Wednesday, October 04, 2006
hello world.
so its been a while since i've blogged.
great, finally i can blog.
nothing much happened recently.
just, resumed trn last tue
hurt my back
had to rest during the weekend
damn,act superwoman la.
this is what you get ):
rowed right on tue, really really fun.
gymed today and i sent my letter
so thats it to my DB life.
if you dont know whats going on,
well, i've decided to focus on other stuff, besides DB
i've got my committments to attend to
and i feel they are much more important to me
and i cant let go of them because of my interest.
cause those are my life, i climbed my way up
no way im going to fall back down
so after a long long thought about it,
i ended DB and now im back on track with YTSA, and others.
seriously, like what mel said.
i did a great job before i became the vicechairy
then i got so involved in DB, that i couldnt even attend meetings
hurts, cause i wanna be at those meetings.
but i wanna train too.
but somehow, i felt that the urge to attend meetings was more..
and i knew something was wrong.
sigh, i've made my decision.
after endless nights of insomia and tears,
i've finally decided.
no more turning back, no regrets.
ppl might say that im looking for the easy way out,
well, some part of me is relieved that i dont have tiring trns to attend
btu i am more glad that i can spend my time elsewhere
where i'll feel much more happier.
and i know i wont drag the team down with my low morale
and i heard this from, if u believe it,the O.C show
and Summer said this to Zach at prom night,
"if you're trying to talk yourself into something,
it probably isn't what you really want"
and its true.
i was trying to talk myself into it.
and i realised i cant.
so i guess i'll have more time now
regrets or no regrets, i dont know yet.
but i know that with this decision,
i will be happier than before
no stress, no fear
and i can become the old 'kim' they all miss.
hey guys, thanks for listening to me grumble and complain
thanks for telling me that you'll be there,
tt you'll support my decision
cause u dont know how much that means to me
sahfahri, maybelle, edric, serene, denise, wei, don, boon, kerv and my lovelies m&m.
mat, hang in there.we know you can do this.
you can make it.keep that fire in you burning, desire for it, crave for it.
cox/drum/row your way through, cause we know that ur mind is 18723649 times stronger than ours.
ALL THE WAY, GIRLS!
girls, im sorry i had to leave.
im happy that i knew this bunch of crazy fun loving bunch
thank you so much and keep on rowing.
fight for that gold.
take care!
she never once looked down on me before,
she constantly was trying to look out for me.
the first day i met her, she told me i can do this.
she was even sure than i was
and that's coach.
lejie, thank you so much for everything
even though i amy not be in your team,
but i've learnt alot from you.
the passion you have for DB is, wow.
you amaze me, you inspire me.
thank you, coach.
mum is more glad than anyone else on earth
when i made the decision
cause she was theone who saw how stressed i am, how tired i am
she was the one who felt the pain i went thru at sinseh's
because she's my mother and she cares
she knows im confused and leaves me alone.
because she knows tt the mroe she say,the more i'll think.
mum, thank you for being there
supporting my every decision
listening to my every whine
you've been a pillar all these 17 yrs
and im glad that you're my mum
well, hmmm,dinner's on me!
i love you,mum
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