Monday, June 27, 2005
okie.
well,apparently as everyone dreads,
the sch starts today
total bore okie.
the whole day every tcher does is jus got hrought papers la
boring,jus copy copy copy
and i got 16/80 for A maths.
man!why din i drop it?
let me pass darling!!
well,and like finally my parents decided to trust me
AND FIRE THE BLOODY TUTOR
hell with him man.
still tell my mum say what if need any help go find him
OVER MY DEAD BODY YOU SPASTIC FREAK!!
JUST GO A-W-A-Y!!!
yeah.
he's gone
and now i think mum's gonna call this old ah pek who's very very good?
hmmm..hope so.
YEAH
this week is officially announced as AVIVA WEEK!
yeah.hahah.
so that means this sat n sun i get to go to the stadium!!
and watch and cheer like im one of them!YEAH
hahahs.
and ystd,
bloody SBA have to have trn for TS players on a SUNDAY???
wth.and its like its from 645 to 1300.
GO EAT SHIT LA.
and its like i dont get to see the submarine la.
stupid metal ship(xjie,got it now?)
hahah.
yah.but aisyah's parents gave me a lift to the interchange.
bleamy,i can see they are really educated and rich ppl(:
alicia must be so jealous that i sat in HIS car(:
hahahah
dots.
well,thats not the point!
i din see him for 15 days already.
and ystd was like the sixth month!?
im crazy ah.hahahs.
perseverence is the key(:
hahaha.
well,i search the web abt the aviva open result
YEAHNESS to derek,swee hau and aaron!
they won their matches and they're gg into rnd2!!
YEAH!!!and he's playing at 1200 tmr
man,im still in school lo!
WTH!!hahahs.
well,at least he won(:
azlin played today too,mixed doubles?
btu he lost la.sad though.
seems rather close
i just hope tha ti can go watch tmr?hahs
but like i cant?
stupid amy told me only derek went into next rnd.
made me so scared la
and i realise he did get into rnd 2 too!
hmmm.
so is derek's beautiful face that famous??
or the coaching parnets?
ponders
wed there's course at national stadium
and after the course,
i think most of us are gg to watch la
then dinnering together ba!(:
yeah,family gathering again!
hahha.its gonna be so damn fun la!
hahahha.
hope it goes wel.
okie,im so not supposed to be here
there's a,e math and ss test tmr!!and its late le
hahaha
well,till then!
kim loves all!!
4:16 AM
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
okie.
how nice,my mum went to buy the clothes for my grooming course ystd?
was it ystd?nope,monday
man,i had no idea what the hell im shopping for
so i was looking out for office wear wearing ladies in COMPASS POINT
well,there wasnt many,
jus six.-all at the bank._.
yesyes.
so i jus decided to buy that blazer from G2000
since there was a offer gg on too.
it sounds resonable to me thought
a hundred bucks blazer n a free skirt or pants
man,then when i was paying,
i found out the blazer is actually $149 la!!!
wahlao.
my mum was like so mad..
ahh.but she still bought it
wahlao.
i look like im drowning in the blazer le.
im always like that
so indecissive and i cant shop alone
well,i wasnt alone..but where do you think the GENES came from??
im not a smart shopper,without doubt i can confirm that
and i cant decide,takes ages n then i'll regret
bleamy.
but it fucking 150 buckksss laaa!!!
man,and jus now
mum called me to wear to let her see
wahlao,then dad was like,okie la.quite nice what
then mum was like, of course la,149 le!
then sis jus started yelling and screaming that i shldnt have bought it
i shld have jus bought a simple fucking blouse n skirt
well,i know i shld have too.
but i dont think its my fault too.
cause when i ask her so many numerous times what shld i wear,
she just fucking ignore me or jus say"skirt lo"
like that helped???
well,yes it did.it helped my parents waste 150.
but i mean,the blazer can be put to other uses too right?
like cold cold lecture rooms?yesyes
and it can hibinate in my cupboard till im old enough to wear too what
i mean,everyone will have a expensive thing that can be kept right?
well,i guess this is it?
so now,i spend my money really really carefully
well,i guess i have to learn from this mistake and nvr do it agn?
yeah.
but i feel really really bad inside
this month my damn just-pass-her-licence sister drove the car
and happily bang into some carpark thing
and pong-chek the tires
and my poor parents have to change the tires??
