Sunday, May 28, 2006

Tender Age of 45
You were always in pain,
Couldn’t stand the heat, couldn’t stand the cold.
We don’t know, but the pain inside,
Its killing you, its killing you real slow.
The heart can’t take it,
Struggling, trying hard to carry on.
But you fought hard, you fought on.
Until right now, it had to gain control.
The pain was unbearable,
The shock came too fast
Nobody could react, nobody, but you.
You pushed hard, telling your heart to stay on.
Just for a few days, a few more hours
A few more minutes, just try to stay on.
You need to see Aunt Catherine,
You need to see Christine and Grace,
You need to see all your family and friend,
Before you go to bed.
But Mr. Heart said he had to go,
He had to let it go.
He’s exhausted and he needs some rest,
He needs to let it go.
Pain pierced through every muscle,
Pump, stop, pump, choke, cough, and pump,
The pain started to gain control.
Tears came flowing down you eyes,
As those memories came flashing back.
You thought about your first date with Aunt Catherine,
Then the time you both walked down the aisle.
The birth of Christine and cute little Grace,
And the times they made your day.
If only Mr. Heart wasn’t sick, you’ll enjoy life in Rio Lake.
Retirement with Aunt Catherine,
And you’ll watch your daughters walk down the aisle,
You’ll witness the birth of your grandchild,
You’ll kiss, hug and smile at us
And give me that familiar big bear hug.
But the light blinded all those vision, the oh- so mighty bright light.
The light ended all your thoughts
The sins you’ve committed and the things God will praise you for,
All these came flashing back.
You feel like you’re lighter and lighter,
Like you can just flap your wings and fly.
You feel free, you feel no pain.
You’re going somewhere we’ll go one day.
I know we won’t meet ever again,
But wait for us; we’ll be there one day.

This could be the right way to end all this,
You’re too tired and exhausted to bear that pain.
Stop those tears, stop those pains.
Go on Uncle Steven, we’ll meet you there one day.
Don’t worry about Aunt Catherine, Christine or Grace
They’ll grow up to be strong, powerful women,
So don’t worry about them.
I promise I’ll look after them; we’ll take good care of them.
Thank you for showing me what perseverance is
I love you, God Bless
Rest in peace.

So yes, my mum’s good friend passed away
His daughter is like my very good fren too,
I din get to go to the wake and im really really sad about it.
I din pay my last respects and I think I’ll regret
Mum said I don’t have to go, and wasn’t convenient
I hope they’ll understand.
God-grandmother passed away in feb
And clarissa’s dad passes away in oct.
Although they’re not very close,but it makes me wonder what I’ll remember abt them after they passed on.
I wonder what they’ll remember about me after I leave this world.
I know I really love my family, but I cant remember much stuff
I know mama misses grandma, but I don’t wanna say anything to upset her even more.
I don’t seem to remember much about her, but I feel like crying whenever I think abt her,
I guess that can be counted as a connection too, right?

Had centis bbq at tropica, quite alright la.
Talked to fangyong about stuff and yeah,he totally understands how im feeling
HEYBROTHER!
Thanks for talking to me that night!
Felt bettter after talking it out(:
Thanks for sharing your story and you kno what?
YOU ROCK!(:

Went to pulau hantu in the weekends,
Bloody hell,it’s the slackiest and most boring camp I’ve ever attended ok!
Wth lak,its like stranded on an island and trying to make use of the time and play games tt are lousier than orientation games okie.
Hahahhaa!!._. sorry.
But still, I had fun la,cant deny that!
The ppl I met were funny okie,
Got this fren who looks like weilian from campus superstar.super funny!
And and and, benchow who din change his pants for two days!and his undies!
I stil love lene n zhaopei(:
NINI,NENE,NANA,NUNU,NONO! REPEAT REPEAT AND REPEAT!(:
ADD ME ADD ME ADD ME LEE!!!REPEAT REPEAT AND REPEAT!(:
POLAR BEAR! HUNTER AND DETECTIVE!(:
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!
WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!
Hahahaha.and the bunch of bananas who cant stop disturbing me with my
“OH MY GOD,ITS FREAKING BIG!”
Haha.,was referring to the giant grasshopper.
Then they ended up suaning me with tt phrase for the rest of the camp.
Funny!mattius&Edwin, you’ll get it from me.TRUST ME!
Hahaha.laugh laugh laugh.
Mid sem tests are here and I haven do anything abt it la.
So so dead,so im gonna study reral hard this week and hope tt I wont get distracted la!(:

kim loves all!
KIM SHOUTS:
You’re not a man!!!:(
GOODBYE!

8:18 PM

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Monday, May 22, 2006

hey!
hahaha.laugh laugh laugh!!!
hahahahhahahahhahahahhaahahhaha.
guess what everybody?
im in DANCE!!D-A-N-C-E!!!
hello?do i look like i can even spell tt?
NO, HELL NO!!
hahah.but yes yes,its true.
im in modern dance,advanced class okie.
dont play play.hahs!
i bet xiangli,daryl,naz,peilian,joanna,joyce and the rest will jus laugh la.
wth.huiyan,ls,sinyee&the rest,stop laughing now.
bloody linsin din believe im e DQueen okie?
but u know what,i've always wanted to dance and sing.

i wanna sing,i wanna dance
i wanna be seen,i wanna be heard.
you're not stopping me cause im here,its KIM!!

hahahaha.okie..i dont know where tt came from but yes.
im gonna give it a shot!
its gonna b a BIG step but i can do it!
daryl wants to see me dance,
but i wonder whether she wanna see to laugh or to encourage? ponders.

