Sunday, May 28, 2006
Tender Age of 45
You were always in pain,
Couldn’t stand the heat, couldn’t stand the cold.
We don’t know, but the pain inside,
Its killing you, its killing you real slow.
The heart can’t take it,
Struggling, trying hard to carry on.
But you fought hard, you fought on.
Until right now, it had to gain control.
The pain was unbearable,
The shock came too fast
Nobody could react, nobody, but you.
You pushed hard, telling your heart to stay on.
Just for a few days, a few more hours
A few more minutes, just try to stay on.
You need to see Aunt Catherine,
You need to see Christine and Grace,
You need to see all your family and friend,
Before you go to bed.
But Mr. Heart said he had to go,
He had to let it go.
He’s exhausted and he needs some rest,
He needs to let it go.
Pain pierced through every muscle,
Pump, stop, pump, choke, cough, and pump,
The pain started to gain control.
Tears came flowing down you eyes,
As those memories came flashing back.
You thought about your first date with Aunt Catherine,
Then the time you both walked down the aisle.
The birth of Christine and cute little Grace,
And the times they made your day.
If only Mr. Heart wasn’t sick, you’ll enjoy life in Rio Lake.
Retirement with Aunt Catherine,
And you’ll watch your daughters walk down the aisle,
You’ll witness the birth of your grandchild,
You’ll kiss, hug and smile at us
And give me that familiar big bear hug.
But the light blinded all those vision, the oh- so mighty bright light.
The light ended all your thoughts
The sins you’ve committed and the things God will praise you for,
All these came flashing back.
You feel like you’re lighter and lighter,
Like you can just flap your wings and fly.
You feel free, you feel no pain.
You’re going somewhere we’ll go one day.
I know we won’t meet ever again,
But wait for us; we’ll be there one day.
This could be the right way to end all this,
You’re too tired and exhausted to bear that pain.
Stop those tears, stop those pains.
Go on Uncle Steven, we’ll meet you there one day.
Don’t worry about Aunt Catherine, Christine or Grace
They’ll grow up to be strong, powerful women,
So don’t worry about them.
I promise I’ll look after them; we’ll take good care of them.
Thank you for showing me what perseverance is
I love you, God Bless
Rest in peace.
So yes, my mum’s good friend passed away
His daughter is like my very good fren too,
I din get to go to the wake and im really really sad about it.
I din pay my last respects and I think I’ll regret
Mum said I don’t have to go, and wasn’t convenient
I hope they’ll understand.
God-grandmother passed away in feb
And clarissa’s dad passes away in oct.
Although they’re not very close,but it makes me wonder what I’ll remember abt them after they passed on.
I wonder what they’ll remember about me after I leave this world.
I know I really love my family, but I cant remember much stuff
I know mama misses grandma, but I don’t wanna say anything to upset her even more.
I don’t seem to remember much about her, but I feel like crying whenever I think abt her,
I guess that can be counted as a connection too, right?
Had centis bbq at tropica, quite alright la.
Talked to fangyong about stuff and yeah,he totally understands how im feeling
HEYBROTHER!
Thanks for talking to me that night!
Felt bettter after talking it out(:
Thanks for sharing your story and you kno what?
YOU ROCK!(:
Went to pulau hantu in the weekends,
Bloody hell,it’s the slackiest and most boring camp I’ve ever attended ok!
Wth lak,its like stranded on an island and trying to make use of the time and play games tt are lousier than orientation games okie.
Hahahhaa!!._. sorry.
But still, I had fun la,cant deny that!
The ppl I met were funny okie,
Got this fren who looks like weilian from campus superstar.super funny!
And and and, benchow who din change his pants for two days!and his undies!
I stil love lene n zhaopei(:
NINI,NENE,NANA,NUNU,NONO! REPEAT REPEAT AND REPEAT!(:
ADD ME ADD ME ADD ME LEE!!!REPEAT REPEAT AND REPEAT!(:
POLAR BEAR! HUNTER AND DETECTIVE!(:
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!
WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!
Hahahaha.and the bunch of bananas who cant stop disturbing me with my
“OH MY GOD,ITS FREAKING BIG!”
Haha.,was referring to the giant grasshopper.
Then they ended up suaning me with tt phrase for the rest of the camp.
Funny!mattius&Edwin, you’ll get it from me.TRUST ME!
Hahaha.laugh laugh laugh.
Mid sem tests are here and I haven do anything abt it la.
So so dead,so im gonna study reral hard this week and hope tt I wont get distracted la!(:
kim loves all!
KIM SHOUTS:
You’re not a man!!!:(
GOODBYE!
8:18 PM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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