all 4 of them!!and it coasts abt 400 bucks alright
and my dad's skin prob.
and all the expenses?
and that fucking suit?
my family overspent this month okie.
super duper overspent
i feel so damn guilty
i offered a refund to mum from my bank acnt.
but mum denied it,
i feel so bad!!!!
but i mean,if i bought a blouse n a skirt
it'll also reach abt a hundres bucks right??
went for wind surfing lessons today agn
the second day i went for it
learn togthr with sis n her frens
haha
uncle robert kinda arranged the whole thing for us with the guy
then the stupid monotone guy gave us some super young coach
his name is adrian.
i swear,throughtout this whole two days,six hrs.
i have never called his name yet._.
jus eh eh,excuse me??
but he's kinda cute la
he's v young,prob like my sister's age?
and he's rather soft spoken la!
so soft,wind blow cannot hear him one lo.
btu he has a good temper.very calm kind??
haha,no wonder i cant be a coach la._.
but it was very fun!!
the first day,there wasnt ANY wind okie.
the leaves din even MOVE
not a single CM lo!!!
then everythg was easy peasy.
hahaha
then today,whoa!
the wind,current and sun was there.
everythg i learned went out of my mind
i couldnt rmb anythg,jus stod on the board n eh eh??
then wave crash in,
and into the water i go._.
so many times okie??
and when i looked ard,
my retarded sister was surfing away smiling smiling smiling
bloody hell
then caoch had to come in n help me with it
taught me taught me
then i fell fell and fell
then when he walk away,everythg was rather fine
haha.jinx ah! joking joking
but when he came to rescue the irritated me,
the wind suddenly picked up and i couldnt grab the sail
then i fell into the water and so did the heavy sail
and the metal part called mast came crashing on my head
wahlao!
damn painful can
so heavy la
then the stupid adrian still can stand her n wait for me to stand n ask
"are you okie?"quite slow right?
nvm,at least he did ask la.hahahs
btut he day before,when i was practicing,
my sail nearly hit him la
it landed on the water directly in front of his face
wahahaha.
so,graduated from course 1!!
total yeahness!
hhahaa.so now i can go back there and brush up my surfing skills la(:
can still hear adrain shout
"kimberly,okie,try tilting, put your sail to the back of the board, body lean towardas the nose,
pull pull pull pull, then let go of behand, swing sail to secure position,
then start back to sailing position, ahh... okie okie. well done"
well,thats only ONE part fo the whole course
only ONE of the thing you must know how to do la.
and i think i only heard the WELL DONE ONCE lo!!
so i only succeded ONCE._.
im such an idiot
but he was very patient la.
a nice coach(:
hahahs.
rush for national stadium after lesson
jus in time for the ytsa course
i think sjc only badm teamjoin la
well,GOOD!
made a total fool of myself
well, had a lot of fun la
play play play
learn learn learn
and i cheapthrill alot ALOT
and we created alot of noise(:
the typical us,even my darling juniors(x2) are like that too.
hahahs,sec1s n 2s.
jus hope that the playful JUNIORS can PAY MORE ATTENTION LA!!
hahah.
well,i think the whole theatrette knows us now la
simply cause of MARCELLA YONG'S LOUD "asshole"
well,its loud enough for the EVERYONE to hear
wahaha,well,partly is my fault.
but i didnt shout that word out!!!
hahahha
neh neh,i think the ppl know us so well le la.
they call us"the grp of badm girls"
then when they were talking abt aviva open
they told us that thre's FREE TICKS!!
that we can have
btu we have to cheer for TS ppl!
like yes yes yes!!!
then he said this
"hmm,you all have to cheer for Team Spore athletes like Ronald Susilo,
well,speaking of him, i invited him to say hello to you guys"
and susilo walked in!!!
wahlao..
then the IC,called anthony,kept on turning to look at us
hahah
well,i din yell or shout what!
jus oh my god oh my god
then they called us to stay back
"the grp of badm girls"
hahah
then the other IC amy,
told us that they'll send us to Aviva open to cheer for the TS ppl!!!
yeahness.hahahs
they say we'll have passes or even TS shirts!!
so we're representing YTSA to support the players!
