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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i know whats happening.
i know whats wrong
they dont care, they give a damn
but i cant lie but i do.
whatever ur thinking
i dont really care
i dont know what ur saying behind my back
but this is the truth
this is what we see
if u cant accept it, what can we do?
i jus hope we'll be professional in our work n
continue to finish our work
seriously, evryone has a part to play to be a teamplayer
jus think abt evryone okay?
cause,its diff to wrk with you.
im sorry,but its the truth.

went for DB today.
missed pumping n running
wth,stupid imf la.
talk so long for what?
did rowing,
lalala,not tt bad la.
can catch up.
gna miss rowing session on sat agn
cause of imf.
monster told me somethg after trn
i hate makin decisions la.
so tough,i hate it.
tts why im gg temple to ask God.
hahahha
it seems to be the only way out.
i need help!

went to sahfahri's blog,
saw this thing abt Laws of Attraction
its like,if u really pray hard and wishes for this to happen
it eventualy would.
somethg like tt
well, sometimes if i pray w all my heart,
it does.
btu mayb its cause i worked hard for it?
i dont know
but i do believe cause it happened to me before(:

i dont knw whats wrong w me today.
yelled at baby,then mum
wth,i fel like an asshole now
they say im like super cheerful
look dude,im not.
i feel too,and i knw who's right n who's wrong
i dont know what to say alrdy
had engh of all those shit
tts why i shouted, baby
im sorry.
i dont think i know whats happening
i dont have a clue at all
i dont know why i flared at you
baby,you know im true
im sorry i yelled and shouted
im terrribly sorry,i do.
so baby,jus give me one more chance
let me say i love you.
words cant explain it all
for, you know it best
im sorry baby,i really am
so i guess, i'l jus leave u alone today
call me if u wanna talk
cause i'll always be there
baby, i love you.







eh,actually
baby doesnt even exsist.
kim and her wonderful mind again.
haha!so imaginative(:
baby=my bf=channing tanas!
okay,no link.
its 2am
still wrking on bloody excel but not progresing.
so forget.im slping
sis aint home yet,tsk tsk.
5thAug is coming(:
kim is turning 17!

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Friday, July 21, 2006

fcuk that
what the bloody fcuk was that?
wahlao,ultimate turn off okay
its not that our standrds are high,
its not that we hav a high need for achievemt.
its just that hello, she doesnt have to do that okay
and if we r flexible enough to adapt to changes,
why cant she?
she nearly killed the whole grp,the whole project
yes, i am pissed.
cause im the last speaker and she ate my time
we could have failed cause of that wrong move.
i did my part in less than 5mins.
she affected all of us,especially me
first was commskills,
she jus didnt wanna change her part
hello,i also did my part can
if i can let it go n change to another part,
why cant you?
then Q&A, its irrelevant if u notices la.
dont sell fish can,we're a team.
whatever la,its over.
at least we're not dead.
just dont let this happen again or you'll see me or Mr.J blow
seriously,my grpmates knw how angry i was
forget it.

had INHT presentation today
was okay at first,confident and all
till someone did somethg w/o thinking for the well-being of the whole grp n the next speaker.
which is me la.
btu still managed to pull it off within the 3min range im left with.
i feel like a wonderwoman
but anyway,yes.
uber pissed.

Grace&Kenneth is yaking away abt band
haha
so cute.
im stuck here thinking how screwed up i am
wth,bloody imf clashes with DB
and no DB girl is gg for the imf thing,
only, ME.
and im so screwed cause im gg to miss 2 rowing sessions
fk that la.
i give up okay
i hate making choices la
i alrdy cut dwn to one cca n it still clashes.
just kill me
HELP ME!
and my race is in 3months.
i dont even dare to dream of rowing,
but i still want to.
but i know tt i dont wanna leave the team lo
what am i gettting myself into?
imf is a great experience and i wanna go la.
thats all i can say.
well, slowly think la
gotta hear what coach says

irritated is what u can describe me today
bloody incident,bad impression
its getting on my nerves.
so stop irritating me, before i burst
probably gg town with jeremy later cause we dont wanna go home!!
tmr am gg Malaysia, Kleng for cousin's wedding dinner.
missing trn la,first time.wth
i love the sea, i love the sun, i love to row.
bird, doesnt sound nice.

