
I LOOK LIKE JING MAO SHI WANG ):


well, i guess im a super good actress la.
being able to act normal in front of mama, frens,
even when im on the phone
but i guess, i had to break free sometimes and i did.
sigh, u looked so happy when i saw u that day.
i guess this is meant to be, if ur happy. im happy for you.
can we go back to yesterday?

11:19 AM

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

hello world.

the world hasnt been very kind on me lately
its leaving me feeling dejected and devastated
lets say this year? wouldn't it summarise eeverything that's happening ard me?
it has indeed been a bad bad year
how could this happen to me? i've made my msitakes.
im hurt and im down, i'll just have to find a way to pick myself up

as if two wasn't enough, they had to count u in
since its already done, so am gonna just rant about it
and i doubt somebody would even bother to read this post.
i didnt know it would be so difficult to pull through
i didnt know i had fallen so deep
i didnt have a clue that all this was happening
if only you could have told me, we could probably work things out
but u left me with nothing, not even a chance to hear an explanation
or even to give u an explanation.
things didnt have to turn out so badly, we could at least talk
i dont know, its like one moment you were so in love and next, ur not.
i really dont know whats wrong.
i guess i really have to change my attitude, so what if its the period of the month? i need to control my emotions, alot.

so many thoughts running through my head right now
a million flashbacks flashing across my mind
and i guess, i only know after i've lost somethg i treasured so much
a gazillion 'if's, if i didnt do this, if i didnt do that
if i could jsut turn back time, i'll not dress up,
i'll not say things that are not nice, i'll not do things that irritates u
those times i told u i was confused, never did i realise my heart has made up its mind long ago , it has always been withh you.
a zillion 'but's, but u didint do this, but u didnt do that.
sigh, this will never end.

wonder how u can come up with such a verdict?
guess it msut have been hard on you to deicde when to break the news.
well, im sorry i was not sensitive enough
to be honest, somehow i knew it all along, but i just didnt ask ):
i was just wondering, if there is, by any chance that
you will ever come back again?
i dont know, but till then, i'll be a great friend.

9:52 AM

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

hello world (:

OMG, you couldnt have imagined how i spent my christmas day
had a blast, there were friends, family, food, booze and everything good
oh yes, that was how wonderful my christmas was.
oh shit, stop lying,
this christmas was nth but utter agony
i spent another lonely christmas.
like, hooray! yeahright.
went to airport to fetch sister and mikey mike!
spend christmas eve at airport, how interesting right?
well, im too drained out from the camp anyway
plus im sick and voiceless.
but im glad i had many many wishings from my loved ones
and there was sanji to accompany n waste my smses la :D

christmas day was equally boring, went to visit grannys
but, as long as im spending quality time with my family, im happy.
i really am happy.
thats the joy of festive seasons right? (:
omg, im damn sad, i finally realsied how old grannys were.
both are troubled with old age problems, not very nice to mention here.
and i relaised how much i love them.
if ever if ever, i think i might as well die ):
love you ahma! love you ah poh! (:

oh yes, im unwrapping the million and one presents i ahve under my christmas tree
yeah right, there was only three.
i gave myslef one though -.-
hahahahhahaahhahaha. im SURE there're MORE to come HUH??
and boxing day is really really fun la!
yeah, cause im spending it at lingie's hse doing proj
like wtf! but i cant complain cause i didnt contribute much
the stupid medicine is making me feel drowsy and i wanna shit all the time
get well soon get well soon!

oh God, i swear the world's coming to an end,
the climate changes are like me changing my panties la
first it was sunny, then it was the haze, now its the bloody rain
its raining like its not ti-gong's business la ):
ti-gong, ti-gong, i want to go swimming,
can u please please stop the rain?
i wonder what we're gonna get next, raining money or snowing polar bears?
i'll pray for snow, so i'll experience chirstmas all over again
because you only tell the truth on christmas

watched Love Actually, twice before the premeier on channel 5
seriously, what for watch it on channel 5 la!
they cut all the 'fuck' and RA scenes
so many booobies flinging out in my dvd la
hahahhaa (:
oh well, i love the scene where juliet and the black guy got married
the part where the guy came out to sing 'Love Is All You Need',
SWEET :D
and and and, i love the part where the museum guy confessed to juliet with those placards
SWEET, TOTALLLY :D
guys, watch it, use it. cause the girl'll definitely say yes.
well, at least i know it'll work for me. HAHA!
kimlovesall (:

"in love, its not about what you can get,
but whats you can give"


Here's something funghus posted on her blog,
hey gabrielle, chill alright? if things are meant to turn out this way, i guess its meant to be.
since mind's made up, you cant do much about it.
at least you've got me standing at the finish line offering you a hug!
"whats worse than a total agony than being in love?"


im not okay.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you ,please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you,please don't give her up,maybe because of your decision,you ruin her life.


thought hard when i watched Love Actually,
thought hard when i read those lines,
thought hard when i read what i wrote.
but i still dont know what you're gonna do
im sorry i posted those harsh posts,
i guess i dont think before i speak. ):
because you didn't exactly do anything wrong
i just hope we'll clear it up rather than draggin it on

i've been a good girl and i haven been thinking about it
but i just wanna know if you're safely back
or kidnapped by some natives threatening for ur meat
am i asking for too much

6:05 AM

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

hello world,
i am safely home from OTC 06'07
glad to say that i survived it cause things weren't really right when i left for it :
despite that, i had a fantastic time over there
with the absolutely wonderful people
and the fabulous fun we had! (:

i met alot of great new friends, hi-bye friends became close friends
and some new friends who've signed the form to join my 'irritants' club
congratulations, you are part of the family now!
yeahright.

oh wells, im just glad i met wonderful people over at camp
who'll be willing to listen to me, who'll hug me when we're leaving,
who'll back me up when i talk, who'll cheer me up when im down
who'll talk cock sing song with me when im like super high!
who'll listen to me rant when im like fking pissed,
who'll share their thoughts with me, who'll just be who they are in front of others (and i definitely meant OTHERS)
who'll go to the toilet with me for like 7 times a day!
who'll help ms forgetful take her waterbottle, but she still lost her bottle la. (yes, the purple one i found! i lost it again!)
who'll play go back jump, go jump go all night,
who'll stand by one another for 3days 2 night
all you dudes and dudettes are friends to keep, i love you! (:

yeah, had fun with the people over at MAGUS :D
Mat, May Fen, Liyi, Qing Yin, Serene, Yanlin & Jiamin!
Gideon, Benchow, FY, Edric!
Well, this camp wont be as enjoyable without u guys! thanks for making my survival this possible!
You know how much i love you!
I'll rmb our lil'gestures to signify our love for some friends (:
Rock on:D

not to forget, jeremy the designer (: i had fun with u dude! we'll draw on M's leg agn okay? HAHAHA!
sanji, my new best friend, could be the authentic black straw know.
he's black and tall. and i always do this when i see him
WHITE CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP (points at myself)
BROWN CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP (points at someone)
BLACK CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP (points at SANJI)
WHITE BROWN BLACK!
he gets pissed off half the time, but then he started to love me (:
dude!dont thank me for dancing with u and ben! you know we love you (:
see ya alright, and stop wearing ur DB tee when ur with me! -.-
weiqiang, hey shifu! i guess i'll see u often in cp and dance classes huh? PRO LA YOU!
Shawn/cheehong! like wtf, im int he same camp as u again! but u know i love u and u love me for broadcasting ur new name (: see u in dance class! :D
MAGUS! thank youuuu for making this possible!
the cheers, the games, the spirit
i've learnt alot from this camp and i'll bear them in mind
one voice, one love, one spirit! MAGUS!
though we came in first (from the back),
come on, we know we did our best!
so fight on for FOC/FOW cause our freshies will be the best (:

you guys have been absolutely patient with me at hunt-gry,
sorry if i was harsh with my tone or whatsoever,
note pointed and i shall wrk hard to chill next time (:
but, u cant deny im super good with joining all the tasks right?
HAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHA
do jumping jacks pretending you're a pirate,
and to do three tasks while runnign down business school,
and to stick tongue out and bang wall.
hello, told you i was smart! HAHAHAHAHHA
but i really really am sorry if i was harsh la.
thank you and i love you guys! (:

yeah, that should be about it.
well, FA terence and clifton were great.
they pulled our low morale up from thrashed to burning fire!
well, had fun, thanks for everything! (:
hmmm, dont worry la,im alright.
even though im not ahem, i know i gave my best!
there'll always be a next time to shine!