YEAHNESS!
and she say there'll be a special place for us to be at to cheer
yeah,now i know why god gave me a BIG voice(:
so special la!
so fun..then there's another activity that we signed up for
its some get together for atheletes
have some heritage tour then at night,
we're gg cemetery
like whatever for??
i heard heritage tour,i sian la..
then hear anthony say CEMETRY,
you can see the whole sec2s jump up
like yesh!!fun fun fun
but its at night la._.
but its gonna be fun(:
and i hope that i'll get to cheer for submarine
cause i think he's playing in aviva too!!
and i think sub's gonna be there for the get together thing too(:
well,lets hope sso!!
YEAHNESS.,
i never regretted joining this thing
and i dont think i ever will!
well,at least there's somethg to look forward to now!!
but i think i have to do a lot of planning of time
so i wun clash my hw with work(:
pls pls pls,let me have the motivation to study!!
SUBMARINE!!!
its been ten days since i sasw that stupid metal ship
grumbles la.
well,kim loves all!
7:12 AM
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Monday, June 20, 2005
HELLO.
HERE'S SOMETHING I THOUGHT ABOUT AFTER SUNDAY'S TRN(:
I don't know why but sometimes people mistake what I mean
When I treat you right,
You might think I want to use you for any means
But, no, I don't
When i talk to you, you might think i wanna suck up to you
But no, i dont
I know people hate me, despise me and all
But, im just trying my best to be myself
well, shouldnt you be glad that its ME you see and not any other freak?
i know i may be irritating,i may be possesive
but i am just myself
i may be rude, i may be egoistic,
but im just me
maybe you'll accept it,mayb you wouldnt
but i promise you i can change
for the better if you should say
can you imagine that damn asshole being herself and continues to produce nth else btu shit
and no damn person on earth tells her to stop?
then she cant see whats happening and continue to pollute the wonderful Earth?
so help me,all of you,
help me to produce shit, but it shall be nice shit, good waste
waste that can be put to great use
shit that is high in fibre and make a better asshole
and a better person inside
thank you.
i try my best to compromise to what i see an eyesore
but i hope that you'll compromise to me and one day
if ever,one day, i shall break loose and yell my lungs at you,
i hope you'll understand
everything has a limir,you with my horrible behavious and me with you this cruel little thing
so lets compromise and nmake the world a better place.
anyway
i hopee things will be alright for LP No. ...i forgot
well,now that you know its you
i hope you'll understand.
and we hope you'll cahnge for the better too!!!
LOVES.
tmr there's wind surfing lessonnss.
so i need my tender sleep;
update agn tmr(:
12:23 AM
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
back from badm camp
i dont know how to explain it
bloody mixed up emotions those 3days 2nights
gotta say this first,
this entry isnt nice at all.
no offence but jus read on..
well,i got to understnd my juniors really well now(:
heh.the team bonded and all
which is really nice
butt his camp also marks the end of my badm life in sjc
i'll miss it though
well,loads of things that pissed me off in the camp
but no hard feelings though
but i think i understnd my teammates better now
i see things in a diff way
now i understnd myself better too
its all diff now that im a certified senior
who can come back to scare the tiny sec1s
and scold my bloody slacker-juniors
wo lao le ahh!!!
hehs.
but i tell you la.
i seriously cannot stand ___
she cant stop shaking when she talks la
and i have to bear with it for three dayys?
bleamy.i get irritated easily and she still shake shake shake
and when she talk to us ah,
she act like she's some tcher and sits dwn on the chair??
hello.your jus a fucking student
and i can so fuking see that she doesnt know a single fucking thing
and shes gona lead the team next yr
fat hope la.
i doubt they'll gonna go far
and every single fucking thing is dont by stacy n elaine.
where the fucking hell are you?
you depend everything on them
u say u know ur not a good leader
but move those bloody limbs,not jus that fucking mouth
i think those moleys are seriously fucking blind
to think that they can trust you with the job?
well,i think we all saw it clear.
you cant lead madam
you did no shit
you didnt do all the backstage work
you just wanted to stand out there to get the title
you can even earn our respect for you
you slack during trns and lost ALL the matches
even i can win you when im such a lousy pok
what more can i say??
and there is you.
i dont know whats gotten into you my dear
but i thought that i knew you well
you dont seem like the ___ i knew before
you followed her everywhere she went
your just like a fucking dog
you copy every single fucking shit she did
now where is the __ i knew had gone?
come on and get back to your own skin
and quit this fucking game
cause i cant stand you any longer
and i dont even wanna start
you talk like your all that
but actually your not
i dont even dare to speak bout being serious and fight for comps
and u dare to shoot at the sec1s?
