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Thursday, August 31, 2006

"okay, alright.
i know what it means.
three times in a row
tsk, i recognise the look in your eyes
its gone, everything is gone
come on boy, give up
she dont love you anymore
just be sorry cause you're too late"

CHEERS! maybelle shall nod to this(:

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i feel so loved(:
hahaha!
thank you sam, serene and jiamin!(:
rest assure,i'll be there cheering for you all!
yup, please waitt for me while i paddle down the singapore river ah
LALALA!
thanks for the words of comfort honeys!
i'll make sure i give it my all when i get to attend trns(:
and yes, looks like the DBGirls have to run hard these days
good luck for the 10km thingy ah, lets all run together(:
cries, yes yes.
imf will be a great experience,
cause im an ambassador of singapore
what crap!
but yes, learn aot of stuff la:D
tan puay boon, jus be grateful you're in it la
yes mark, im so gna chiong wrk la
hello fyn jie! yucks,sounds so so bad! anyway, yes, i hope ahem goes away. mayb u shall charm him la, since your so PRETTAYEE!
need to spend and hopefully, save!
hello bird, yes, i smell freedom(:
akina! honey bunny(: i miss you too! dins ee ya in school today! take care(:
kenneth cheong jiawei, i dont usually bitch hor. once in awhile when tt person irritates me la.
afreen darling, DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT ASKING ME. YOU UNDERSTOOD MY ENTRY PERFECTLY. THE HES AND THE SHES. HAHA! go wish mrs kumat happy tchr's day la!
lizzy dear(: i din do flipflop w u today!oh man, how can i forget? oh wells, hmmmm,i'll try to send la.
zhaopei! yes yes yes(: SHOOPPPPINGGG!! but earn money first(:
tat! its over, its over! its finally ovverrr!

okay,i am blessed with wonderful teammates(:
hoho, thank you girls!
you dont know how much that means to me
lalala(: enjoy ur holidays while you still can!


A TRIBUTE TO ALL SJCIANS!
-only they will understnd(:

okay,papers ended today!
im so gna take sub papaer for alll the subjects
man, im dead.
went to sjc after sch with yumin,maybelle n yat
sneakd yumin in cause she was too BOYISH.
met up, laugh laugh, yake yake,
take lots of photos.
saw my sore eye again
she was dancing, omfg
yumin and huiling din even wanna LOOK!
hahaa, i was shoutingg out loud in disgust
opps. too much inside informationn
saw papa tan, gave the tanys their cards
hoho. seriously, i miss school
felt the excitement when i saw all the familiar faces(:
clar,mat,sue,naz,daryl!,xl,june,peilian,mirabel,avril
swimmers, badm juniors, councillors, more juniors!
all of them makes my heart melt(:
i really wanna be in sjc again
if ever i can, i would
i miss the sec1,2,3,4,5 sjcians
i miss saying hi to 124356789 girls a day
i miss wacking ppl's neh
i miss gg cp after school
i miss talking to drinks stall auntie
i miss the corridors, toilets and bball court
i miss the fixing of the blue&white uniform, 1-buckle the belt, 2-push it REAL LOW, 3-make sure the pletes are straight and nicees! the art of the IJ uniform!
i miss the canteen food,malay aunty rmbs me(:
i miss the bloody irritating tchers
i miss the freaking sweet tchers
i miss my papa's homeroom
i miss my fav bench in the canteen
i miss mass
i miss physical education, running with a beepbeep isn't v easy okay?
i miss mr tan and amaths, okay im lying, just him.
i miss mr chan and biology n a little of chem n phy
i miss ms yang with english, how do u pronounce 'scientists'? ASK ME(:
i miss ms ng and her st emilie shit
i miss ms tan with her countdowns to debrief n punishment
i miss the hall, the badm trns n the smell of sweat
i miss the piano in the hall
i miss the banner making sessions
i miss leading stemilie w daryl in swim n track meets
i miss camp proposal sessions
i miss camps, like alot!
but most importantly,
i miss watching you, HAHA!
that sounded quite badd.(:
performance is -.-
met up with the lovelies,
thats the priority of the day!
wen to homeroom and mr tan still kept the notice board we designed for him(:
HOW SWEET!
all the photos, cards and everythg else.
memories of 4F'05!
went twn w 4GRACE clique after saying the endless gdbyes to the ppl
limin,yumin,yat,shidah,olsen,wong,terasa and belle(:
thanks all for the wonderful day!
made a date with 4F&MrTan for dinner
made a date with daryl to go bac sjc eat more mussels
made a date with xl/daryl/naz/sue to meet up!
made promisses to send photos, which is highly impossible cause i cant find the cable to the camera!
well, photo up real soon(:

TYPICAL DAY TO SCHOOL!
i miss draggin myself to sch in the morning,
but to smile when u think tt the st john/4Faith/weili/felicia toh girls will be waiting at the corner of the bball court for your arrival
the lovely 'MORNING!' you'll hear
then morning prayers, flag raising and critising this particular councillor when she say the pledge. come on, u all admit its wierd!
move off to classes, wacking nehs and butts on the way.
locker, then move to recess, automatically moving towards nowhere but malay store, its the best! pls say ur prayers
move back to more lessons, crap,joke,laugh,talk,scream,curse,learn,work,play in class
4FAITH 4 FAITH 4 FAITH!
DARYL,SUE,XL,NAZ,CHERYL,SIMIN,JOAN,YIYING,KIM,SOPHIE!
irene/joyce/sophie/my gang, toi's gang and merelda's gang
end of day prayers, announcements by slow slow ms charles or chirpy dolly
move to canteen meet maybelle n tinys
people watching(: or rather person?
says goodbye to darylyn de silva!
meets more ppl, tinys/4GRACE/morons/badminton/ more juniors!
flip flop neh, wacks/pinchs/punch/grab nehs
automatically heads dwn to cp for lunch(:
wonders why i dont get fat even if i eat 4 meals a day, must be trns
i only eat 3 now but im heavier :(
watch watch, bio bio
bball sesion w tinys:D
home-ed