well, i've learnt alot in this camp, as usual,
some sucking up, many ppl dying to lead, insensitive to other's feelings, people who think for no one but themselves.
guess it'll be beautiful kim's job to enlighten them that we need one another to survive? shrugs, i think i can do that.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
but yeah, cant deny our group is very forgiving la.
we dont talk abt the bad so lets pray things will turn out better! (:

and yes, humble pie me have been doing lots of soulsearching (:
will listen more more more, will chill chill chill
will not cry cry cry, haha! so dumb la.
nvm, i love all and Magus rocks (:

3:11 AM

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

HELLO WORLDDDDDDD!!
my mind's made up, what for burden yourself with so much stuff?
learn to break free! HOHOHOHO!
its the deceber holidays, and i will make the fullest out of it
only, after the nightmare begins again.
yes, 50%, im talking about schoolwork -.-
i hate work, i dread school.
but i love my course
AH, CUT THE CRAP!!

man, holidays are like super boring la
i tihnk i should start doing work and work
loads of decor shit to do these days
btu yeah, i'll ban tu er fei again, i suppose?
SIAN LAH, IM DAMN SIAN

mark lim yu fong, a-ligatoh!
xie xie ni da dian hua gei wo
ni shi wo de dage!
wo ai ni la, (:
oei, at least u'll get another chance right?
better than any shitty job ma (:
try asking ur manager if they'll hire u again la! (:
CHEER UP! :D

well, 'nobody said it was easy'
i know what u mean, i've been thinking alottt lately
i guess thats the prob with me,
i thnk ALOTTTTTTTT.
so, i'll just shut up, be nice and be KIMMIEKIM again :D
though it'll hurt, i'll just stop thinking about it and it'll be alright, RIGHT?
SMILESSS :D
there are alot other people who are about me
stranger stranger, why do u always talk to me through my msn nic?
u may not know, but those random chats we have really cheer me up at times!
mark mark, u are always reading my blog secretly
maybelle maybelle, u are always replying my whiny sms-es without fail
jacqueline jacqueline, u dont care about me anymore because bird's back!
BIRD'S BACK!!! DID YOU BUY MY POLO TEE YOU BIRD?
miss you bird!
and kimlovesall!
and im fking bored

9:50 PM

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

hello world,
finally, the week has passed.
so, term test week is officially OVER!!
yes yes yes, even though it was just three papers,
it was enough to kill my brain cells alrdy.
macroecons, principles of mngmt, f&b fundamentals
i hope i can do well this smester (:
i pray and hope that i'll prolly get an A for f&b
but fcuk, i've got 8 wrong answers alrdy.
so much for finishing the paper within 25mins

headed to ikea with the class clique!
its been ages since i ahve so much fun the class (:
there were only nine of us but we insisted there were ten!
mel, tiny, lingie, fel, junn, ruirui, kenneth and boon!
we had a hell-load of fun at ikea
all the teasing, laughing and photo-taking.
most prolly wil be posted at junn's blog
that super out-of-bound blog of hers,
i'll do u good and post them here :D
ikea is a fabulous palce to shop and talk and eat!
we ordered two plates of 15 meatballs,
(and i insisted that there were fifteen men killed)
fish n chips, salmon, chicky wings
and two fabulous tasting daim cake!
screw the pronounciation, junn n i were correcting one another
ikea is damn fun, i love it
but tell you, the new branch is kinda sucky
big and spacious, yes
but the people are like, shakes head
ikea is suppsoed to sell a lifestyle, the modern way of living
that will not do with seven people in the hotdog line
and the queue still not moving at all
that will not do with sulky looking staff
ignoring us when we asked for directions
damn, i really love ikea, so sorry for bitching.