i dont even think your enough to scold them
because i see you slack
jus wake up and slap your fucking face
its reality that really counts so stop thinking you are great
and you my fucking bitch
i dont know if its you i see?
cause i dont understnd how ppl like you survive
or mayb its your luck
moleys think that you are great
but come on,its just an act
we see you bio-ing them to see if they were checking you out
so then you can put up a fucking good act to show that youre the best
and you come tell me that your fucking sick
before those fucking matches
then smile away when there's no stress
and think it'll be a good excuse to get away if you lost
come on,dont think your fucking smart because we're not stupid
becaue we can see you plan those fucking acts
you can slack all those fucking trns
cause i graduated and i dont give a fucking damn
just slack all you want and end up like the first fucking shit
well,i simply dont care.
you can see we despise you
but i dont think u understand
you think its okie because you've got moley's support.
well,we dont give a damn
okie.
now you two grown up shit
pls listen up and care
i dont understnd why u two are so biased
but,i dont give a damn(already)
its time that i have to leave
but i jus hope you'll see things clear
that fucking shit cant lead the team
and i dont think she needs a chance
and that girl can socialise damn well,
but i think her ego's getting in the way
oh,and that fucking shit is full of lies
jus watch out and take care
i think you guys gotta get your emotions out
and do your job in black and white
this team is gg down the stream
and hope you'll hold it back
you guys did a real great job
but jus open those fucking nice eyes reall bigg
cause i come for more trns than you do
and i think i know more than you.
yeah.hahas.enough!
well,had captain ball friendlies with swim team and vball team
haha,they're all really nice ppl.
i bet vball team will go real far in comps next yr
and swim team will fly like fishes in july(:
well,its a great match and we all played real well
this yr's camp was alrights
i still think my sec 1 badm camp was the worst
did so many fucking push ups la
was so damn tired(:
well,i've grad from badm team now
to focus on my Os
but my heart's still with badm
how to pull it back??
well,jus stop slacking my darling juniors.
sec3,2 and 1
even if you think you didnt.
it still aint good enough to win the bigg names
so even if you've given a little,
come on,give a little more
even if u ran a mile,
come on.give a little more
what tear,pain and saddness
can exchange with the glory,smiles and happiness?
nothing else but the gold in the hand
can take me to my heaven(:
i didnt get mine in secondary
i only got a bronze
but i kept on fighting
till i see something gold
so i hope you all will remeber how hard we train.
just push push push and push
to help you reach for gold.
i promise i'll be back after Os
to give you a boost for on that
i dont care if you're gonna hate me much
just reach out for that gold
lost to tkgs on tue.
real sad cause we thought it was the end
especialy for me.since its the last comp i play for sjc
but we continued in the loser's pool
we were agnst xinmin
we all fought hard btu i think they were already mentally defeated
huiling and i fought so fucking hard.
and got what we desreved.
WE WON THOSE XINMIN-SIANS(:
with a whopping three sets(:
8/15, 15/12, 15/13
we won the best doubles!!!
i've been wanting to play with them for a jolly well long time
and now that we have won!!!
its such a great feeling(:
it one step closer to my target(:
i hope that my juniors can be like us
well,we're not that great.
btu i wanted to be like kathy and evelyn
and i think that we have(:
YEAH.
but we still lost to xinmin.
cause the rest lost their match.
ther's still alot of improvement for the team
in mmentally and physically.
honestly,we can win.
its because of HER and HER SLACKING ATTITUDE
and because of THEIR poor mental skills.
well,its the end for me.
but the ending was nice
i teared in the bus back to school
becaus ei knew it was the end
nobody in that fucking bus
felt the way i did
i regarded that comp seriously
but i guess nobody cared.
to make things worse,
no fucking supporters wanted to come
well,i dont even wanna guess why.
it was a rotten day for us.
but,at least i won my game(:
fianlly mummy fired the fucking tutor
cant imagine how happy i am!
now enought of the glummy week
now its time to relax.
think abt the sweet victory and i can have a good rest.
camp wasnt only bout being pissed
btu the fun that we had!!
i was the lamer and the ass.
i hope you all had fun(:
i hope we can do it again and i'll sing my songs(:
i sang and yelled and laughed and joked
heh.
it was so much fun!!
so tmr's the second last trn that i'll have
i hope it'll turn out great.
jus pray that he'll be there.
so i can rest my case.