had trn ystd,
coach went to redang to TAN!
HAHA!
laugh like hell, she's like charcoal liao can
still tan!
nvm la,let her enjoy first
else she come back , she'll turn into a monster.
*shivers
tpGirls are you ready?
READY!
1, 2, 3, tpdbGirls whoosh!
im enjoying every second of my time there!


seriously,from what i see,
you dont know what you love most until its lost.
but now its too late, you cant do anythg but watch
but since she still thinks abt you,come on dude,
be a man,do the right thing
love her like she's worth it

well well, they say you know when u've let go
only after he finds his happiness
i guess,i've been lying
din liked him tt much in the first place
was hurt when he cheated but still, it din last long
but yes,still hurt when i saw their pics on friendster
btu right now,it doesnt hurt any more
im starting to think they look alike(:
haha
and yes,this is the time i can reall say that
i've let it go.
alot of things happened this yr
twice in a row
bro cld b right, i might fall for someone easily
but not anymore,i guess,the old kim is back
plus the heart made of stone
haha!
nvr gonna cry again, it's nvr gna hurt.
ps. gf, not talking abt him okay?(:
i shld tell you my story the next time we're free!


oh wells, off to meet jeremy alrdy i guess?
spent enough time sitting here with the sulky face
hello you, please, dont irritate us again.
hello you, please dont irritate me anymore.
two people ah, get it?(:

2:08 AM

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

my god, like how long have i not updated my blog?
so darn long.
oh wells, here goes,
trust me, it a freaking long entry.

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT'S BEEN GG ON IN MY LIFE AND YOU'LL KNOW IT SUCKS TO BE KIM!
went to work last sunday, 9th july '06.
nvr gns forget tt fucking day.
yup, it was a SUPER SUPER VIP FUNCTION.
started off well cause i was jus a drink server.
but wtf, i spilled red wine dwn this lady's shoulder.
WHAT THE FCUK ALRIGHT.
was super disappointed and shit la.
it slipped.
but well, you just have to learn from experience!

i joined DragonBoat last week.
first trn,did weight n stuff.
i din know i could actually survive la.
went for trails on thurs, after my FIRST trn,
haha.
ultimate disappointment la.
i couldn't do pullup and i failed my running by two bloody seconds okay.
i used to run like twelve in sec sch, can kill myself alrdy la.
where's the super fit kim ah?
nvm, can train up de(:
hmm,i recognise that look eryone's been giving me
whn i tell them tt i just joined DB.
you know what,i questioned my abilities in wk0,
and i found the easy way out- run and be a coward
but right now,im so not gna miss this chance anymore.
i wanna row and that's what im gna do.
follow ur heart,thats what they say.
long long way ahead,since i've started this journey,
why quit?i've survived four trns, so go kim go, all the way(:
if my darling MAT can have such a strong mindset and carry on,
im perfectly healthy and i have a bloody sports backgrd,so why not?
yep,even if im not in TeamA, not selected, got kicked out,
the experience is worthwhile(:
plus, i think its e only sport tt allows me to feel the burn in my bloody tense muscles!
rowing is fun okay, my god, i think i learn fast. HAHA! *sweats
plus, i think it runs in the blood(:
i love my sister!
i love sister Mathilda!
REMEMBER,
ITS ALL IN THE MIND!

