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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

26.
i didnt though much about 26.
jus though its a normal number
but,i swear, 26 has made a deep mark in my life
and i'll remember it

26
its mean so many many things in my life
26; many ppl died
far far away from their homes in the lonely streets and beaches
now, they're far beyond recognition
rotting and decomposing in those cold air conditioned metal containers
waiting for the day that they'll rest in peace
hoping that one day, they'll see those familliar faces again

26
it means so much in my life
its the day that those waves came crushing down onto the beautiful beach
and those resorts that made me feel like a king
it also meant that my family is safe back at home
watching the horrifying news on tv
thank God that we're back home safe
praying that the tour guide was safe
hoping that a miracle will happen
but everything's gone

26
it was a day i talked about the adventures at phuket
and explaining why i got my brown tan
telling those people that i escaped death
sharing my stories and tales that i saw,heard and felt
it was the most memorable day ever
its the day that all of us cried when we're watching news
watching how blessed we are to be at home
how grateful that we're not there

26
it was the day that the protein pumper started beating real fast
it wasnt love at first sight
but i knew that he was the one
the pumper beat real fast
cheeks turned red and rosy
hands became wet and sweaty
and i realised it was different
its not the same
and it never ever will be

26
the day i hope will come soon
as each month pass,
i try to recall the encounters i have with you
wondering if there'll be a start
praying that what i dream will come true
hoping that you'll finally notice me

26
it was the day that i felt like dying
the ever last day im gonna see the metal ship
it was like leaving and never coming back
the feeling cuts deeply into the heart
it was something i never felt before
i thought sundays were happy days?
well,not today then.
i'll be leaving you and i dont know when i'll see you again
tears filled my eyes,but i fought them off
thinking it's gonna be fine..
since you wasnt even mine to start with
-you wasnt mine.

26
the day and month that i wanna spend every year with you
celebrating the journey of life,
adding a little candle every year
buying the tastiest cake i can find
singing you the ultimate song
kissing and hugging you after the lights went out
congratulate you with the present that i will take ages to look for
look into your eyes and wish you
happy birthday, my dear

26
i told you it meant alot to me
if only i can feel so blessed,
so warm with love,
and filled with joy
with every 26 that came by
if only,
if only...

if only you were mine.
SUBMARINE.

8:11 PM

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