26,the day i dread.
so pls dont ever come.
kim loves all.
11:26 PM
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
26.
i didnt though much about 26.
jus though its a normal number
but,i swear, 26 has made a deep mark in my life
and i'll remember it
26
its mean so many many things in my life
26; many ppl died
far far away from their homes in the lonely streets and beaches
now, they're far beyond recognition
rotting and decomposing in those cold air conditioned metal containers
waiting for the day that they'll rest in peace
hoping that one day, they'll see those familliar faces again
26
it means so much in my life
its the day that those waves came crushing down onto the beautiful beach
and those resorts that made me feel like a king
it also meant that my family is safe back at home
watching the horrifying news on tv
thank God that we're back home safe
praying that the tour guide was safe
hoping that a miracle will happen
but everything's gone
26
it was a day i talked about the adventures at phuket
and explaining why i got my brown tan
telling those people that i escaped death
sharing my stories and tales that i saw,heard and felt
it was the most memorable day ever
its the day that all of us cried when we're watching news
watching how blessed we are to be at home
how grateful that we're not there
26
it was the day that the protein pumper started beating real fast
it wasnt love at first sight
but i knew that he was the one
the pumper beat real fast
cheeks turned red and rosy
hands became wet and sweaty
and i realised it was different
its not the same
and it never ever will be
26
the day i hope will come soon
as each month pass,
i try to recall the encounters i have with you
wondering if there'll be a start
praying that what i dream will come true
hoping that you'll finally notice me
26
it was the day that i felt like dying
the ever last day im gonna see the metal ship
it was like leaving and never coming back
the feeling cuts deeply into the heart
it was something i never felt before
i thought sundays were happy days?
well,not today then.
i'll be leaving you and i dont know when i'll see you again
tears filled my eyes,but i fought them off
thinking it's gonna be fine..
since you wasnt even mine to start with
-you wasnt mine.
26
the day and month that i wanna spend every year with you
celebrating the journey of life,
adding a little candle every year
buying the tastiest cake i can find
singing you the ultimate song
kissing and hugging you after the lights went out
congratulate you with the present that i will take ages to look for
look into your eyes and wish you
happy birthday, my dear
26
i told you it meant alot to me
if only i can feel so blessed,
so warm with love,
and filled with joy
with every 26 that came by
if only,
if only...
if only you were mine.
SUBMARINE.
8:11 PM
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Monday, June 13, 2005
WE WON!!
YES YES YES!!!
WE WWWOOOONNNNN!!!
hahah.
we won by 4-1
well,those sissy gay supporters of AMK can go find and dig worms from their ass
hahaha.bleamy male gay supporters.
go eat shit la
create so much noise just to irritate us.
how nice??
hahah.
WELL,LETS SEE WHOO WON??
WE DID!!!
SUCK ON TT SUCKERSS!!!!
hahahs.
neh neh ni poo poo(:
you lost to sjc!
hahaha.
well,nth to be happy about.
jus tt they snatched our C div's third position at NORTH ZONE
and we won cause they're ALL C div
hahahs.chicken la(:
but,only one doubles is upper sec(:
HUILING AND I(:
hahahs.yesyes
and tmr it'll b a tought match agnst TKGS
they're good and it'll be hard hard hard
well,lets jus try our best!!!
hahaha.yeah-nesss
THE GOOD WILL ALWAYS TRIUMPH OVER THE BADD.
OOHH HOO!!!
YES YES(:
went for trn after match
jus play play la
saw macey and vanessa at arena country club!!!
oohhh.they can SIMPLY AND EASILY SMACK US ALL DWN
and they're only LOWER SEC(:
well,what do u expect from nats playerss?
heh.macey's soo cute!!
hahaha.so ke ai.
vanessa looks like a frog le.but she's so seh
both from RGS((:
yeah,went to elaine's hse to bake cookies after trn
so fun
hahahah.nnow they know how well a future hsewife i can be!
wahaha.cause im the only person who knows the strings to baking
hahaha(:
all the best for tmr's match!
kim loves all!
SUBMARINE! SUBMARINE!! SUBMARINE!!!