we broke off and went to different places
so there was just, tiny, junn, rui and i
and we to town for some crazy shopping!
mango sale and midnight shopping at wisma,
what more can a girl ask for?
ruirui bought this fcuking 300 buckaroo bebe bag
fuck, thats damn ex la.
did some shopping, mango sale sucks
nothing to buy, at all.
we each bought a top thought!
junn cant stop whining she's not satisfied cause she only bought one top
tiny was pretty upset by those news.
had fun with the three girls, never would i ahve thought that all four of us would go out together
but it was nothing but excitement :D
dined at fish n co, whoohhooo
seafood platter is delicious, im lovin' it!
the girl talks we had, it was all pure and innocent
ruirui told me something straight in my face,
hurtful but true. am im glad im changing from who i was before
well, i love everyone there who spent the night with me (:
even the guy with mel's birkenstock! haha -.-
headed home after more midnight shopping

damn, need some cash for retail theraphy!
1. that zara camisole, grey or green?
2. mng skinny jeans! they're on sale!
3. turquiose dress from yong-yuan-re-shi-yi (:
haha, the forever21 thing came frm junn, not me okay!
saw many familiar faces in town today (:

seriously, whats their problem man?
its like everything's my fault.
okay, mayb it was.
i dont understyand why she must fcukin pull me out of bed
when i dont want to?
and she got so angry when i didnt want to eat?
fuck, then she'll abuse me in anyway she likes,
ah, not that violent la.
but she's just damn wierd la
i suppose age is catching up on her these days
even ignoring cant solve the prob
she just wants me to reply n pick a fight.
isn't she tired?
because i am.

then,
never have this happened before
i dont even know what we're doing then.
mayb its my fucked up attitude,
or its my fabulously responsible seniors
or its jsut u had a fucked up day
i dont know, whatever.
but i know i didnt stay up all night just to fight.

and as if the day wasnt bad enough..
im trying to see from both sides now,
but it just doesnt seem to make sense to me.
how impossible it seems to you,
is how astonished i am to hear it.
they tell me, dont compare
because even the best might not be correct
i've stopped comparing you with them,
but nothing good seems to get out of it, either.
sometimes, i just feel like im a fucking nothing to you?
but then u'll come over and tell me im not
look, saying doesnt mean you're doing it.
talking about it wont even change things
dont try, do it.
i mean, if its impossible, then forget it.
i told myself, i'll get used to it.
im trying my best to accept what's placed on the table,
i know that if i keep it, it'll stay
and if i dont, i can forget about it.
but you just keep throwing me with another imperfection for me to accept.
seriously, u dont know how difficult it is.
probably, its because u dont even care.
u think its okay, the only word u can even pronounce.
look, it takes two hands to clap.
if you're gonna carry on in that low frequency of yours,
i should get on with that high frequency of mine.
its that simple.

and yeah, who says u cant be happy and sad at the same time?
fuck those tears cause i cant close my eyes.
i laughed till i cried
and i sulk till i cired.

12:41 AM

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

im seriously addicted to caffaine
could be the genes
mummy cant sleep without cups of coffee
and i cant study without coffee either
starbucks is definitely the place to be
mocha frap, caramel mocha whatever shit kay drank
or even nescafe instant packs
hahahahahahahaha
look at my breakfast today,
leftover pasta with a cup of coffee (:
yummy, okay.
im sorry to those ppl reading this rubbish
i should start f&b now! (:

7:34 PM

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smile, bitch!

okay, im damn sad cause mason andre lim chong jin has left.
but since he has decdied and its the right one for him
3 cheers to mason for making up his mind! YEAH!
i took ages to rmb his name, but now, i cant call him evyday
he's such a genius because he learns v fast
he's such a gentleman because he will take care of us
he's such a nice fellow cause he wont cheat his own friends
he's such a good boy casue he tattooed mummy's name on his arm, maureen, what a pretty name
i love mason because he's so much fun (:
if you ever are reading this mason, we'll pray that you've chosen the right path and you will make big money in the future! dont forget me ah.
you're always welcome back if you wish to, tp or what shit, lunch with us or anything, come what may!
we love you mason and god bless hor! (:
rmb our deal ah, we'll strip u dwn one day to count all ur tattoos!

