Sunday, October 02, 2005
oh god,like save my eyes
i saw too much of hell and i made too much criticism.
save me alright
just ponder upon that.
saw all the act-cute-act-sweet-act-all-so-pretty photos
saw all the words that'll burn God's notebook
saw all the msg she left that'll shame a skulk
saw all the moments she treated us like trash
like save me alright.
im was like drowning in my own saliva
(good ah!!digest my starch)
shit-o-man,i think i found out too much dirty secrets this week
its all turning,rotating ard me
i found out so much stuff
and now i suppose that mask that she wore for such a long time is gone,almost G-O-N-E
there's too much mistrust gg on ard the world
killing,backstabbing,bombing and such
i dont even know who to trust
they might seem like the best of frens but who knows what they say abt one another behind their backs?
she wasnt like the bitch i see now
she was so pure,so sweet,so natural, so her
but now?
i dun even wanna LOOK at her
the sight of her totally burns my cornea,iris and ciliary muscles
she turned into a total monster,
ripping people's hearts apart
just to content herself for that moment of fame,glory n popularity
she denied every single fact abt the ugly truth that she changed
she totally transformmed into one unstoppable monster like those in power rangers
the pink ranger tried to help,but i guess i was all too late
the virus had took control her and she was desstructive.
knocking down blocks of buildings that were so valuable to her in the past
not knowing that it'll be lmost impossible to build them up again one day
and now,that powerful virus in her has turned her heart black
it has turned so black,so cold, so dangerous, so inhuman
she was gone,totally gone.
leaving everything behind
she forgot abt the times we had fun,
she forgot abt the things she said abt not changing into a horrible person
she forgot abt the friendship she took so long to build up
it was totally gone
i wish i could turn back time
turn it back to the times where we could be there for her
to content her for her thirst of being in the limelight
to let her feel that we'll the ones she can turn to
to the times to let her know its a bad thing to do what she's doing now
if only we could,if only we could.
bit its all too late.
she dun seem liek she need me,i dont feel like i should even help her
she used all of us,every single one of us,just to get to the ppl she want to get close to
but too bad those few were just too dumb to realise that
and now,we all know why she loved to sick to her
i know now.
i rmbered,she told me there was no reson why she want to get close to them
hello,lying with ur eyes wide open?
u felt for __,didn't u?and thats why u wan to get close to them
what a shamless behaviour
but who am i to judge?
with all those words that came out from my mouth
aint it equally sinful?
oh no,there are so much more dark secrets comign my way tmr(:
alright!
i finally realised that my sms always exceed cause of my essay long sms
CUT DOWN!!!
hmm,can improve my summary too.
i heard abt this teachers gg ard to check our blogs
to see if any of us 'misuse of technology'
whatever they call that.
hello,blogspot says that vulgarities may be somethg for poems
whatever that limin told us cause i apparently cant remember
well,i cant be bothered much la
they din even give felicia any warning n she got a beta form
she's rich,she can sue(:
hahahha
i got a japanese name!
中島 Nakashima (center of the island)
久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)
man,heaven's on my side.
whatever 'eternal beautiful child' means,
i really dont get it.
and this is when i type in 'kimberly chew'
中島 Nakashima (center of the island)
千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn)
alright, they sound pretty good to me.
at least it doesnt turn out bad.
i watched the v long version of ROMEO&JULIET ystd on TV1
that malaysia channel?hahha
apparently,i hate scary movies nowadays cause it cuts down my sleeping time
so i just watch that till1am where my dinner(McWings!) came running to me
i din go for that darn wedding dinner
apparently i dun even know who the hell they are
and i had flu,which is killed by the panadol already
went for tuition for two days,
mrs kumar loves me already
cause i think im the lousiestt here.cries.
i need to stop slacking and start to start the engines n step on the pedal and SPEED!
children's day was so bad,i added more kilos to my potato shape figure by contributing to pizza hut
kiil me alright!
i look like a potato.
and i've decided,im gonna buy my ipod nano!
it'll keep all those boring sleepy bus rides entertained!
so,i'll wait for that second batch to come!
anyone wants,come buy from me alright!
i love this so much!
I Was Born To Love You Lyrics-Queen
I was born to love you (love you...)
With every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you
Every single day (single day...)
All right... Hey, hey
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you every single day of my life
You are the one for me I am the man for you
You were made for me you're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream and my dreams come true
It's so hard to believe this is happening to me
An amazing feeling coming through
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you (honey) every single day of my life
I wanna love you, I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
(Born) to love you, (born) to love you, yes (Born) I was born to love you
(Born) to love you, (born) to love you, every single day of my life
I was born to take care of you every single day, day, day of my life
An amazing feeling coming through
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yeah I was born to take care of you every single day of my life
Yes, I was born to love you
Every single day...of my life
I love you baby
Yeah, born to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Hey, I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
Yeah, yeah... Aha it's magic
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely yeah
I wanna love you... It's magic
Love you yeah, give it to me
2:12 AM
I love vintage & rouge-.
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