7:32 AM
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
oh god,i can hardly open my eyes right now
its not even ten,parents laughing soo hard at those sissy gays inIron Ladies
hahas.i watched it like a million times already
kinda bored
had trn today,but had to wake up at 730
like wth?i was soo tired cause i could wake up at 900?
and the previous night i couldnt get a single sleep till 2am?
gosh,i dont know why i cant stop thinking abt badm
and my mind jus kepy running running and runing
my back and legs hurt so much i cat ignore it n sleep
so i woke up at one to get daddy to massage them for me
quite shiiok la,but i was in GREAT pain
hahahs.
went for trn today
oh my god,i was in great agony alright.
so restless and tired.was like some zoombie running across the courts
BUT!!!
BUUTTT!!!
BUT SUBMARINE CAMEEE!!!
HAHAHS.
yes yes yes,he came,i was a chicken agn
but when the guys were playing,they seem so excited and all la
and we heard some wierd wierd sounds.
hahahas.
after trn,teammates left already.
then aisyah,alicia n i went off to the toilet to change
i walked and saw the ppl's dads and jus smiled la
courtesy whaattttt!!!!!
submarine's dad was one of them
when we came out,alicia's parents were here.
so she left
then aisyah's bro n parents were done too,
so they left
and they both happily left me alone with coach,sub's dad,sub and a uncle
hahahs.
i saw sub look here twice la
and i was so shy,i jus looked straight at the ah neh neh painting the walls
i din dare to look alright!!
so wasted la!
then i think he thought tt i dont like him,so he jus looked away too
man,wasted la.
then when his dad was finally done with the coach
the daddy and him turned ard to look at me and say goodbye
i smiled and waved too la.
heh.
how happy was i la!!!
but i think he thought tt i dont like him okie.
i seriously think so
gosh,i dont think its gg anywhere.
.__________.
heh,then they left already.
so i was alone in the empty sch
thne i started walking to the gate to wait for dad
then his car went pass.
hahahs.nice.(:
ltr they think tt i waited for them to go off firsstttt???
nah.i always think sooo much
SUBMARINE! SUBMARINE!! SUBMARINE!!!
parents n i went to sba to collect racket.
but the aunty haven finsih doing yet.
sian,then mummy was like so mad at me
went to kovan to eat meepok.
yummy.so nice(:
then we went back home to sleep
after about one hr,woke daddy up to go all the way back to sba to collect racket
ahh..daddy's so nice.
i mean,he had v little sleep ystd too.
he was so tired and i need my racket tmr
so he jus pulled himself up from bed and drive us dwn to sba just to collect the damn racket
went there,the aunty asked where i stayed then i told her sengkang
she told mrs wong(!!!MY IDOL!!!) then she smiled and said thank you.
ooh my god!
hahahas.shld be i thank them ma.
cause the restring is reallly good(:
heh,i think im starting my wind surfing lessons soon
either with my sister or after Os ba?
yup.
its only six hrs,seperated into two days
so fast right??and i think its gonna be fun!
my uncle's the instructor so he can help us out
wahahhaha(:
im really tired now
jus checked out the roxy website.
oh my gosh,the damn usa stores have sooo many nice shit things
and we're stuck with aus goods which are like so yesterday?
and there's this roxy model.she's very very tan and dark
and i think tt she's sooo prettaye!!
she's like whooo!
so cool,so hot,so pretty!!!
hah.when can i go us for shopping spree?
well,it'll help if someone can jus drop me a one million dollars roxy voucher(:
or mayb adidas?LV?quiksilver?guess?hehs
dream on-
well.my little god cousins,the angmohs,are immigrating back to nzland.
man,its like we'll hardly see them anymore.
they're sooo cute
will grow up to look like really handsome n cute guys.
they're leaving on the 26th.
really sad,it hink everyone's gonna cry and all?
like when will they be able to come back right?
i think i'll spend more time with them
well,sicne they're in nzland,tt means i can find excuses to go there with the family WITHOUT my parents?
YEAH-NESS.and i suppose i'll get to explore the moo moo island
like nobody's bussiness(:
well,there's comp tmr.
so i think i'll better get some good sleep(:
kim loves all!!!
take care and enjoy the rest of the holis!
6:39 AM
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
hmm.okie.
im super serious he's gay
and i think az is bisexual
since he's submarine's gay partner.
hahs.
gays in the world unite.
gosh.
just check them out alrights!!
submarine jus cant live without az okie?
its like when he reaches the trn centre,
he'll start looking for his gay partner
then he'll sms or mayb walk to the gate to see if he's there??
that kinda thing
total gay-ness
oh gosh!
hahas.and it doesnt happen if he knows tt his gay partner isnt gonna turn up.
see?i told you.