TPDB is leaving for penang on friday!
i wish the girls and boys all the best!
row row like the current's on ur side,
row row like the water's freaking light!
row row like you're running for your life!
hold it there then burst it out!
go all the way and do us proud! (:
TPDB are you ready? you bet!

i so need to study f&b right now, and im still here.
if only baby doesnt have sch tmr then we'll study at starbucks till the stars come out at night!
eh, that was really random though! (:
cheers!

6:47 AM

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hello world, (:
its been a wonderful week, hahaha!
i really wonder why.

after a week of horrible assignments
rushing for deadlines and terrible nightmares,
i finally had my break!
wave goodbye to sulky kimbooley!
but shit, tests are nxt week la.
i was so exhausted, i just gave up studying
hope today's econs n pom will turn out alright (:
well, im intelligent what!

alright, friday night!
after all that blabbering, i finally made it to Mind's Cafe
games are just not my type of pastime la
thank god its some dinosaur game, not bad
celebrated bird's bday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON! :D
that fellow was so happy that day.
eh, i assumed that la.
but the sentosa people had loads of fun,
while waiting for ms chiu and ms chew to arrive.
boat quay is such a beautiful place (:

mr.uncle was so sweet la,
four bucks for only twenty seconds of country road
the moment of the century, made me blush like shit
well, i can just say that he knew the MRT routes really well
and he's not blind
and he's got a great voice (:
ok ok, i just gave this street performer four bucks
n he sang country road for us la.
i dont know why he chose that song either,
could be the distance btwn the 'kang's.
long long talk we had, hope it did clear off somethgs
oh well, smiles :D

had some reality check and i realise (a million times alrdy)
god, im putting on so much weight
i can hardly put on the belt frm my IJ uniform man
it was quite a disaster, i was so okay last yr!
oh man, i must start exercising this hols!
but mama has been feeding me with fruits,
so it shouldnt be diff to start!
but sister's cooking pasta today,
u tell me, how to shed those fats?
well, pasta and baked chickenw asnt that bad after all
except that the baconw as rather salty, its great!
mayb i should cook for hmmmm..
hey, im not that bad afterall, im a hospitality&tourism student (:

seriously, i must find things to do this holiday!
since bs will be having a hell load of fun at politics land,
i pray that his plane wont get hijacked
and that he wont wear blue or green
and that he wont get shot by some politics idiot
yeah, well, it'll be an enjoyable holiday eh? (:
thats for leaving me alone on xmas night
1. i've got projs to complete this hols,
2. plus tons of catching up with my swimsuit and jogging shoes
man, age is really catching up, my knee hurts when i jog
wtf, really!
3. room-makeover! it sucks la. where's my mirror?
4. pouch pouch making session! you know i sew too?
5. work and earnt ons of money for retail theraphy!

alright, five main goals.
i need to come up with my new year resolutions too.
not very productive, here's what i ahve right now
1. go for brainwash session, forget all the evil doings of 2006
2. lose 6 kgs
3. earn enough to buy zara
4. study wks before exams
see? like forget it, totally.


okay, i think i have a confession to make
lingie, tiny, felicia, junn, rui, krish and krish's funny fren,
i was the ONE who farted in the library today!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!
laughs, like i care la.
let the world know (:
cause i have no image at all!
hey, dont tell me you dont fart okay?
see see see! hahahahha!
put urself in my shoes, gases need to come out too.

god, is it a taboo for straws to whipe out their hps and msg?

cause orange isn't vibrating as much as before
laughs, or maybe it was the same as before
oh, whatever.
i hope im not asking for too much,
and dont take me for granted okay (: hahaha!
yeah, i know, dont compare with others
but its a vital form of communication
and it brings across a msg, imy
stm-ness is fantastic.


okay, i hope monday doesnt come till five thousand years later
im definitely training myself, or mayb im just fed-up alrdy (:
i look so despo and like im controling you know!
orange shall vibrate before black, that is if black wishes to!
democratic world okay?
have fun in politics land (:
buy monster some local food to please her alright!

here are some photos!




