Tuesday, October 18, 2005
I SO DID SCREW UP MY STUPID BIO PRACTICAL TODAY
I AM SO DEAD SO DEAD SO DEAD
I JUST KILLED MY A1!!!
HOW HOW HOW?
IM NOT EVEN CONFIDENT OF MY OTHER PAPERS!!!
KILL MEE!!!
oh my!!!
and and and,limin,shidah,yumin.yat,maybelle n i went to catch theif today!
hahahah
i saw these three girls at Mos on friday
they are like so tiny,
i can squash them with my last finger
but i heard them saying in chinese
"how many u took?i took four le"
stuff like that
and i knew they went shoplifting
and the items they took were like glittery pens la!
typical little ahlians and their shiny pens._.
then today we saw them again
so i told the others
then we knew they want to steal again la
so we jsut walk here walk there
like interrupt them when they attempt to steal
hah!how exciting(:
then limin say she saw them leaving the plastic covers behind
means they stole le la
then we report to the auntie and the inefficient uncle
in the end,those three horrifying looking young immature ladies left popular
man,thought we can be some good samaritans or something?
hahaha!wo men shi hao gong ming(:
well well,did feel bad but its for their own good(:
mummy cares!hah!
okie,gotta go!!
kim loves all!
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Friday, October 07, 2005
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN XINJIE!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAMIN!!!HAPPY DARLING'S DAY MAYBELLE!!!I WISH THAT YOU'LL BE HAPPY EVERYDAY!alright
got back our prelim results
made some improvements,ithink about ten grades la
and its still so trashy
but now my engine's all full and pu ped up,
i'll dash across the finish line with no problems!
have FAITH!cause we'll all make it to the end
if i can finish my 2.4km in ten mins,i can do this in 30 days!
cause if chubby little cute ahteoh can do it,I CAN TOO!!
had so many lectures,stressful remarks and encouraging talks from so many teachers
too many i can even remember,
but still,brother and ahteoh really made an impression in me
so im determined to do the very best of me(:
i got 25 for L1R5,faints
and 17 for L1R4,double faints
hello?my sister for like eh,six points?
JUST KILL ME!!!
so i tihnk i can only qualify for MI for first three months
btu that is if im ready and determined to go jc
but i really look foward to poly life
so,goodbye jc life! no more uniforms!
i had a pet for two days some day this week
hah!cant remember(:
i went to elizabeth's hse with maybelle,shamin n tiff
and we saw this really colourful and pretty spider on her window
so i decided to catch it and keep it as a pet(:
brouht it to school and it was like some rare thing?
is it that rare?i dun think keeping a spider is whatever they say,
its beautiful, you know
should see the specific colourings and linings on her long legs!
then i decided to let it go because it seems like its starving to death
even though i fed it a dead fly yiying n cheryl caught(with much surprise),
and it didnt even eat a single wing from that pathetic dead fly
so i let it go a my hse's field
hoping it'll live a very long and happy life(:
i cried out,"ni yao xing fu ah!"
so lame right?
got this auntie staring at me,
what was a schoolgirl doing in the field talking to the grass?haha
alright
im really loosing hope
if YOU are ever reading this entry,
just open that window and jumo down now okie
cause thats how you'll feel
hah!
loosing hope,no trust,no love
no feelings,all dead inside
no dreams,no faith
not keeping it alive
all gone,its gone,
never gonna come alive
time to let go,forget everything
and say goodbye
well,in the first place
did it even happen?
i doubt so,nothing ever did happen between the two of us
i dun even feel if i know u anymore
too much distance,too many false hopes
im sorry for the wrong impulse that i sent,really
and now,i think you'll be happy off without me
where you'll start a new life,
away,away,far far away from me
forget the memories,the times i made u smile
and the way i look
forget the laughs,the shy moments
and the times we felt a connection
forget your past,remember the present
and look forward to the future
it'll be a time full of happiness
seriously,i dun feel like i can ever ever trust you
trust you with my words,with my life
cause it aint the lifestyle fit for me
and love cant cover up every single thing
and i doubt it was even l-o-v-e coming from me
probably the guilt of making you wait
dying in hope i'll turn to look
but i hate it when you're with other girls
i hate it when you dont seem to care
i hate it when you're not around
i hate it when you stare
that isnt something i can deny
because i felt it inside
doubts,doubts,full of doubts
haha!