'your heart doesn't belong here; go on, dont ever look back'

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

captain msged me today
told me i cant join sava
cause i cant commit
have to spend one week at imf
and im rather new
that new part was kinda hurtful la
the truth hurts, right?
but im new and im gna improve.
fight fight fight
so yeah, i cant attend all the trns w the girls now
damn sad la.
i dont get to bond with the team
uber sad
im sorry for what happened when i just joined
i guess im senstitive and insensitive
sorry honeys, really.
thanks for sharing the jokes,laughter and everythg
but i really wanna be there,
row row row, with the girls.
sorry im selfish, sorry i chose imf,
reaally sorry girls
but i know u'll are gna fight fight fight
press on press on!
come one, cause u know you can do it
prove it to the monsters!
lets fight!
i promise i'll cheer you guys on on the land(:
LETS GO TPDBGirls!

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God, the weather's killinng me
bloody sun and the haze
makes my nose itch la
plus the constructions site behind my hse
ultimate noise pollution

anyway, as mother nature and the fine doings of man carry on to irritate me, i shall bitch
i did some ridiculous shit with the photos
cut off $%#@'s face off
HAHA!
eunica must laugh at this man

and and, hot hot pretty boy is with her!
the ultimate scandal of the year!
een ah hao says that its a WASTE!
haha!
oh wells, opposites REALLY DO attract huh?(:

obeh was alright, hopefully
i think i can pass, hopefully
cause i dont wna take sub paper, hopefully!
man, should have studied harder
but i just wasnt in the mood to study
exams end on thurs
gg back to sjc with the tp girls(:
cant wait to see the familiar faces
and start smacking nehs in that school man
i can scream all i want
hug them all
and kiss till i have geisha's lips
i tell you, i cant wait(:
then im gna shop&tan w sauyan
plus a private date with MAYBELLE SUA HUI PING!

holidays are freaking packed.
1. DB(:
2. imf, thank god its only onee wk!
3. tan!
4. WORK WORK WORK!
5. SHOP SHOP SHOP!
im sooo gna go kl and shop during the hols, man
i hope i can.

josefyn told me somethg REALLYYY wierd that day
she dreamt of me.
HAHA!
that is like funny engh alrdy la
super duper funny
she dreamt tt we were at her old hse's void deck
then suddenly, i started running towards the tree and
i did one pull up on the tree branch
& i was sooo happy n i started swinging ard
until the branch broke!
HAHAHA(:
its damn stupid la deh
i dont know how she'll dream of such wierd stuff
but who cares, she dreamt of me,
lucky her(:

how much i've miss being missed
how much i've missed being watched
how much i've missed you.
we dont need words,
no phone calls, no conversations
no outtings, no dates
you call it boring?
no, i call it attraction
we had the connection
thats all we need
but i kept by my rules
dont ever want to break them
i dont know if you ever knew how i feel
it wasnt becasue of guilt
its because i liked you
but yes, i know things will change after i leave
and certainly, it did
i moved on, and so did you.
i made alot of bad choices
one was to leave you
but u found a new girl
someone you love
yes, im happy for you
cause she'll love you the way i never will,
i never can
i was stubborn, i really am
but i dont regret, cause i dont know where we'll be today,
if i wasnt.
and you're with her now
let me tell you, im so happy
im glad your tgthr
i really am
ya'll are sucha cute couple,
what more can is say?
just, thank you for the great memories in sjc
treat my baby well or im gna kill you!
THANK YOU, HONEY! :D

haha, that certainly is somethg u dont see here everyday
well, rmb those " im sorry, baby" posts
and the one abt someone i like blahblahblah?
yes, those disgusting ones
haha,tell you man
those are fake!
never did come true at all.
i jus wanted to make up with somethg
you know you know,
somethg tt'll make ahem go away
yup, it did(:
nasty me.
but yes, im happy for dove
she's happy, im happy (:

ahem, moving on.
went towning with two hilarious blokes
i tell you, they are so eng la.
can joke the whole bloody day
its rather tiring though.
we jus walk walk, talk talk, eat eat and laugh laugh laugh
i din wna go home,
mel din let me enter her hse
ken had some smu thingy
jun was away at her job briefing
so i was left alone
so went town with the bros la.
talk abt last resort, haha!
alright, so gna study now!
wasted fri n sat!
man man man,
dont worry tat,i will(:
and rmb all zapzap+ owners!
dont only zap you tummy,
you must zap you legs too!
or you'll look like lil ms promoter(:
HAHA!
kim loves all!


seriously, i dont know where its going
i dont think i wanna know?
i love this thing im doing,
if its not the thing for you, just leave.
bee eefff!
dont act like the world's against you.
look beyond and reflect on yourself
i dont think i'll hate you
if you didn't do all those shit
think about man.
at least i know im wrong when i do some stuff
but you? i dont even wanna think abt it
i dont even know whats gg on inside that mind of yours.
enough said, dont spoil my beautiful day!