3:18 AM

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

piss the shit outta me

hello world,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (:
smile,
the world has a million beautiful things to smile about
laugh,
the world has a million clowns to laugh about
love,
the world has a few billion people to love.
to spread the love and you'll find everyday a meaningful day

oh, wtf.
i didnt know i can jsut come up with some shit within minutes.
mayb cause, i've seen, i've heard, i've felt
so, read the nick, it says forget it.
forget it, forget everything
be a better man, smile to the kids
for a slim figure, share ur food with the poor
with ur hand, help others in need (:

went bloody ikea at tamp ystd
i swear iw ont go there if im in a hurry to rush hw,
the place is like jam packed!
ah, the queue for the food si damn long
the toielts are freaking dirty
so much for loving ikea so much
they better do somethg man
oh, and i approached ( more lik shouting la)
this managr, asked him if they were hiring
and YES they are (:
WHEE, i've found a new job again!

i love my darlings la, i cant believe they can tolerate my shit
i mean, this week's been sucky.
all my rantings and yelling and whining and everythg
but it couldnt be any worse without them!
love you classmates, take care honeys!
me, the walking friendster.
stopping every 5 mins to say hi and chat
yet they can wait :D
the stupid jokes we'll share
kim: eww, i think i need a tan
tiny: huh? why you need a tent?
kim: huh? cause i dont look good la
tiny: but u dont need to look good in a tent!
and it went on and on and on until mel had to tell her im talking about sun tan!
kimbo's a dumbo (:

oh, im so not suppose ot be here cause of bloody mrkting assignment
hmmm, i didnt knwo abt it til wed.
so im kinda in deep shit now ):
SIGH, daryl will so call me and call me do if we were in sjc.
but no, i had to find out myself.
miss my best friend, still is my best friend and will always be my bf (:

brother bear, pls help emw ith the bloody mrkting
im dying alrdy.
and ur super right, alot ppl care for me uh.
love you bro!
oh yes, thanks lionel (:
dejected no more!

oh, did i mentioned my mama got a speeding ticket?
thats super funny, like the joke of the year?
i guess there was a cockroach on her lap
so she accidentally stepped on the accelerator
otherwise, our car can fight with a tortise okay.
ya, love my mama.
she's gg bangkok for company retreat tmr (:
enjoy yourself mum!
love you,and i swear i'll come home early
wash the clothes and dry them up
clean the house and wash the plates
why doesn't sis have to do anythg? -.-


it was talk to me, now its forget it
cause i think im quite tired alrdy,
trying to guess what you're thinking
i've seen enough, i've felt enough.
if this is what u want me to do, dont wry,
i think im on the right track
i dont want this to be our way of communication
seriously, sit dwn and talk
u;ve been hearing alot frm me
and im dying to hear frm you
who's that girl, whats this shit?
only thing is, i dont think really know what u want.
and you dont really know what i want
its not what u think it is, but you knw what
you dont even seem to care, so why should i?
this is what you want, so lets do it
term tests are coming, i'll just study alone.
haha, they rhyme
now i shall say goodbye, waves!



(wah, nice song ah -.- self praise)







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Monday, December 04, 2006

beautiful song, enjoy


Spent all my money on phone cards
Waited for my ship to come in
In form that ocean
Come home to this sea
Harbouring in me
I dont believe in four-leaved clovers
All the luck they're supposed to bring
I've used all my wildcards
But there's something i can do, to get close to you
I've got dreams of love and i love you
I know you feel the same way too
I feel the spirit when you went away
Somehow, somewhere, I'll see you again
But until then, i've got dreams of loving you
Thinking about every little thing we did crazy
Sitting on that memory lane
That lane never clsoes, seven days of the weak
I can drive in my sleep
I've got dreams of love and i love you
I know you feel the same way too
I feel the spirit when you went away
Somehow, somewhere, I'll see you again
But until then, i've got dreams of loving you
Dreams I will share when I see you again
And i'll see you again pretty soon,
I pray, but until then
I've got dreams of love and i love you
I know you feel the same way too
I feel the spirit when you went away
Somehow, somewhere, I'll see you again
But until then, i've got dreams of loving you



dreams are just dreams, they wont come true
but i dont think mine will ever do
hid behind those walls, great strong protection
beneath that smile lies fear and anxiety
wrapped inside my armour, my sword and shield
keep me away from danger, away from harm,
my skin's not exposed, i feel safe
never will i take them off myself, it s tough
all i need is some help
show me the way and clear the path
use those hands of yours, take off my guard
let love lead the way, that's all i ask for
i hope im not asking for too much
i dont feel stressed anymore, im just afraid i'll lose you
give me some time, more time to decide
stay stay, where we are right now
but slow things down, so i'll feel safe
its so nice to see you, can we sit and talk
im sorry i didn't let you know
im sorry if you felt like I took you for granted
all i need is for you to understand
all i need is time.
im sorry, baby