lalalalal.
i dont know what to do.
what the fcuk.
i know im not really bothered abt it.
but hello? u think i dont?
yess i do,well,jus a little bit.
i mean, i did put feelings into this shit
even though im the one who wanted it to end,
and it din work out,
but still,the thought tt he flirted w her when we were still dating,
really hurts.
like whatever.
cause i don really care anymore.
seriously,all guys are jerks&they rot in hell.
hahas(:
no offence yeah,but i know i've got a bunch of really really nice guy frens out theree!(:
hahas.well well,good luck to this C girl who knows french.
like wat jodin said, u'll know when u get over him if ur happy for him.
well yes yes,but its a diff case,
cause im jus glad tt im not w him!haha./
well,i know we werent together,
but we were more than frens right?
and the one thing i hate abt ___ is tt he flirts alot?
like when i don respond,dont do anything,tell him the soark's gone,
he'll practically flyy to another girl?
wtf.wth.wtbh.HAHA!
thank God for letting me realise im tooo good for him
and tt letting go is the right choice.
enough is enough.
so yes,i dont care anymore,
GOODBYE!

and HELLO!haha.
why why why?
hahahah.i dont like you lak.
you're jus playing w my turban!
(hahahahahha! EDRIC!!! im using ur phrases la.
we're not racist ok(: )
no comments,i dont trust hot guys anyway.
laughs.lalalala.

seriously,why am i even troubled by those stuff?
cause im in the BEST poly in the east!(laughs)
and i've got so many greaatt frens
we hav so much fun together
why will i even feel down?haha.
yeah,so so so, lets jus RELAX n enjoy my poly lifeee before 2nd half of yr1 comes my way!!!
hahaha,im so slack.
WAKE UP GIRL!

11:28 PM

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Monday, May 15, 2006

HELLO!
well well,started school in tp alrdy(:
had fun in freshmen orientation camp and orientation(:
hahaha!!!CENTIS ROCKS LAK!
and and and, BUSINESS SCHOOL IS THE CHAMPION SCHOOL AGAIN!!!(:
and and and! I AM THE NEW FOC 06/07 DANCING QUEEN!!!
lalala.happy times and really ugly times i've had in the camp and orientation.
but u know wat,i don really give a damn cause i made ALOT of great frens there!
seriously,i've never enjoyed camp tt much,
it wasnt only because of the games and programmes,
it was about the ppl too!(:

well well,i can say tt its a good thing u look like a senior in the school!
hahaha.
the seniors say that i look like tp student union's quartermistress!
laughs.the first day i reach,they all swam in front of me like im some rare exhibit la
laughs.was so funny.got a shock(:
they say im exactly the same as her!
the typical ij girl-loud,noisy and crazy(:
hahhaa!sounds like me.

am gonna be super busy in poly.
im joining 4 ccas!hahaha!!!
tp student union,paceSETTERS,badminton and adventure club!!
i think im joining dance tooo.hahaha!
you all din know i can dance right?laughs.
and and i think im gg to become a camp instrutor
plus plus all the stuff i ahve to do at ytsa.
gosh,pray hard tt i can catch my breath!

i really love my friends lak.
they are always there for me
even though we know one another for less than three months
they care for u like you're their childhood frens know
really moved to tears
like zhaopei,fangyong,jodin,eddie,alan,kay,derek,yeeping and so many many moree.
thank you guys for being there when i need you(:
what can i say?their EQ is super high.
always know when somethg's wrong.hahah!
now i know whats the meaning of true friendship(:

lalalla!i love my class la deh!
1H02 rocks(:
seriouly,there will be a few ppl who cant simply try to click with the rest
but u know wat,who cares?
cause i've got a great bunch of frens here!
hahahahaha.
i've got jas&jeremy-the couple of the class,
my lovely little tiny who looks like stuart little's gf(:
i've got bubbly,screechy sheena
plus our cute bugis-street-ified foursome called fruitella!
and our hunky ah boon shan gong from jewel in the palace!hahas!
so so so many more fun ppl,all of them i love!
but but,theres jus two u don really wanna adore.
one who's hollow up there and is simply a B-I-T-C-H!
the other a bloody chap who jus cant stop talking crap,
one word-RUDE!
whatever,jus dont bother!

lalallala.
so many stuff happened lak.
what can i say,hmmm, hormones are growing
laughs.was a mistake from the beginning
don worry,i'll forget it all.
because mama says i must learn from my mistakes.
the other is jus wierd,
was jus a simple walk around the park and ta-dah!
i dont wanna elaborate!
if you wanna play with me,
i'll play with you too.laughs
not all sheeps are what they look like,trust me.
hahaha!
*maybelle will know why:D

so hmmm,right now i think i'll jus stay single.
mix around and have fun being a bachelorette(:
crash parties and chalets like nobody's business
and simply jus enjoy the poly life!
THREE CHEERS!!!

lalallala
after all the fun i have here at tp,
i still miss the old days at sjc.
sriously.i miss darylyn and her hopping,her bites,her kangkong leaves
and everythg else.
i miss 4FAITH and the rest of the ppl
crazy yiying,chao-tah carmen,gentle cheryl,cutie yvonne and the whole big lot.
i miss you ALL!!!
mr tan&mr chan,the best ft&co-fts you can ever have on earth
always so motivatiing and cute.i love you too!
my dear badm team,always noisy and passionate,
i love you all!
ms tan,always serious and fun to be with at the same time,
i love you dear!
my instructors,the tears,the laughter and the fun we have,
nobody can ever replace the suan tian ku la we've tasted!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!! cries.

8:44 PM

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