EDRIC: one smart fellow! he felt smart (two smart fellow he felt smart) three smart fellows, they felt smart!
KIM: i swear i was merely following his instrustions,wth was that??

anyway,rmbed Eunica, so uber cute alright!
haha, guess what we did that day?
my darling and i went to Suntec that day
bought books and we suddenly felt like shitting
so went to e toilet to shit
haha!
so embarassing okay.
bombared the toilet with our powerful stench of faeces
hoots!
we were practically msging one another during the process can
like type type type then pass to her.
laughs
and we found out there was a super long queue outside cause three out of four of the toilet was used by shitting ladies
hahaha!
the lady beside me was shitting too and she was hmm, playing games.
bloody retarded okay.
nvm, thats my darling and me!

lovely sat, went for DB trn then meet the 4Faithians for dinner
bloody road was clsoed for so darn long la.
wanted to pee can, but i got to watch the fireworks!
so nice okay.
went to marina bay to eat steamboat!
spent every single cent of my 12bucks cause i was so hungry la
haha.
went with Daryl, Xiang, Manda, Nic, Jo, Toi, Merelda and xx
haha.you knw, pin xian bbq has this free shuttle bus right.
hoots,guess what?we sat on top of e truck la.
super duper crazy ride!
nearly died la,was swinging here and there!
then Nic grabbed Merelda's neh cause she was loosing her balance! hah!
but we had the time to take photos
check out toi's blog then 'mini4fiath outing'

saw this chicken head and shanghai mop while trning at kallang on sat(:
so so funny.
hahah!
P.S IF YOU'RE THE DB GUY, PLEASE PREOCEED TO SECTION A,
IF YOU'RE MY DARLING/SISTER/BROTHER(excluding Janin)/FREN/HONEY/BABY,
PLESAE MOVE TO SECTION B.

SECTIONA
HAHA!
MOS WAS SO FUN LA!
HAHAHAHHA.
danced the night away
HAHAHAHA
drank till my head spun
HAHAHAHA
flirted with a few guys
HAHAHAHAH
went home with the rich ass
YEAH!
okay, now please proceed to SECTIONB
Thank You for your cooperation
we hope,you've enjoyed ur stay with us(:
-SIA, the better way to fly!

SECTION B
haha,went home w hazel after steamboat
and we saw honey bunny hazel!
still so fcuking skinny la
and as usual, first sentence when she saw us,
"do i look fat?"
hahaha
runs in the ij family, i guess?
seriously, am i fat?
-end of sections
HAHA!that was super random la.
im super free la.
Mark wants to kill me alrdy cause my entry is so long and he wants to eat.
but he's still man, good job brother!
i want to pee alrdy.
hmm,ya,actually i lied to mr DB guy tt i went MOS,
but i think he's smarter nowadays and i bet he knew la.
lied to bird too,haha!
dont kill me bird if ur reading this!
saw bird today,u looked so shagged!
sleep early okay!

TURKEY OCTOPUS KANGKONG LOVES ALL!
ps,read on for more.

KIM WANTS TO SAY A FEW WORDS,
KIM:
it doesn't matter anymore.
all you have to do is, ignore(:
if that's their perception,then tts too bad,
they wont knw how fun,cute,enthu,funny,crappy,bitchy,horny you are.
dont fucking judge me by how i look cause that's not me
you're the one who's loosing out
cause you dont even know ME
stare and drool, cause im climbing to the top!
it me i wanna win, its KIM i wanna beat.
fcuk all those lies, all those stuff you say abt me.
it aint gna help u at all
wrk tgther or get out.
thats all i have to say.
so,come on girl,just hang on.
cause u din do anythg wrong.
you can do it, you can too!!
do your best and you'll be alright!
LOVE(:



TEN THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

I HATE THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME
& THE WAY YOU CUT YOUR HAIR
I HATE THE WAY YOU DRIVE MY CAR
I HATE IT WHEN YOU STARE
I HATE YOUR BIG DUMB COMBAT BOOTS
& THE WAY YOU READ MY MIND
I HATE YOU SO MUCH IT MAKES ME SICK
IT EVEN MAKES ME RYHME
I HATE IT
I HATE THE WAY YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT
I HATE IT WHEN YOU LIE
I HATE IT WHEN YOU MAKE ME LAUGH,
EVEN WORSE, WHEN YOU MAKE ME CRY
I HATE IT WHEN YOU'RE NOT ARD
& THE FACT YOU DIN CALL
BUT MOST IMPTLY,
I HATE THE WAY I DONT HATE YOU,
NOT EVEN CLOSE, NOT EVEN A LITTLE,
NOT AT ALL..




i've got few words to say,
I AM NODOBY,
YOU&ME,MY HEART ACHES
BUT YOU DONT CARE.
YOU KEEP RUNNING & I KEEP CHASING
I KNOW ITS NOT RIGHT,
MAKE ME STOP, DEAR GOD
KEEP ME AWAY,CAUSE I CANT BREATH.
DONT RUN,OH BOY,PLEASE DONT RUN
AT LEAST STAY AND BE A FREN
CAUSE I DONT WANNA MISS YOU,
NO, ITS NOT MEAN TO BE.
SO GIRL,GIVE UP WHEN YOU'VE STILL GOT TIME TO THINK.


i dont need you to tell me what to do
i dont need you to tell me what to say
i dont need you to tell me what you think
i dont need you to tell me what you did
cause it doesn't matter, i dont care at all
dont tell me you miss me,
dont tell me you cared
jus stop thinking abt me
cause its so fcuking getting on my nerves
im not evil, im not a bitch
everyone has their limits
and i dont like things this way
so please please,let me go
cause i wanna live.


i miss KIMTIANG/AKINA/QINYI/BRYAN/ELAINE/MARK/XIN/#2/ YUMIN/EUNICA/BEATRICE/DARYL!/ AKINA AGAIN(:/DA PAO(LAUGHS)/
BRYAN AGAIN(:/DON/MATHILDA!/ MAYBELLE!/ AKINA AGAIN AGAIN((:/ CECILIA!

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

lousy lousy mood im in,
i've got 2Bs and 2Cs,
sigh sigh sigh, not good enough to show off to mum.
bird. oh wells, still nto good enough to kill my happy pill!
feel so fcuked up right now,i dont know why
feel like im taken for granted, like im not good enough.
they tell me i've got my killer smile,
but its not good enough for you.
miserabe, like who i am, i put on a smile, day after day
you dont know how painful it is inside, you just walking by
your're like black and i'm like white, never will we ever match
i dont see you everyday, but i watch u ery min, evy second
i keep it a secret,so you wont find out,
cause if you do, i know you'll run and hide.
you're not a loser, ur not shy, its just that i know u mind.
so, i'll rather sit here and cry like a lil girl lost in the woods,
waiting for my mr right.
one day, i know, i'll find my way out
im like e shadow, followin behind you, looking at ur evry move.
you silly lil boy,dont even realise that im gone
nvr have you felt my presence, but i'll always be ard.
you tend to judge me by how i look.
seriously, boy, you dont know how i feel
i dont liek him, nvr will i, so dont push me to him
oh boy oh boy, im feeling so numb, i can dont bother,because im really really numb
i hear stuff abt you&her,but i cant do a thing,nothing at all
i know its true, u wont fall for turkey
so, just wake up lil girl, dont cry in the woods,
walk towards the light,i know you've tried
seriously,wtf do you want?
first it was me,then now its her.
i've had enough and its enough
im glad i met jacq(:
oh my god,you know what?
jacq rocks my world!
i love you dear(:
seriously,wtf do you want
if i smile,u think im ok,u think im alright
if i frown& let evrythg go, you think im a fcuking bitch
this aint gna work,this cant carry on
i dont like you sir,seriously, i dont
so can you please,just leave me alone?
i cherish this frdship, we've built up
i dont wanna ruin this,cause this is what i wnat
lets keep it that way,i hope you'll do.
im just not the right girl for you
i dont want us to end up like K&K
cause trust me sir,i know we'll do.
i know im a bitch,like i dont care.
but this is a better way,so keep it tt way
fcuking hell, u treat me like a clown
mama always say,be a nice girl darling
smile smile and say hello
she says im like tohru,i treat ppl like her
but im sorry mama,sometimes i have to let go.
you knwo you know what i mean,so dont tell me abt tohru anymore.
i dont like to be alone,it makes me think,it makes me sad
thought abt3GRACE&4Faith.
all those shit and happy times.
bloody trip home was self-sctualising,thought,felt,cried.
thats why i dont like to be alone.
i dont want anyone by my side,just you you you
thats all i ask.
i see you walking down the halls,never even turn,din say hello
you know,it hurts my lil protein pumper
but i cant do anything cause i know u like her.
long long long ago,so i dont think i stand a chance at all.
i dont wanna be somebody im not,
i dont wanna dress to catch ur attention
speak to let you hear,stare to let you notice
i just want you to look at me,look right throught n deep inside me.
cont you see me for who i am?im sorry,no you cant.
see all those pretty girls walk by?those hot hot body,that sexy ass
you want them, dont you?i bet you dont,cause all you want is her,right there.
you should love me for who i am
no mater how i sleep,eat,think,dream,walk,talk or stand
im not femini,i know im man,
dont be like the other guys,i hope you cant.
but wait! do you even care?im sorry kim,he doesnt even care.
you dont even think,look,stare,judge,notice me.
hell no you dont, you dont care.
i dont wanna think abt you, dont wanna think abt you
like the wind,i float by, you you you,i dont mind.
too bad its not meant to be
but give me some love and i'll smile with glee!
haha!dont worry,it'll nvr happen,i know it wont.