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Saturday, December 02, 2006

watched step up again with black straw today.
like seriously, we have nothing to do man.
town's darn big but there's nothing to do if you dont have cash
i need some cash desperately, i need to shop!

ah, i think i need to seek help from Father
i mean, i had never went up to him to talk to him.
but somehow, at every mass i attended,
he'll says oemthg that'll hit the nails know.
its that magical.
now, i miss him and the ij spirit.
oh man, if only i didnt leave sjc, all these shit wont happen to me
its bluring up my vision, i cant think straight
im confused about what i want right now
decisions are difficult to make, either get them right or wrong
i dont wanna make any decisions
but not making a decision is also deciding,
so is that the other way out?
thinking about it isnt gonna help, its jsut gonna make things worst.
i dont know what the verdict, but i know themore i think, the further i'll run

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hello world, good morning everybody!
my comp cant stop crashing la, so $%&#@*/
so i have been trying to add a psot since 153157 days ago.

hmmm,skipped school for three days
was involved in TP Rawks.
was in charge of PURPLE! love the kids, love the PLs (:
alamak, i tell you, i've nvr had so much fun in ages la
i've nvr been somethg like an camp instructor since last yr
and i've nvr held a walkie talkie before
its kinda sucky cause the whole world knows im missing 24/7 when yingjian starts paging me all the time
hahaha.
its miserable how some ppl think the shitty bulky thing is the shit man.
they walk ard with it like its a 15 inch dick or somethg
pardon the harshness.

well, must say tis been awhile since i've lead some campers
man, it was quite a disaster on day one.
everything jsut went haywire, thank god yj was there.
solid solid banana, he handled every shit they threw at us!
three cheers mr superman!

i think i dont like ti-gong ( deity of the sky, smethg like tt)
cause He doesnt like me ):
we had outdoors programmes like dragonboating (!) and AIP
BUT, whenever its purple's turn to go out and play.
it'll fking rain!
like super wtf man, hahaha.
oh man, and i stupidly cried cause the dragonboating was cancelled la.
well, just one sentence.
nobody knows how much i wanted it.
yeah, after quiting, this is the first time i can paddle.
too bad the weather screwd up my only chance
im sorry PLs for making you guys worry
im okay, im alright! love you ppl (:

had so much fun with the students and PLs
tp rawks couldnt have been a success if the students din come
and it wont be so fun if it wasnt for the PLs
hey guys, thank you so much for everything okay?
coping with my stress, my screams, my aaahhhh, my shit
thank you guys so much!
i had loads of fun, thanks for being part of it
this shall not be the last of purple okay?
see you ard (:
love the wonderful pack of 50 and my honey bunny PLs (plsu u la yj)
colour leader yingjian for being so so organised and calm (:
chunny chun, you and your colour leaders!
nat nat,thanks for coming
sandy. i love your bubbly self and that lvoely smile!
wenna and your matching tee! so much fun i had with you(:
benjamin the kingkong, so you think you can dance? shake tt boobty ben!
cheeleng!still as tiny as ever, hope to spend two more camps with u k!
lingyu! love you baby, love chillin with you honey (:
ming! thanks for coming and keep cheering!
hafiz! you and ur rocker hairstyle la. lovin it ! drink some honey drink!
joycey joyce! i swear iw ill nvr forget u (: SPEAK UP LA!
sam! hahaha, thanks for the tiny talks to cheer me up (: you rock!
berlinda! hello baby, u are the ultimate la.sweet sweet sweet!
maybelle! darling, ua re the best! jiayou jiayou!
shawn, hello tan cheehong! keep ch-ing and we love you okay!
PURPLE OEI! (:

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