Thursday, July 06, 2006
lousy lousy mood im in,
i've got 2Bs and 2Cs,
sigh sigh sigh, not good enough to show off to mum.
bird. oh wells, still nto good enough to kill my happy pill!
feel so fcuked up right now,i dont know why
feel like im taken for granted, like im not good enough.
they tell me i've got my killer smile,
but its not good enough for you.
miserabe, like who i am, i put on a smile, day after day
you dont know how painful it is inside, you just walking by
your're like black and i'm like white, never will we ever match
i dont see you everyday, but i watch u ery min, evy second
i keep it a secret,so you wont find out,
cause if you do, i know you'll run and hide.
you're not a loser, ur not shy, its just that i know u mind.
so, i'll rather sit here and cry like a lil girl lost in the woods,
waiting for my mr right.
one day, i know, i'll find my way out
im like e shadow, followin behind you, looking at ur evry move.
you silly lil boy,dont even realise that im gone
nvr have you felt my presence, but i'll always be ard.
you tend to judge me by how i look.
seriously, boy, you dont know how i feel
i dont liek him, nvr will i, so dont push me to him
oh boy oh boy, im feeling so numb, i can dont bother,because im really really numb
i hear stuff abt you&her,but i cant do a thing,nothing at all
i know its true, u wont fall for turkey
so, just wake up lil girl, dont cry in the woods,
walk towards the light,i know you've tried
seriously,wtf do you want?
first it was me,then now its her.
i've had enough and its enough
im glad i met jacq(:
oh my god,you know what?
jacq rocks my world!
i love you dear(:
seriously,wtf do you want
if i smile,u think im ok,u think im alright
if i frown& let evrythg go, you think im a fcuking bitch
this aint gna work,this cant carry on
i dont like you sir,seriously, i dont
so can you please,just leave me alone?
i cherish this frdship, we've built up
i dont wanna ruin this,cause this is what i wnat
lets keep it that way,i hope you'll do.
im just not the right girl for you
i dont want us to end up like K&K
cause trust me sir,i know we'll do.
i know im a bitch,like i dont care.
but this is a better way,so keep it tt way
fcuking hell, u treat me like a clown
mama always say,be a nice girl darling
smile smile and say hello
she says im like tohru,i treat ppl like her
but im sorry mama,sometimes i have to let go.
you knwo you know what i mean,so dont tell me abt tohru anymore.
i dont like to be alone,it makes me think,it makes me sad
thought abt3GRACE&4Faith.
all those shit and happy times.
bloody trip home was self-sctualising,thought,felt,cried.
thats why i dont like to be alone.
i dont want anyone by my side,just you you you
thats all i ask.
i see you walking down the halls,never even turn,din say hello
you know,it hurts my lil protein pumper
but i cant do anything cause i know u like her.
long long long ago,so i dont think i stand a chance at all.
i dont wanna be somebody im not,
i dont wanna dress to catch ur attention
speak to let you hear,stare to let you notice
i just want you to look at me,look right throught n deep inside me.
cont you see me for who i am?im sorry,no you cant.
see all those pretty girls walk by?those hot hot body,that sexy ass
you want them, dont you?i bet you dont,cause all you want is her,right there.
you should love me for who i am
no mater how i sleep,eat,think,dream,walk,talk or stand
im not femini,i know im man,
dont be like the other guys,i hope you cant.
but wait! do you even care?im sorry kim,he doesnt even care.
you dont even think,look,stare,judge,notice me.
hell no you dont, you dont care.
i dont wanna think abt you, dont wanna think abt you
like the wind,i float by, you you you,i dont mind.
too bad its not meant to be
but give me some love and i'll smile with glee!
haha!dont worry,it'll nvr happen,i know it wont.
to Mr-whoever-was-on-the-phone-that-night
dont feel depressed,done be pessimistic
dont compare, dont ever judge
he is he and you are you
God have plans, made for you
you're special, your unique
you'll find your way,so dont lose ur tracks.
cause it'll be hard to find them back
lil sister,pls dont fred.
i know they love you,but you dont care
i'll pray that God will bring her back one day
back to that yesterday(:
so,young man,go find your path,live your life.
dont know what happened Mr DBguy,
well you know, if there;s anythg,you can call
dont keep it inside,its not gd for health
we're friends, look, i can help(:
dont know how it works for you
but i always believed in letting it out
plus, you'll get another side of e story
so look boy, you wont lose out!
oh well, you decide!
lalala.super duper random.
actually,im talking about mum,asshole and him
yeah
freaking random.
lalala.feels so good, letting it out.
lalala,pointed tits!(:
gg for AC, like finally.
not gg for dance cause my ankle hurts.
im really feeling down.
but next thing u know,im back up again
so really,you cant catch kim!(:
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1:30 AM
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