to Mr-whoever-was-on-the-phone-that-night
dont feel depressed,done be pessimistic
dont compare, dont ever judge
he is he and you are you
God have plans, made for you
you're special, your unique
you'll find your way,so dont lose ur tracks.
cause it'll be hard to find them back
lil sister,pls dont fred.
i know they love you,but you dont care
i'll pray that God will bring her back one day
back to that yesterday(:
so,young man,go find your path,live your life.

dont know what happened Mr DBguy,
well you know, if there;s anythg,you can call
dont keep it inside,its not gd for health
we're friends, look, i can help(:
dont know how it works for you
but i always believed in letting it out
plus, you'll get another side of e story
so look boy, you wont lose out!
oh well, you decide!

lalala.super duper random.
actually,im talking about mum,asshole and him
yeah
freaking random.
lalala.feels so good, letting it out.
lalala,pointed tits!(:
gg for AC, like finally.
not gg for dance cause my ankle hurts.
im really feeling down.
but next thing u know,im back up again
so really,you cant catch kim!(:

TURKEY OCTOPUS KANGKONG LOVES ALL!

1:30 AM

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

HAHA!
so not funny okie, i know KIM doesn't get affected by the comments that ppl throw at me that EASILY.
but no no,its getting way out of hand.
KIM IS AFFECTED OKAY?
haha.not that la
i mean, at least im doing somethg abt my weight right?
at least im not ignorant to (nasty)FEEDBACKS right?
lalala, six months it shall be.
okie, i should start planning!
situps,pushup,flatten-chest-exercise-tt-swimmers-do,running,walking,swimming,tanning,birdbirdbird
shopping helps too right?(:
plus motivates me to work more to replenish the bank right?
means wrking will let me jian fei right?
JEREMY, STOP READING THIS OUT.
PEKSEAH WILL CALL ME TO STOP TYPING
HAHA!
TAF CLUB?hurtful le.bloody bird.
fine fine,continue to motivate me to cut down my weight alright?

