Friday, October 07, 2005
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN XINJIE!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAMIN!!!HAPPY DARLING'S DAY MAYBELLE!!!I WISH THAT YOU'LL BE HAPPY EVERYDAY!alright
got back our prelim results
made some improvements,ithink about ten grades la
and its still so trashy
but now my engine's all full and pu ped up,
i'll dash across the finish line with no problems!
have FAITH!cause we'll all make it to the end
if i can finish my 2.4km in ten mins,i can do this in 30 days!
cause if chubby little cute ahteoh can do it,I CAN TOO!!
had so many lectures,stressful remarks and encouraging talks from so many teachers
too many i can even remember,
but still,brother and ahteoh really made an impression in me
so im determined to do the very best of me(:
i got 25 for L1R5,faints
and 17 for L1R4,double faints
hello?my sister for like eh,six points?
JUST KILL ME!!!
so i tihnk i can only qualify for MI for first three months
btu that is if im ready and determined to go jc
but i really look foward to poly life
so,goodbye jc life! no more uniforms!
i had a pet for two days some day this week
hah!cant remember(:
i went to elizabeth's hse with maybelle,shamin n tiff
and we saw this really colourful and pretty spider on her window
so i decided to catch it and keep it as a pet(:
brouht it to school and it was like some rare thing?
is it that rare?i dun think keeping a spider is whatever they say,
its beautiful, you know
should see the specific colourings and linings on her long legs!
then i decided to let it go because it seems like its starving to death
even though i fed it a dead fly yiying n cheryl caught(with much surprise),
and it didnt even eat a single wing from that pathetic dead fly
so i let it go a my hse's field
hoping it'll live a very long and happy life(:
i cried out,"ni yao xing fu ah!"
so lame right?
got this auntie staring at me,
what was a schoolgirl doing in the field talking to the grass?haha
alright
im really loosing hope
if YOU are ever reading this entry,
just open that window and jumo down now okie
cause thats how you'll feel
hah!
loosing hope,no trust,no love
no feelings,all dead inside
no dreams,no faith
not keeping it alive
all gone,its gone,
never gonna come alive
time to let go,forget everything
and say goodbye
well,in the first place
did it even happen?
i doubt so,nothing ever did happen between the two of us
i dun even feel if i know u anymore
too much distance,too many false hopes
im sorry for the wrong impulse that i sent,really
and now,i think you'll be happy off without me
where you'll start a new life,
away,away,far far away from me
forget the memories,the times i made u smile
and the way i look
forget the laughs,the shy moments
and the times we felt a connection
forget your past,remember the present
and look forward to the future
it'll be a time full of happiness
seriously,i dun feel like i can ever ever trust you
trust you with my words,with my life
cause it aint the lifestyle fit for me
and love cant cover up every single thing
and i doubt it was even l-o-v-e coming from me
probably the guilt of making you wait
dying in hope i'll turn to look
but i hate it when you're with other girls
i hate it when you dont seem to care
i hate it when you're not around
i hate it when you stare
that isnt something i can deny
because i felt it inside
doubts,doubts,full of doubts
haha!
went ard looking at ppl's blogs
well,if it aint somethg that belongs to you,
then you should let it go
i believe that God created every single thing on Earth for a reason
and i beileve that every single thing has a life of its own
even if thes the laptop you're typing on so furiously,
it'll feel pain,it'll be hurt and soon,you'll see the repairman come running along!
i believe its the way that it reacts
and even if u dont need it,
it doesnt belongs to you,
no matter how hard you try to get it
it'll never ever be happy
like the miniskirts we buy because they're so pretty!
but your size6 and they are size2,
you think you can wear it?
and you're just gonna hang it there in the wardobe?
you think those pretty skirts will be happy to be hidden in some dirty old closet?
shouldn't it be sliding along those slim long legs heading to town
and make heads turn?
isnt keeping those damn cloth make it feel sad?
alright,it doesnt link at all!!!
hahah,but i hope you'll know what i meant
its a little bit harsh,but,here goes
no point holding on to something that doesnt belong to us anymoreeven though its hard to let go,we have tobecause it'll mark the begginning of a new lifeso everybody,lets GROW!!!
start a new life,a new chapter in life!(:
i dont feel for you anymore
everyone should listen to death cab for cutie
its a band from the states
sis bought their latest cd
ts really soothing and rock and everything nice
but half the time,i cant make out the words they r singing
which i think is cool
like the slow motion kind of coldplay la
depends on mood,you feel high,
you feel like snapping the cd into a million pieces
feel relaxed,you'll feel even more relax!
talking to someone really important in my life now on msn
i din like her when she was in sec one
i dunnno why!
but now,i think she's a really great fren
and she's one of the few that are counted as matured in her level(:
she's really wise and bright(:
im glad i touched her life abt her badminton life
but im sorry i broke her trust one or twice
im terribly sorry,i thought what i did was correct,
but in fact,at the other side,it wasnt at all
it hurt you and cause u not to believe me
but dont you ever doubt our friendship,
doubt our trust,and doubt our love
cause i treasure our friendship
and dont stop believeing in me
I LOVE YOU CHOI!Oh, did i tell anyone that i can sew really well?
and that i sew pouches for people who are dear to me
dun fret if u dun have one yet,
because its on a fisrt come first serve basis
and eh,its not really processing cause i have the big O!
so after these horrible days,
count on me to make u somethg handy to fit on everythng you want!
and they'll coem in the coolest nicest fabric in town!
and im even making bracelets and earrings!
my business partner is shamin!
its called,
i forgot(:
hahahhaha!
so come give me orders if you want okie?(:
its free if im giving it for your bday or whatsoever
and every stitch is sewn with my love for you(:
the love of forever friendship
God Bless(:
Mug Hard!!
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