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Monday, August 21, 2006

"Twas my lips you kissed, but my soul"
-Judy Garland


went to ritz to work ystd
had so much fun with the girls and Mark
hoho
i love denise, jospeh, lionel, samuel and simon
was late and im terribly sorry!
cause i went to shop -.-
wrked till midnight
i tell you, its the easiest midnight job i've ever done
ritz is so damn big, its like a maze
i cant count how many times the black jackets asked us whr we're gg
the uniform sizes are small okay.
bloody pigs
make us suffer like shit
i love the managemnt thr, rocks la
somethg that carlton cant win
but the food is nicer can
lalala(:
oh ya, love the dessert, so nice!
the chicken is damn yummy-smelling
even the bread smells nice!
my god, its a paradise.
we had so much fun
paddles up in the ballroom
and now i knw why fyn is so *****
cause she likes to carry oval trays! HAHA!
samuel loves desserts
lionel's specs are STYY-LLO!
simon and i needs L :D
denise is still the blur one la
haha

im dead
exams are this fri
and im not doing anythg yet
damn it

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

HAHA!
had the longest chat with her for the first time!
bird, blog, tagb, monster, jaws (check jaws), everythg under the moon(:
hoho, its freaking 3am and i tell you
I LOVE JOSEFYN LA!!(:
haha! heres somethg


Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
Ma always said I gave too much away. And I did. I always gave too much away. No matter what happened though, I couldn’t bring myself to stop giving everything away. The warm bright smiles on happy faces were heaven to me. To be looked at with thankful eyes, to be loved for something I’d done right. It was good to know that not everything I did was bad. Not everything I did could hurt someon
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
what???!!!!!
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
someone else.
Sometimes I gave away something that would hurt someone else though, and then it was bad. For everybody. It hurts me still. I’ll never give that much away again.
The one thing I knew not to give away was the one thing I gave away most. My innocence. My soul. My heart. I gave it all. I trusted when I should never have trusted. I listened when I should have thought. I loved
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
when I should have liked, hated when I should have befriended. I’m a fool - such a fool. I gave what I should have kept. I’ll never give that much away again.
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
read ok
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
HUR HUR HUR
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
explaisn it alllllll!!!!
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
where did tt coem form!
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
yes.summarise ur thoughts in this paragraph!
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
*from
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
(:
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
so nice nice nice
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
(:

(starts to jiao wei, dunno true or not)
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
hahahaha i wrote for u can LOL
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
my mum did say tt tooo.
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
LOL i knw.cus i read frm ur blog
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
thts why i pasted this for u to read.
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
(:
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
u can blog it.hahahaha!
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
xie xie
it's the little things in life that matter most, what good is a bathtub without a plug? says:
ya lo!
Josefyn ♠ i got tired of letting my heart block the air from my lungs says:
but u must thank PRETTY josefyn.

hoho,and i emphasis on the 'pretty' jus like she wanted it!
HAHA! LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!

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BIRD!

hello world!
had the most boring sat ever
no rowing, jus slept throughout the day
wanted to start on work but i just cant start studying!
dont know why
monster's reall bad
dont know why he din tell me those stuff!
nvm, its okay now.

went to jalan kayu just now
mike gave us a treat!
seriously, it jus tasted like normal prata
on the way back to e car,
this baby sparrow flew into our way
infront of the wheel of the car parked nearby
dont look like it can fly
so i told daddy to bring it away
my god.
he attacked mike's shirt when i touched it
hoho
its obvious the bird cant fly
so we wanted to leave it on the fence
but sister jus want tot bring it home
but i insisted that mama bird will be worried
but she jus wanted us to bring it home
cause birdie cant fly, it'll die if it starts banging into things!
sounds sensible, so the chirpy thing is sitting in my basket now.
chirping and singing like its his home
rahhh!
pretty cute, if u think of it.
hahaha(:
welcome to the family, buddy!
bird! be happy,it could be a signal tt bird tan misses bird chew!
hahahahahahaa.dont worry abt it, i know ur acting cool la.

i found out alot alot of things today, again.
whats with the world nowadays?
tsk, what goes ard comes ard, honey!
rmb that, fred not!
LOVES(:

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

seriously, do i sound like a bimbo?
cause EDRIC SEBASTIAN KWOK ZHONG-SOMETHING said that im always ard girls now and im getting more bimbotic.
must be the wallet fren
must be the trainings, they stopped trn us-cries
must be the brothers, all mia la, tsk.
anyhow, he said its somethg good.
cause cause.. i dont remember alrdy

i dont wanna blog rant at anyone,
but im seriously pissed la.
im dissapointed
im disgusted
im angry
im everything im not, right now
after seeing soo much stuff
those msgs i recieve,
how can people treat one another like that?
HOW CAN THEY?
seriously,they can hurt others,
stab one another in the back
which ever way they did it,
they still did.
no point fighting and denying whatever they did
trying to talk their way throught that what they did was correct
cause its not.
seriously, its not.
God taught man to be kind to one another,
read the bible people, spread the love
but seriously, if you're even gonna do this to me.
i dont know what kinda person you are darling
the trust i had in you
i didn't see it coming,
felt so dumb for trusting you
forget it, treat it as an experience
a valuable and expensive experience, i suppose?
tsk tsk tsk

so numb right now,
dont know what to do
must stop thinking about it
yes yes yes
if i wasn't told,
i think im gna be the fool till who-knows-when
just gna keep my mouth shut,
if they ever are gna target me again
the answer is a firm 'no'
tsk again, cheated, hurted

oh, forget it!
its a brand new day(:
last project's gna be handed in tmr!
total YEAH-ness!
been waiting for this day since donkey yrs ago
did some shopping again today(:
htm seniors have such hot clothes!
hot seniors too(:
thank you georgia, senior and jay!
chocolates were nice(:
mel bought a top (YES SHE DID! SHE'S GETTING INFLUENCED!)
junn bought the freaking-nice-top-that-kim-cant-fit-in:D
and i bought a belt and a pai of IJ shorts, the wallet frens call it
went to library, tried to study w junn while waiting for mel
ended up falling alsp, again.
mel came, left for ban ban(:
did the usual shit and went homeee!
im glad i had their company today!

seriously, its just business
this is how you survive right?
the way ppl's treating one another.tsk
hate to admit it, but thats what im gna face in like, 5 yrs' time?
sigh, what comes ard goes ard.
its karma.
so becareful of what you do
cause it'll always come back to you.
take care folks!

ps.yes mr.boyfriend,i'll stay cool and stay cool! and im not bimbotic alright.
i used to bitch alot, but now i dont.
oh, love you tat! but now, who's julius seizure?AH!

