Wednesday, August 16, 2006
im lovin' it"if a man hasn't found something he will die for, he hasn't found the right to live"
stole this from lu's blog
yes, im thinking about it 24/7
when i read that quote,
im thinking about love
love for my job,
love for what im doing,
love for my friends
love for my family
but, has DragonBoat ever crossed my mind?
seriously, im not sure.
all i know is i wanna row
since day1 week1,
i know i WANT to row
who cares if i have to be big and fit
who cares if i cant fit into zara or topshop (ah junn does!)
who cares if i'll be even darker (like im not?)
who cares if im man-ner than ever?
seriously, who cares?
its my body, my life
if this is what i wanna do,
then im gna do it
but am i surethis is what i want?
i dont know why im asking myself this right now
after gazillion trainings
cause missing the orientation row,
sava spirit in sept,
and 3 months of training
is already enough to kill my passion to row
;i know i wanna row
i was so hurt when monster told me i cant take part in sava
all i wanted was, to row
and im terribly sorry cause the girls are one man down
even worse than ever, couldn't even fill the whole boat.
tsk, if only imf didn't clash
i love imf, i love db
i cant miss both, plus, how many ppl can get the chance to take part in imf?
not many alright?its a once in a lifetime thing know
man, lets stop talking about it
somehow, im telling myself that i cant make it
i cant survive the monsterous sessions coming my way
i need to find that drive, that motivation, that fire within, again
seriously, i dont want this to become the effects of an impulsive decision
words words words
ive been hiding from this since i-dont-know-when
and im not hiding anymore
so i guess, its all up to me to decide what to do next, eh?
cause i really wanna row
i need motivation, please
went to bedok 85 after gyming with junn ystd
met melissa after her violin classes
she plays violin and does takewondo alright
plus canoe polo, hoots!
she's the busiest woman ard la
yup, went there, ordered alot of yummy food(:
stingray, kangkong, bcm, chicken wings
now, how much weight have i put on?
then we jus went on talking abt evrythg under the sun
lalala(: laughs, we had so much fun!
then, ah junn told us that there's this uncle sitting behind mel&i
he was practically staring at junn the whole time we're there okay
looking under the table, smiling to himself
so sick la!
mel&i tried to cover up,
but he jus kept squrming in btwn the holes to STARE at junn
sucks la, so sick alright
when junn left for toilet,
he left the table to who-knows-where
then junn's fren causght him walking to the toilet la.
wth,that was the ultimate.
i bet the guy was abt to punch him if he did anythg to the girls.
seriously, i hate sickening ppl
its disgusting, the way they make you feel
andre came w his cousin
so yeah, mel and i left for home(:
saw this blog about the author's grandpa
and it reminded me so much of grandma
her grandpa's senile
n she published this photo of grandpa eating a slice of apple the way you should eat an orange
that means he bit it horizontally la
felt the pain she'll feel if one sees it
like ouch.
painful to let go, but we have to,
its even more painful for him
all the pain, we cannot feel
and i was glad God let him go
away from the pain, away from this world
for he'll be in a better place
with the Lord beside him
brother seems cool about it,
and that is good, i hope
well, YOU know we care right?
let it out if you have to
anyhows, take care alright?
WE LOVE YOU, DUDE!!
okay,i love lingwei, michelle, melissa and chloe(:
honey bunny, you guys are the best!
ah wei in her hot hot top today,
jus wanna brush my filthy hands across her chest
HAHA! im joking alright
damn, sounds super grosss
if she wanna steoreotype me, thats her prob if that's how she's gna deal with it, thats her prob if she's gna be so immature about being friends, thats gna be just it. hello girl, carry on crying about your life i dont care, we dont. cause we made ours beautiful, so dont spoil mine go away, bee-eff!haha.ah ying is so sweet, she says that that(points up) is bad(:
look who's the evil one in the first place?
tsk.
mel the psycho freak
junn with her languages, bee-eff?? iodine?? HUH!!
anyhows, kim loves all(:
12:27 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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