went ard looking at ppl's blogs
well,if it aint somethg that belongs to you,
then you should let it go
i believe that God created every single thing on Earth for a reason
and i beileve that every single thing has a life of its own
even if thes the laptop you're typing on so furiously,
it'll feel pain,it'll be hurt and soon,you'll see the repairman come running along!
i believe its the way that it reacts
and even if u dont need it,
it doesnt belongs to you,
no matter how hard you try to get it
it'll never ever be happy
like the miniskirts we buy because they're so pretty!
but your size6 and they are size2,
you think you can wear it?
and you're just gonna hang it there in the wardobe?
you think those pretty skirts will be happy to be hidden in some dirty old closet?
shouldn't it be sliding along those slim long legs heading to town
and make heads turn?
isnt keeping those damn cloth make it feel sad?
alright,it doesnt link at all!!!
hahah,but i hope you'll know what i meant
its a little bit harsh,but,here goes
no point holding on to something that doesnt belong to us anymoreeven though its hard to let go,we have tobecause it'll mark the begginning of a new lifeso everybody,lets GROW!!!
start a new life,a new chapter in life!(:
i dont feel for you anymore
everyone should listen to death cab for cutie
its a band from the states
sis bought their latest cd
ts really soothing and rock and everything nice
but half the time,i cant make out the words they r singing
which i think is cool
like the slow motion kind of coldplay la
depends on mood,you feel high,
you feel like snapping the cd into a million pieces
feel relaxed,you'll feel even more relax!
talking to someone really important in my life now on msn
i din like her when she was in sec one
i dunnno why!
but now,i think she's a really great fren
and she's one of the few that are counted as matured in her level(:
she's really wise and bright(:
im glad i touched her life abt her badminton life
but im sorry i broke her trust one or twice
im terribly sorry,i thought what i did was correct,
but in fact,at the other side,it wasnt at all
it hurt you and cause u not to believe me
but dont you ever doubt our friendship,
doubt our trust,and doubt our love
cause i treasure our friendship
and dont stop believeing in me
I LOVE YOU CHOI!Oh, did i tell anyone that i can sew really well?
and that i sew pouches for people who are dear to me
dun fret if u dun have one yet,
because its on a fisrt come first serve basis
and eh,its not really processing cause i have the big O!
so after these horrible days,
count on me to make u somethg handy to fit on everythng you want!
and they'll coem in the coolest nicest fabric in town!
and im even making bracelets and earrings!
my business partner is shamin!
its called,
i forgot(:
hahahhaha!
so come give me orders if you want okie?(:
its free if im giving it for your bday or whatsoever
and every stitch is sewn with my love for you(:
the love of forever friendship
God Bless(:
Mug Hard!!
kim loves all
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
oh god,like save my eyes
i saw too much of hell and i made too much criticism.
save me alright
just ponder upon that.
saw all the act-cute-act-sweet-act-all-so-pretty photos
saw all the words that'll burn God's notebook
saw all the msg she left that'll shame a skulk
saw all the moments she treated us like trash
like save me alright.
im was like drowning in my own saliva
(good ah!!digest my starch)
shit-o-man,i think i found out too much dirty secrets this week
its all turning,rotating ard me
i found out so much stuff
and now i suppose that mask that she wore for such a long time is gone,almost G-O-N-E
there's too much mistrust gg on ard the world
killing,backstabbing,bombing and such
i dont even know who to trust
they might seem like the best of frens but who knows what they say abt one another behind their backs?
she wasnt like the bitch i see now
she was so pure,so sweet,so natural, so her
but now?