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

im lovin' it


"if a man hasn't found something he will die for, he hasn't found the right to live"

stole this from lu's blog
yes, im thinking about it 24/7
when i read that quote,
im thinking about love
love for my job,
love for what im doing,
love for my friends
love for my family
but, has DragonBoat ever crossed my mind?
seriously, im not sure.
all i know is i wanna row
since day1 week1,
i know i WANT to row
who cares if i have to be big and fit
who cares if i cant fit into zara or topshop (ah junn does!)
who cares if i'll be even darker (like im not?)
who cares if im man-ner than ever?
seriously, who cares?
its my body, my life
if this is what i wanna do,
then im gna do it
but am i surethis is what i want?
i dont know why im asking myself this right now
after gazillion trainings
cause missing the orientation row,
sava spirit in sept,
and 3 months of training
is already enough to kill my passion to row
;i know i wanna row
i was so hurt when monster told me i cant take part in sava
all i wanted was, to row
and im terribly sorry cause the girls are one man down
even worse than ever, couldn't even fill the whole boat.
tsk, if only imf didn't clash
i love imf, i love db
i cant miss both, plus, how many ppl can get the chance to take part in imf?
not many alright?its a once in a lifetime thing know
man, lets stop talking about it
somehow, im telling myself that i cant make it
i cant survive the monsterous sessions coming my way
i need to find that drive, that motivation, that fire within, again
seriously, i dont want this to become the effects of an impulsive decision
words words words
ive been hiding from this since i-dont-know-when
and im not hiding anymore
so i guess, its all up to me to decide what to do next, eh?
cause i really wanna row
i need motivation, please

went to bedok 85 after gyming with junn ystd
met melissa after her violin classes
she plays violin and does takewondo alright
plus canoe polo, hoots!
she's the busiest woman ard la
yup, went there, ordered alot of yummy food(:
stingray, kangkong, bcm, chicken wings
now, how much weight have i put on?
then we jus went on talking abt evrythg under the sun
lalala(: laughs, we had so much fun!
then, ah junn told us that there's this uncle sitting behind mel&i
he was practically staring at junn the whole time we're there okay
looking under the table, smiling to himself
so sick la!
mel&i tried to cover up,
but he jus kept squrming in btwn the holes to STARE at junn
sucks la, so sick alright
when junn left for toilet,
he left the table to who-knows-where
then junn's fren causght him walking to the toilet la.
wth,that was the ultimate.
i bet the guy was abt to punch him if he did anythg to the girls.
seriously, i hate sickening ppl
its disgusting, the way they make you feel
andre came w his cousin
so yeah, mel and i left for home(:



saw this blog about the author's grandpa
and it reminded me so much of grandma
her grandpa's senile
n she published this photo of grandpa eating a slice of apple the way you should eat an orange
that means he bit it horizontally la
felt the pain she'll feel if one sees it
like ouch.

painful to let go, but we have to,
its even more painful for him
all the pain, we cannot feel
and i was glad God let him go
away from the pain, away from this world
for he'll be in a better place
with the Lord beside him

brother seems cool about it,
and that is good, i hope
well, YOU know we care right?
let it out if you have to
anyhows, take care alright?
WE LOVE YOU, DUDE!!


okay,i love lingwei, michelle, melissa and chloe(:
honey bunny, you guys are the best!
ah wei in her hot hot top today,
jus wanna brush my filthy hands across her chest
HAHA! im joking alright
damn, sounds super grosss
if she wanna steoreotype me, thats her prob
if that's how she's gna deal with it, thats her prob
if she's gna be so immature about being friends, thats gna be just it.
hello girl, carry on crying about your life
i dont care, we dont.
cause we made ours beautiful, so dont spoil mine
go away, bee-eff!

haha.ah ying is so sweet, she says that that(points up) is bad(:
look who's the evil one in the first place?
tsk.
mel the psycho freak
junn with her languages, bee-eff?? iodine?? HUH!!
anyhows, kim loves all(:

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im lovin' it


"if a man hasn't found something he will die for, he hasn't found the right to live"

stole this from lu's blog
yes, im thinking about it 24/7
when i read that quote,
im thinking about love
love for my job,
love for what im doing,
love for my friends
love for my family
but, has DragonBoat ever crossed my mind?
seriously, im not sure.
all i know is i wanna row
since day1 week1,
i know i WANT to row
who cares if i have to be big and fit
who cares if i cant fit into zara or topshop (ah junn does!)
who cares if i'll be even darker (like im not?)
who cares if im man-ner than ever?
seriously, who cares?
its my body, my life
if this is what i wanna do,
then im gna do it
but am i surethis is what i want?
i dont know why im asking myself this right now
after gazillion trainings
cause missing the orientation row,
sava spirit in sept,
and 3 months of training
is already enough to kill my passion to row
;i know i wanna row
i was so hurt when monster told me i cant take part in sava
all i wanted was, to row
and im terribly sorry cause the girls are one man down
even worse than ever, couldn't even fill the whole boat.
tsk, if only imf didn't clash
i love imf, i love db
i cant miss both, plus, how many ppl can get the chance to take part in imf?
not many alright?its a once in a lifetime thing know
man, lets stop talking about it
somehow, im telling myself that i cant make it
i cant survive the monsterous sessions coming my way
i need to find that drive, that motivation, that fire within, again
seriously, i dont want this to become the effects of an impulsive decision
words words words
ive been hiding from this since i-dont-know-when
and im not hiding anymore
so i guess, its all up to me to decide what to do next, eh?
cause i really wanna row
i need motivation, please