bryan!you bung-look-alike!
what club?tell me abt it(:
im wanted!im joinging a club!YEAH!
looking at belle's reaction,i bet it s--k
HAHA! jokes.
TWIN IS SWEET(:
OUTTING REAL SOON?(:

lalala.okie, i went out with mark on sunday right?
you know what we saw?
this girl in this tube top and and and
HER BOOBS WERE LIKE WHOOO!!!!
BUT SORRY,NOT THE SIZE OR CUP,
ITS THE THE SHAPE OKIE!
ITS POINTED!
LIKE MY FCUKING FORMAL HEELS!
HAHAHAHAHAH!!!
ITS LIKE THIS, >>
HAHAHHAHAHA!!!
SUCK THAT(:
i saw her when i was at citylink too.
cant help staring!!
so ugly la.
see?i win her la,at least my boobs are nicer!
man, low self-esteem, no confidence-me
CRIES!
lalala.
the display pic for vbus is me alright!
i lost the belt and pants la!
so want it back:(
buy buy buy! shop shop shop!
LALALA, BCS TIME!
KIMLOVESALL(:
SOTONG IS SWIMMING!

10:27 PM

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Monday, July 03, 2006

alright.
the whole world is bitching abt everybody.
somehow,i feel bad about bitching so much ok.
all thanks to my classmates.
made me realise how horrible someone will be when they bitch
my god, save me.
i should bitch less
laughs
i eat alot & im so fat, i admit that.
i bitch alot & im a bitch, i admit that too.
sigh sigh sigh
stop kim stop.
HAHA!
alright,time's running out, i've got only six months t o slim down
six months to december to kill that tummy and those horrible thunder tighs!
six months to siloso beach in a bikini w those slim tan legs and ohh hah body
haha!
i wish it'll happen,sincerely i hope and pray
but u know what,
im gonna at least TRY to make that happen!!(:
you wont know it after u try it.
lalala
move ur ass kim, please go jog.
JEREMY&BOON, GOTTA TAKE THINGS SLOW PLEASE.
MY HEART NTO AS POWDERFUL AS LAST TIME.
NEED TO JOG FIRST THEN MVOE ON TO RUNNING OKIE.

lalala,doing intro right now.
learning points!!
wahlao,brain dead okie.
am so so tired.not as if i did a lot of wrk ystd
but im still so freaking tired.

went shopping with sister on sunday(:
so fun!laugh laugh laugh!
we practically chiong the whole trip caus ei promised mum to reach home by 10
but i am late yet again, half an hr late(:
im gna be puntual the next time(:
bought top from bysi&topshop.
hoots, so hot(:

man, i miss terence.
hahaha.hello camper!where are you?
busy dating your 'sweetie bev' right(:
cute cute couple!HAHA
you bloody loser,please pass ur Os this yr alright?
18yr old alrdy,still in sec5(: no offence!
keep on working on ur penalty kicks n long passes pls.
somehow,they suck la.
must be my eyes right?
keep on staring.haha!

lalala,soccer mania was uber fun
a few probs here and there
bloody ama,ben knmows why(:
ben was so nice.
uber guai and fun to be w
mayb working w him wasn't that diff after all?
at least we had fun!
thought nehneh was mad at me for somethg
but yeah,she's jus tired(:
nono loves you!
nini,nehneh,nana&nunu

went to cut my hair on sunday.
wtf,i so the regret it okie
my fringe is gone!
i cant pin it up liek before
wonder how the imf ppl will say.
what if they dont want me cause of the hair?
CRIES!
ok, decided!
im gonna cut bangs and dye my hair BROWN after imf(:
cause gg TAS in second half of sem2 ma.
cant dye hair
yup(:
okie la,i hope i'll look good.

gna go back to intro before kenneth finds out!
HAHA!
GO KIM GO, CHIONG FINISH ALL THE PROJECTS(:
YOU CAN DO IT GIRL!
THEN YOU'LL ENJOY URSELF, GO SHOP, MANICURE, BITCH LALALALLALAL.
TURKEY OCTOPUS KANGKONG LOVES ALL(:

11:11 PM

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