i dun even wanna LOOK at her
the sight of her totally burns my cornea,iris and ciliary muscles
she turned into a total monster,
ripping people's hearts apart
just to content herself for that moment of fame,glory n popularity
she denied every single fact abt the ugly truth that she changed
she totally transformmed into one unstoppable monster like those in power rangers
the pink ranger tried to help,but i guess i was all too late
the virus had took control her and she was desstructive.
knocking down blocks of buildings that were so valuable to her in the past
not knowing that it'll be lmost impossible to build them up again one day
and now,that powerful virus in her has turned her heart black
it has turned so black,so cold, so dangerous, so inhuman
she was gone,totally gone.
leaving everything behind
she forgot abt the times we had fun,
she forgot abt the things she said abt not changing into a horrible person
she forgot abt the friendship she took so long to build up
it was totally gone
i wish i could turn back time
turn it back to the times where we could be there for her
to content her for her thirst of being in the limelight
to let her feel that we'll the ones she can turn to
to the times to let her know its a bad thing to do what she's doing now
if only we could,if only we could.
bit its all too late.
she dun seem liek she need me,i dont feel like i should even help her
she used all of us,every single one of us,just to get to the ppl she want to get close to
but too bad those few were just too dumb to realise that
and now,we all know why she loved to sick to her
i know now.
i rmbered,she told me there was no reson why she want to get close to them
hello,lying with ur eyes wide open?
u felt for __,didn't u?and thats why u wan to get close to them
what a shamless behaviour
but who am i to judge?
with all those words that came out from my mouth
aint it equally sinful?
oh no,there are so much more dark secrets comign my way tmr(:
alright!
i finally realised that my sms always exceed cause of my essay long sms
CUT DOWN!!!
hmm,can improve my summary too.
i heard abt this teachers gg ard to check our blogs
to see if any of us 'misuse of technology'
whatever they call that.
hello,blogspot says that vulgarities may be somethg for poems
whatever that limin told us cause i apparently cant remember
well,i cant be bothered much la
they din even give felicia any warning n she got a beta form
she's rich,she can sue(:
hahahha
i got a japanese name!
中島 Nakashima (center of the island)
久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child)
man,heaven's on my side.
whatever 'eternal beautiful child' means,
i really dont get it.
and this is when i type in 'kimberly chew'
中島 Nakashima (center of the island)
千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn)
alright, they sound pretty good to me.
at least it doesnt turn out bad.
i watched the v long version of ROMEO&JULIET ystd on TV1
that malaysia channel?hahha
apparently,i hate scary movies nowadays cause it cuts down my sleeping time
so i just watch that till1am where my dinner(McWings!) came running to me
i din go for that darn wedding dinner
apparently i dun even know who the hell they are
and i had flu,which is killed by the panadol already
went for tuition for two days,
mrs kumar loves me already
cause i think im the lousiestt here.cries.
i need to stop slacking and start to start the engines n step on the pedal and SPEED!
children's day was so bad,i added more kilos to my potato shape figure by contributing to pizza hut
kiil me alright!
i look like a potato.
and i've decided,im gonna buy my ipod nano!
it'll keep all those boring sleepy bus rides entertained!
so,i'll wait for that second batch to come!
anyone wants,come buy from me alright!
i love this so much!
I Was Born To Love You Lyrics-Queen
I was born to love you (love you...)
With every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you
Every single day (single day...)
All right... Hey, hey
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you every single day of my life
You are the one for me I am the man for you
You were made for me you're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream and my dreams come true
It's so hard to believe this is happening to me
An amazing feeling coming through
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yes I was born to take care of you (honey) every single day of my life
I wanna love you, I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
(Born) to love you, (born) to love you, yes (Born) I was born to love you
(Born) to love you, (born) to love you, every single day of my life
I was born to take care of you every single day, day, day of my life
An amazing feeling coming through
I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart
Yeah I was born to take care of you every single day of my life
Yes, I was born to love you
Every single day...of my life
I love you baby
Yeah, born to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Hey, I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
Yeah, yeah... Aha it's magic
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely yeah
I wanna love you... It's magic
Love you yeah, give it to me
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