went to bedok 85 after gyming with junn ystd
met melissa after her violin classes
she plays violin and does takewondo alright
plus canoe polo, hoots!
she's the busiest woman ard la
yup, went there, ordered alot of yummy food(:
stingray, kangkong, bcm, chicken wings
now, how much weight have i put on?
then we jus went on talking abt evrythg under the sun
lalala(: laughs, we had so much fun!
then, ah junn told us that there's this uncle sitting behind mel&i
he was practically staring at junn the whole time we're there okay
looking under the table, smiling to himself
so sick la!
mel&i tried to cover up,
but he jus kept squrming in btwn the holes to STARE at junn
sucks la, so sick alright
when junn left for toilet,
he left the table to who-knows-where
then junn's fren causght him walking to the toilet la.
wth,that was the ultimate.
i bet the guy was abt to punch him if he did anythg to the girls.
seriously, i hate sickening ppl
its disgusting, the way they make you feel
andre came w his cousin
so yeah, mel and i left for home(:



saw this blog about the author's grandpa
and it reminded me so much of grandma
her grandpa's senile
n she published this photo of grandpa eating a slice of apple the way you should eat an orange
that means he bit it horizontally la
felt the pain she'll feel if one sees it
like ouch.

painful to let go, but we have to,
its even more painful for him
all the pain, we cannot feel
and i was glad God let him go
away from the pain, away from this world
for he'll be in a better place
with the Lord beside him

brother seems cool about it,
and that is good, i hope
well, YOU know we care right?
let it out if you have to
anyhows, take care alright?
WE LOVE YOU, DUDE!!


okay,i love lingwei, michelle, melissa and chloe(:
honey bunny, you guys are the best!
ah wei in her hot hot top today,
jus wanna brush my filthy hands across her chest
HAHA! im joking alright
damn, sounds super grosss
if she wanna steoreotype me, thats her prob
if that's how she's gna deal with it, thats her prob
if she's gna be so immature about being friends, thats gna be just it.
hello girl, carry on crying about your life
i dont care, we dont.
cause we made ours beautiful, so dont spoil mine
go away, bee-eff!

haha.ah ying is so sweet, she says that that(points up) is bad(:
look who's the evil one in the first place?
tsk.
mel the psycho freak
junn with her languages, bee-eff?? iodine?? HUH!!
anyhows, kim loves all(:

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

hello world,
i wanna catch click asap
it seems like such a nice show
since that somebody is yaking none stop abt it
KIM: OKAY OKAY! I'LL WATCH IT ALRIGHT?!
diaos, then :D
haha!

went ikea with eunica n cousin on wed
i controled and bought just those lil stuff
boxes and nothing, but boxes
ate swedish meatballs again!
YUMMY(:

had 2.4km tie trial on thurs
i improved 48secs off the first time alright!
thats like so good for me
haha!
the timing is better than sec4's 2.4
im happy, thats all i can say(:
but im starting to slack alrdy
since trn is gna stop for the sem tests
so please please, i need to get motivated again
im not doing my pushups and all these days
man, get focused girl!
you knw where to get those motivation slips or quotes?
i love quotes(:

ha friendster is the best website on earth
seriously, smiles to myself

i am officially 60KG
like wtf?
i am so so paranoid now
even mama, the chubby one, is saying im FAT
so that means i REALLY am fat
wtf
and reflecting on what i've eaten isn't gna calm me dwn
Friday-butter crossiant, japanese chicken cutlet, barley, somethg sinful from Cheers, siewmai, prawn crakers(courtesy of flying duck), xiaolongbaos, siewmai, prawn shit, lamian, redbean pancake, redbean dessert, durian puff- SINFUL!

haha, xlb reminds me of Wenjun, Jeremy, Jasmine & Melissa
went to Xiao Xuan Feng on fri(:
had dinner at 930pm okay
at hougang mall, god dad's shoppie!
so full okay
damn sinful, but damn nice

cont'd
Saturday-imf day(: had bloody trn,
i bet my fingers are gna break if i had food on my plate
i think im born a service provider
micheal claims that i have a SWEET smile
i think he have perfect eyesight!
haha
imf is fun, im getting paid to learn stuff!
wanted to meet ah song for fireworks,
but he fly my aeroplane
din wanna meet brothers for movie
so went out with Godma
bought another top while shopping alone(:
Carrefour is so fun okay, right kenneth?
bought stuff again! at queensway
ankle guard, gna get my sports stuff asap
i need my track shoes, gloves, pull up bar, fbt shorts and sleeveless tees.
bleamy, my favourite bag is ripping apart.
set my eyes on the adidas dua-leng-kong at queensway
work more, kim
Sat- skipped bfast, had yucky canteen food for lunch, yoghurt, sushi, more sushi, spaghetti vongole, 2 mini cornettos, green tea, tutu kueh, pepperidge's double chocolate biscuit(:
HAHA!!

