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Friday, September 22, 2006

hello world,
its two zero nine in the morning on a saturday morining
my girls will be rowing later on at ten for their first exposure race
i wish them all the best because, we are the best!
come on come on, you know you can do it!
its all in the mind
while i am going to wake up early early to wish them all the best
and then move off to celebrate my godma's birthday
bleamy, even if she's a GOD- MUM,
she's as clsoe to me as my mum cause she took care of me most of the time
so im sorry girls, i have to give tmr a miss! :(

okay, imf is finally over
thats pretty bad news, you know
cause i dont want it to end
can watch the girls flirt with the medics outside the pantry and laugh out loud in the dark
can crap with lil'tom so much till my eardrums will go burst
can serve smile laugh talk bitch crap giggle eat shit enjoy my time there
can play bitch laugh with the vip servers
can stop by service bar once in awhile :D
seriously, i dont want imf to end
cause im having so so so so so much fun there
the girls there, the boys, the managers, the chefs, the tp students
i can say FOUR MILLION wonderful things about suntec , you bet i can
plus probably a million bad incidents there too
haha!

went for the appreciation party today
finally had a taste of the food from chef alan's kitchen
laughs, seriously, its not that bad
imf has been a wonderful experience
i remember dreading about work cause i'll miss sava
but now, i dont wanna go back! i dont wanna leave!
hahaha, thats hilarious.
someone please pull me back to db
tell me i must study and not work fulltime
even though its so bloody fun
hahahah, okay. i still have some sense la.
but i'll miss the team
thank you all for all the effort put in to make this imf the most successful event.
thanks to the setup, stewarding, housekeeping, kitchen, f&b outlets and lastly, the very very big family, the banquet team!
well, without you guys, i wont know all the simple lil things that happens at work
i wont know what's zuchinni, what's the standard of placing the wine glasses and all those stuff.
thank you regulars for your guidiance
thank you michael, ong and annuar for your patience and love :)
three cheers for vip servers and whole of banquet team:D
i love my ballroom team!

went for movie w the team after partying
we watched the japanese ghost show?
bleamy, huiling is so so so damn scared of it la.
we shouldn't have pulled her in
but it was out of freewill hor
i watched too, as the saying goes
"ren da dan da"
haha, like real. im scared too
they were laughing at us cause i saw nth but my own fingers
i heard nothing but that buzz sound when u cover ur ears
they went on to celebrate xavier's bday and we left for home,
but didnt reach before midnight
haha!

but you know, life still goes on
reality equals to school, trainings and more more more training.
sick of it? i think i am
plus the million and one reasons no one seems to know.
i dont know, i think its me la.
but im still gogin back for trainings, to get that feel back
then everything'll be okay :)
its a tiring routine, but if this is what i want,
i guess i'll have to live with it
i need support, a shoulder to lie on
i dont know why i was holding back my tears when i was on the phone with guitarclub girl the other day
because i know, i can cry out loud but i didn't
well, i guess im just super super stressed out
which leads me to not being able enjoy it?
i think i need to relax a lil bit more
i dont know, im feeling really lsot right now

damn, im like lost in the woods or something
like i cant feel or realsie whats going on around
i dont know if im just so so so shagged from all the work
well, some jsut dont feel the pain cause they dont move their arses
i cant say im doing most of the stuff, cause i know shit
but i certainly did put in my heart and soul when i serve/ set/ clear
i was serious about my job and i expect ppl around in the same line to respect it too
if ur studying in htm and you dont give a damn what type of service ur providing,
its as if ur insulting my course, my school, my job, and me.
you dont go around bouncing onto ppl you know in an event when ur working
you dont go around taking photos when ur on duty
you dont go around flirting with old uncles old enough to be your dad when ur working
im glad the heads have eyes and they can see what ur doing
whatever whatever whatever
even if u diao me a million times, i cannot be bothered anymore.
HAHAHAHA!
well, hmmm, what else to say?
see you in school!

mazruling is a nice boy, im sure he is
he's been hella a good chap after some toldoffs, i suppose
well, he's going off to NS soon
miss him all the best :)
looks like superglue has some new targets to stick to
good luck my ballerina, i love you still
but sont come clsoe to me when glue's around you okay.
or we'l lall get glued together and it'll be a disaster
saw how i stormed out today?
that's how much i hate my friends or myself to be glued
note that its the glued part i hate and not the glue
glue's fine with me as long as it doesn't stick :D

some tiny white caterpillar just crawled beside me and fell to its death, right
that was super randomn
oh, mother of suntec wants me to stay there to work for them
wants me to work four days or more
omg, thats super time consuming,
im still studying know
but im more than glad to go back there to work
so i think i've got four places to work now
hahaha :) i told you i was a good emploee!
ong kok heng claimed that i was hardworkng ystd
btu i went to eat some sausages and drank mango pomelo after that
hahahahhahahahahahhahahhah
so much for that praise
btu i still did work, at least more thn her
broke a coule of glasses, nosiy
lesson learnt- dont walk so fast when ur carrying a oblong tray full of wine glasses, they shake vigorously!

im feeling really cranky right now
well, since the last time he appeared which was 1533 on 22nd sept 2006
cause i think some bloody idiot dropped his handphone into the toilet
and he cant reply my bloody msgs
oh wells, mayb work's too tiring la.
bleamy, i dont know why im so upset or whatever
its not meant to be, or at least, thats what i think?
see? girls are that sensitive, so reply, boys.
and im really glad michael said that the day i met you.

okay, my entries are so bitchy these days cause i think i deserve the right to let them all out, im sorry!
plus, huiling claims that my blog is so clean, free from juicy gossips.
well, look again :)
and girl, u really DO scream when ur scared. hahahah,
dont do that to ben anymore. he's terrified. laughs

love the days spent at suntec
love the fun loving ppl over there
love the things i've learnt
love the things i've hate
love the way you twist and shake
love you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
ah, its three zero zero! im gonna crash now!

11:06 AM

I love vintage & rouge-.


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