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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

hello world,
been visiting ppl's blog and i assume its the trend to emo nowadays?
cheer up people, its not the end of the world!
glanced through my haloscans
thank you honeys! im okay (:
i keep things inside, but once its out
i'll feel much better and the next day,
you'll see kim bouncing down the halls of TP again :D

well, like what i've said before,
i dont tell others what i really feel,
its complex and difficult to analysis
and i think no one else will understand
so, most of the time, i'll just bitch or put it nicely, comment (:
and yes, there is so much more going on in that mind of mine,
other than bitching know.
trust me, im a great observer
i think the one person who can really understand and read my mind is darylyn
to think that she used to hate my bitchings too,
but slowly, we started to develop telepathy
gradually i stopped, and we just updated each other about new gossips
laughs, it was such an exciting friendship
just a wink, glance, nudge or smirk and we'll know what we're thinking
so i guess the excessive bitching is resulted from loosing such a valuable friend
hoping that i'll find darylyn no.2, which is highly impossible
but if a girl dont bitch, she's better go for some consultation sessions

as usual, affected by some nonsense by those people
but it aint gonna affect me for the rest of my life
i sense it, im sad.
and tmr i'll be okay again.
learn from your mistakes!
saw this on maybelle's blog,

"I believe in myself, I've put in my best efforts in every task that I undertake."
But the question is, how many actually believe in me?

i sense sarcasism and discrimination
true, its what life is about we jsut have yo live with it,
but i think they dont even know they're emitting such energy waves la
so i cant blame them either
and after lingie told me about those stuff, i am all fired-up
tutorials, lectures and projects, beware!
semester1.2, here i come!


i dont know what has been happening
i think im like the next ms universe in the making la
humanity, love, racial harmony, discrmination
it all sparked off at htmkg tutorial with the united colours of bennetton advertisments
really touched my heart and i felt for it.
then, saw safahri's blog where he talked about meeting this african guy
who appeared lost and he approached him.
" It was a real issue for me, when he mentioned of the criticism and discrimination he has faced from fellow Singaporeans. Why when he pointed out, with a slash of the wrist of any human being on Earth, all and everyone of us would bleed a blood that is crimson red. A true human being full of just and fun-loving nature, he re-created thoughts and beliefs people have seemed to form on me for the past 20 years. "

courtesy of saf's blog, http://mypaddleshop.blogspot.com

i love what that guy said, why would people hate?
why would they discriminate?
if not, why did they even learn to love in the first place?
where is the love?
i dont know what's gotten into me
probably too much blog-reading huh?
ahem, the one that made me feel so apologetic
its good that i read it though, i dont feel so inhuman anymore (:
cheers!

oh man, i have a comfession to make
i have another eyecandy! (:
to date, its three! one girl, two guys!
oh man,i think im super lucky,
i've been seeing sunshine for two straight days!
yeah yeah yeah, beatrice is joinging prog comm ):
so she's not a GL, oh man.
okay, whale.
i see him everywhere la! w that super dao face
i think he might think im stalking him la
but hello, hell no.
national gymnastics team okay!
okay, mayb i am. but lingie provided tt info to me!
i just think he's cute
and sock thinks so too! (:
and im stopping there.
next, stick
hahahahahhahahhahahhaha.
definitely eyecandy.
never fails to brighten my day
all the lame jokes and stuff
my tummy will always hurt when i see him
wait, he's attached :D
and im like a little sister, YEAH!
yes, thats all.
eyecandies are just eyecandies (:

i really hope some people can finally wake up and realise she's been hurting her
she's off with her sweetheart then she'll turn to her.
if there was any problem in the first place, it started with u and ur sweethrt.
so back off and stop saying she caused all this shit okay?
dont deny you didn't like me in the first place.
well, everyone knows why you hated me
personal reasons, too obvious to state
but its called jealousy, so i aint gonna give a damn.
thank god the paddler with braces came to enlighten me.
else,i'll just ah bish you okay.
and rmb, stay out of her path. grr.
she's called ahlian for a reason (:
cause lians got gang ma.
ohmygod, my days are packed from 9-6pm
all the way till sunday
and i think we're gg to do proj on sundays as well!
tian ah, mei tian li.
okay, chinese sucks.
but if we can finish the shit by fri, i think we wont meet on sunday!

so probably can shift the tiny outing on sat to sunday (:
lalala, depends on that busy old man la.
so darn busy okay, i dont know why engine students are so busy la.
ENGINE KNOWW? haha. opps, i just talked about discrimination.
eh, okay. goodnight before i get choke-slammed!

8:28 AM

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