Sun- went to work, tired
thank brother don for covering up my friend's place!
THANKS BRO(:
Breakfast-pepperidge's double choclate biscuit ( its only one bloody piece),
Lunch- daogei w chicken n rice -.- , prawn tt friendly chef kept for me(:
Dinner- pasta, fruit salad, guo tei, glutinous redbean pancake, durian puff

yes, that partly explains why im sixzero kg right now?
and im still lying to myself that its casue i do weights
ah, oh wells.
monster's calling.
monster's my mum la
so im slping alrdy.
1 58! and i swore im gna slpt at 12!
ah, no push ups agn!
too shagged!
forget it, kim loves all

PLEASE VISIT XIAO XUAN FENG AT HOUGANG MALL LVL 2
ITS @!#$%&^*& ING NICE(:

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

okay okay,i know its the second post of the day but..
hahaha, i know this is super random,
and its unbelieveable.
but LIONEL LEE, EX NATIONAL SWIMMER
JUST SENT ME A MSG TO SAY A SWEET HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
DIDN'T THAT JUST MADE ME DAY???
YES YES YES YES!
HE WAS MY ULTIMATE EYECANDY AT THE 23RD SEAGAMES!
hoots(:
i love lionel!
thank you lu(:
hugs.

just read mat's blog,
she's gg thru stuff, i can say?
we dont know how she feels cause we're not her
but i really admire her spirit,
she's so cheerful n stuff
she have difficulties, only she will know
but she's pushing on, she's gna stay strong
cause she's an IJ girl and she has the DragonBoat spirit
cause she's my girl(:
heres what i tagged her,

hello honeey bunny!
im so glad i met you, girl
if i din meet you,
i dont know who's gna share the juicy gossips in camp
whos's gna go to bath,
go to the toilet,
go to bed,
go to debrief,
go to the scary scary floors in camp with me.
who's gna eat with peggie, xinjie and i in camp
who's gna always wave and scream the highest pitch "HI!" in the corridors
who's gna tell me she love me like there's no tmr
who's gna see me and scream with me when i saw her on first day of FOC
who's gna stay with me (again) in FOC?
who's gna cry with me at our last campfire and as a SI at camp this yr?
who's gna be there when i need her?
who's gna always be there when i need her?
who's gna tell me its okay to put on weight?
who's gna tell me its okay to crywho's gna urge me to join DragonBoat,
cause i din have the guts to?
who's gna be the one?

YOU, dear.
you were the one who brighten up my life.
i love you honey.
i seriously do.
im glad i went into SJC and i met you
even though we weren't the best of frens,
we din spend every single moment tgther
but we know that we'l be there for one another.
cause i know i will.
i know ur strong, push on, keep on standing tall.
LOVE YOU DEAR!!

really made the memories came flashing back
the camps, school, camps, more camps
hahaha
from LTC'03, sec3 camp '04, LTC'04, ssec1 camp'05, sec1 camp'06
plus all the fcuking proposal shit and stuff?
we've gone through it all!
i lvoe you honey, thanks for being there for me in camp with peg n xin(:
miss the good old days(:

seriously, i miss school
those are the days where u made really good friends
and those memories do stay with you
i was this spoilt brat, jealous, ignorant, wannabe
and everythg horrible
probate changed my life and i sure did change
i made alot of frens and i make it a point that i dont loose them
i treasure them alot and i clear up my mess everytimes somethg was wrong
i did that cause i love them.
they say IJ girls are loving and caring
and thats what we are
we're just like sisters
yes, the perfect word, sisters.
we sure are.
so many wonderful friends i met in sjc,
camps, badminton, school.
so many to name, so little time
i love them all

huiling-my wonderful badm partner
we've gone through so much, nobody knows. we've hit our peak and we beat Xinmin, the ultimate goal. but whats best is that i've met another fren, and thats you. love you honey!

yumin- the short one
i love you la. i dunno what to say. we've had our tough times but still, we pull through. love you dear! and please, if you ever wanna call me in ITAS, please please please, STAND UP! cause i cant see you!!!haha.

jane- the captain material
we've seen u grow into a beautiful woman, and now ur a nerd
i lvoe that, girl! keep those engines gg and we'll see you smile when u take ur results next yr(:
the road is long, you can run through it if you want to. cause we'll run with you.

daryl-my honey, my sister
its you who went thru upper sec with me, thank you so much honey.
you endured all those shit from me, haha. i feel so guilty talkin abt it now. thankyou honey for being there for me.
i miss recess and the staircase with you
the exchanging of kangkong and i'll buy wheel wheel, u'll buy seaweed.
thats a bond they cannot break
i love you.

maybelle-my darling
we met in camp,i dont know how we got so close,
but we did
we've gone thru aot, outings n stuff
i was an idiot for ignoring n avoiding,for provoking and all that shit
should have talked to you earlier, so we could have been better
btu now its done, i think we're so much better off than before
but u know i was always there to listen to you right?
and u were always there. honey, i love you so much

mat-my DB mate
you're one honey bunny girl,
i love that smile, i love that voice
never fails to brighten up my day(:

cheryl jiang-the quiet babe
she was always there, sec1 to sec4
hahaha,always so quiet, still scared of my tickles.
she shared alot with me, we bonded.
i shared alot of stuff i cant tell to the others with her too
she's two days older than me, she's jsut like my sister,
always there to listen, always giving me all that surprises.
i lvoe every single one of those notes she gave me
means alot, i love cheryl!

xin-the straightforward one
words might hurt, but they dont lie
thats what i can say abt you
you hit the nails and make me think
make me improve to become a better person
thats why i love you so so much honey(:

seriously, so so so many sisters i've met.
but no one beats the one sitting beside me right now
hey sister,i dont know why whenever i talk abt sisterhood,
i might not think of you
my blood rund in yours
and yours runs in mine
but sometimes when i think abt our relationahip,
i dont know why, i will cry
i know you care abt me, i know you love me
from those msgs you send, those words you say
we're human, i know we're selfish at times, and all those shit
but you're one great sister, nobody can beat
words can explain, but i can only say this,
CHEW CHIAN LIN, I LOVE YOU!

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

IM SEVENTEEN(:

haha
alright(:
im finally seventeen!
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN KIMBERLY CHEW!!
gah! im finally a year older.
so its countdown to 365 more days to lovely 18
then i can club legally,
drink legally,
but not to DRIVE
like how can?
its gna be a lousy 18th bday if i cant drive
dont the Dragons know how blessed they are?

before i start, let me thank the people i love
JASON/MARK/DYAN/JANE/MAYBELLE!/ MIKE/FANGYONG/ DARYLYN!/XIANGLI/EDRIC/TAT/LENE/FERLYCIA/ JODIN/ELAINE/GINA/PUAYBOON/DONOVAN/EDDIE/ JOTAN/VANESSAANNE/JESLYN/JASMINE/LINSIN/DAMIEN/ CHERYLWONG/EMILY/YUEMIN/YVONNEKOH/JIANWEI/ KAY/HUIYAN/PEILING/CHERYLJIANG/JOAN/SERENE/ HANAFI/CRISTINE/JOYCE/DEREK/SHAMIN/MARCELLA/ FUNGHUA/SUHUI/SHYAN/MELVIN.TP/MIRABEL/AMELIA/ MELVIN.PRESIDENT/EUNICA/LISA/ALICIA/CHOILING/
MAYBELLE.AGAIN(:/WEI/ZHIHE/GEORGE/MAGDALENE/
sjc badminton school team/ tp DBGirls team/ htm 1H02/
and all those who wished me verbally, i love you guys.
you must know that wish, that handshake, that msg
really made my day(:
Thanks guys!

went to Amelia&Jerene's chalet on 4th August
they are great hosts, thats all i can say
saw Bernard&Hazel
my god, perfect match in heaven
one hot hunk & one hot babe(:
Peiling&Huiling bought me a cake(:
so i shared it w the four August babies
seriously, the little things that they do,
really really makes my day
cause it was jus a lil gathering
but the impt thing was i enjoyed it
it was jus a cake and a bbq session

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING, AMELIA&JERENE!!

went home after chalet
hazel was red and knocked out by the Barcardi
but Ber was there to look after her
how uberly sweet:D
my cake was waiting for me at home
plus my lovely family and, Roysthen
the family sweetheart
my matchmake duixiang, HAHA!
took pics and stuff,
felt the love, dude!
haha
i love my family, always there for me
always so sweet
i took up dance, they din say a word
they jus told me to carry on if i like it
i gave up badm, they din say a word
jus told me to do whats right and i'll be happy
they hear what i have to say, then they give me a hug
cause they know, evrythg's alright if thats what i want
i took up DragonBoat, they din say a word
they just stared at me,then my body
dad's worried it'll affect my health
but i told them i can be strong,cause my sis is.
they din put me down, like how the others did,
they din stop me from gg for trns
cause they know THIS is what i want.
that's why they're called family
thats why i love them

okay, went for training on my birthday
hoho, sounds retarded but i did
that day was hell day
rowed like hell,
ran like hell
commanded like hell
was REALLY shagged.
hahaha
but i enjoyed it cause i want to go throught this.
its my choice
the team sang me a bday song after trn
i dont know why, i cried
i thought they didn't know
i thought they didn't care
i thought i didn't even exist
the juniors wished me when we're doing pullups.
im happy enough,
im just glad im part of the big family
no matter how disorganised others see us as,
how un-united, we know we're jus growing
we're bonding and that's the shit
haha, i learnt that from wenjun!
oh wells, went for dinner,
played some stupid banana games la
then went to watch fireworks
the rest left
so simon, patricia, samuel and keith went G2000 to shop(:
hahahahha
simon the giant bought her formal
and the other three walked out without anything:(
hahaha
sale ends 16th August!
kim shall shop!

lalala, thats abt it for the weekends
school as usual
went to watch Tokyo Drift on mon,
my God,so uber nice alright(:
Nila has a big face, a big jaw
what a relief for me
cause my face is wide too
large surface area! Haha!
no wonder my facial foam finishes faster than my sis!
ah song is so funny la
he's like this teddy bear
ah, so random!

oh, my sister's itunes plays nice songs la.
so so jealous
had trn ystd.
wahlao eh, did weights with monster, xpy and simon
ultimate shaggness after air rowwing
monster seriously reminds me of my sister
i should post my sister's pic there one day
the hair, size and face
look alike
but my sister's prettier! monster's cuter
hahaha
thats why they say im gna be the next monster
cause i wanna be big(:
okay, not big, but strong will do!

i've got time trial on thurs,
jesus christ, help me
im so worried la
but after one month of running and shit
i think i can make it
if i push myself
i can do it
i can do it
thats all i have to tell my mind
come on kim, feel the burn, feel the pain
no pain, no gain.
you can do it girl.
prove it to Kim.


oh wells, we're having team dinner tonight
gna be uberly fun
chomp chomp, here we come!
KIM LOVES ALL!

9:15 PM

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

hahaha
im at jeremy's hse that is across the road from my hse right now, with jasmine
hahaha
we're chiong-ing the bloody rht
hahaha
he's so ncie, let me do my stuff before i start
hahaha
cause he knows after tt i'll have full attention on proj(:
SWEETS!

DB was shiok todya la,
no running but we climbed stairs,
alot alot of stairs
hohoho!
damn fun la,
and im still sad cause i cant do pull up-.-
i dont even dare to jump n reach the stand la
im afraid of heights.
HAHA!
but, u know, kim will prove to kim that she CAN do it
jus, give me some thime k?
i just joined for one month la
rowing technique sucks la
no strength, nvr point also
might as well die,
must be the two rowing sessions i miss
hoots
not this week!
im gg kallang for trn this week!(:
total YEAHNESS!
DB girls are fun,
hello all, my name is Keith.
somehow, somewhere, sometime
i was named keith.

had a great talk with monica today(:
she used up three packs of tissue la
my God, powderful or what?
well, we're back to the good old days again(:
this is what friends are for!
clear up the mess and move on
honey darling, u know i love you still!
lalala,(: smile amile smile!

econs was uber irritating
as always, bloody subject
i've nvr liked econs la.
plus tt suck up tchr
oh wells! i can survive on my own
so hot here la, no fan on..
what kind of hospitality is jeremy providing?
haha, he read it.
he's threathening to delete it.
he on-ed the air con!
HOW SWEET(:

i've decided not to be a bitch la
so im not gna bitch anymore
i don understnd why guys can keep their commments to themselves
so uber lihai la.
rocks
so since i've admitted that i've got some traits of MAN's GENES in my body,
im pretty man, dude.
thats why i can keep my comments to myslef these days(:
but tts not gna be kim right?
okay la, sometimes let the horns out wont die right?(:
but im still good!

okay, do work.
goodbye,
see?i can control hor.
lalala.
mum's worried like mad.
KIM LOVES ALL

9:40 AM

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

YES, August is finally here!
one year down to nightlife(:
haha.thats one thing i certainly look forward to.
plus,im legal to do almost evrythg a girl would wanna do(:
its gonna be big SEVENTEEN this year
i dont know why,
but it feels different this year
i mean, birthdays have nvr been a happy ocasion for me
cause some BAD things will happen at home
rmb i've been crying at my bday celebrations
its either me,sis or mum.
yellings, quarrels and all those shit.
whatever
had my celebration alrdy.
ate something i hate alot but mum love it alot,
but decided to not be childish and enjoyed the food
and everythg else.
it was great(:
Thanks mum, dad, sis, mike for the dinner!
Thanks for making my day, bad and good(:
this year,its not about how many presents i get
how many cakes i eat
how many wishes i recieve
its more about enjoying the celebration
with my loved ones, my friends and myself
self-actualisation, thats the word(:
thats why it feels different.

went to look at my previous entries
realise how happy i was la.
but look at my entries now
tsk,so sad.
its either about bitching or some sad freak
yo kim,get a grip on yourself.
thats so not you(except for the bitching part-.- )
hahaha
so,i've decided to keep my comments to myself
but i promise never to bottle them up(:
i'll let them go when they have to.
OH YES, look at sept2005
the entries are nice.
especially those stuff i typed myself(:
i rock.

had gems trn,was okay la.
so fun! hahaa,initially it's really boring
but we had our ways to keep awake la
and i was like staring at lil ms chiobu whenever i had the time(:
went out with lingwei on sat
super fun, we went shopping!
i bought tops and she bought bottoms!
haha!
then went to MNG and i bought this super uber sexy top
dont you agree, dear?
hahaha
its similar as hers
so we're gna wear it one day!
i swear i am okay?
when i feel so good abt my body
haha!! like never?
oh,lets brush up our hokkien songs' skills n irritate the class okay?(:

i dont think im normal
i have eyecandIES
and they are girls okay.
wtf?haha!
like hmm, three alrdy!
three hot girls.
not too hot, not too pretty
jus tan, pretty and pleasant looking(:
my kind of girlfriend!
haiyoh,im born a lesbian la
mayb i shld jus go trn till like monster la
then go turn bung!
HAHA!
like never, i've spend ALOT on my wardrobe!

seriously,nothing much to say
oh ya, WHO'S ALV????
CARLTON BNQT THAT ALVIN AH?
SERVICE CAPTAIN HUH?
TIANG SI ALVIN?
haha.


I Need A Man
i need a man
someone who loves me
see me for who i am
loves me for who's inside

i need a man
someone who loves me
sees what's beyond those eyes
and keeps me mesmerised

i need a man
someone who loves me
treats me like a gem
something precious, that he cant loose
something like treasure, he cant choose

i need a man
someone who loves me
he'll hug me when im sad
shut up & stand by me when im angry
comfort me when i cry

i need a man
someone who loves me
hold my hips when i dance
move with my body
watch me do my thing

i need a man
someone who loves me
irregardless of how fat, ugly, short, man(-.-) i am
he'll be loyal, he'll be true
he'll be mine, if i were too
then i'll be his and we'll be fine

i need a man
someone who loves me
we'll live together
tell me when im wrong
tell me when im right
show me the true meaning of love
and we'll be alright

if only, i had that man
i wont think, i wont dream
i wont look at those guys
cause you'll be the man
the man i love
i need that man
for me to love!

*haha!too many love songs, kim!
cut down cut down!


baby baby,im so sorry
dont treat me like how u did
dont cry alone cause i'll cry with you.
you knw i care,u know i do
you know i love, u know i do
you know i wish, u know i do.
all i wanna do,
is spend my birthday with you.
baby, dont be sad
baby, please dont cry
im sorry i said those words
im sorry,i do.
dont run away
i dont wanna keep running
you told me you'll love me, baby
you siad you'll do.
but where were you?
where'd you go?
come back honey,
i miss you alot.

eh,haha!again again again!
all crap la, if u think it is.

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