GAY!
ohgosh.
i think the whole world knows tt i like submarine
isnt it obvious.
im overly obsessed abt him.
well,not in THAT way that person does.
right sam?hahas.
cheerios to HARIBO!
i've got a surname,like finally.
and we're named after a sweet.
sweet like honeeyyy.
what shitt is that?hahas.
well,HARIBO family ROCKS!
heh.there's training tmr.
i dont feel like going.
its super boring la.and my darling partner wun be there
probably.cause she says its such a bore.
bleamy,u ge toff days and they jus forget the passion for trn
and its also abt the coach.
she shld jus fly back to china.
well,i go there for the sake of myself training.
not to see her.so what if i hav to face her?
im there to learn,after all,who benefits?
well,look at it from here,china woman gets to cut dwn her life span by every trn
and we get to learn new stuff to become a better player,right?
RIGHTT.
im out of point
YEAH-ness to aisyah
oh my gosh.
she went into semi finals for doubles okie!!
hahs.its like super hard to get in la.
and tt means she must win all her matches lo.
she's such an idiot.
im super jealous cause i cant get there like her.
envy envy envy envy envy
her parents asked when i was having Os chin on sunday la
and Os was the next day
then i say i scared la
then she say,HUH?MT AH? CHICKEN LA.
DONT NEED SCARED LA.
NVM ONE LA.
like OMG.
a parent actually told me tt?
like it doesnt matter at all.
Os le!!!hahas.nice right?
no wonder their kids can focus on both sides la.
did nothing much today.
went to sch for chem experiments.
first time i listened in chem lectures
well,of course la,today is the bear's turn to teach us.
he's so cute!!
cause ppl were like talking so he said this
"hey,if u all wanna talk ah,go home la. dont waste my time. i can go and bring my mum watch star wars"
hahas.funny teddy bear
and we totally screw up our experiments la.
it was total disaster.
okie.
im totally out of subject to talk abt now
well,yes,if you're VERY bored.
pls scroll down to read my other entries.
FULL of details of my exciting adventure!
SUBAMRINE! SUBMARINE! SUBMARINE!
hahas.heh.
kim loves all!
5:17 AM
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
okie.
no caps for the day.
hahahs.
apparently,im nto very hyper laa.
no more CHEAP THRILLS for the day
i've had enough and i made a terrible fool of myself for the past few days
my entries like compo meh?
nvm,i think its good.
you pay internet billls jus to read
"today is fun. i went to sba,then i went home.i went out with ... it is a fun day.YEAH"
and tts it?right right right?
hehs.so long is nice,short is sweet
i prefer nice(:
HAHA.CAPS AGN.
HMMM,I WENT TO SBA TODAY
WELL,I MEAN AGAIN.HAHAS,
TODAY IS FUN OKIE!(:
FUCKING EXCITING(:
I WENT THERE,THEN I SAW AISYAH PLAYING
OKIE.SO AFTER HER MATCH I WENT TO ACCOPANY HER
SO WE WERE TOGETHER.
THEN,I SAT AT THE STANDS WHILE SHE WAS TALKING TO COACH
THEN SUSILO WALKED IN!!
WAH,EVERYONE TURNED TO FOCUS ON HIM ALRIGHTS.LAUGHS
THEN ERIN(THE GUY WHO WON SUB'S CHEERS TITLE)
THEN KENDRICK, THEN DEREK
HAHAS.
THE WHOLE HALL STOPPED FOR A MOMENT.
LIKE WHAT THE?
THEN AISYAH N I WENT OUSIDE TO BUY HER FOOD
SHE'S ALWAYS HUNGRY AFTER A MATCH.
HAHAH.THEN I TOLD HER ABT ERIN,
THE GUY WHO ALWAYS SNATCH SUB'S TITLE
THEN SHE TELL ME TT SUBMARINE CANT WIN HIM.
WHATEVER!
THEN WE WERE OUTSIDE
SO..HAHS.
THEN..HAHS.
WE SAW SUBMARINE!!!
I WAS LIKE,OH MY FUCKING LORD.
THEN I REMEMBERED AISYAH DONT KNOW
SO I JUS SHUT UP
HAHS.
HER BRO AND SUBMARINE ARE LIKE REAL GOOD FRENS
SO SHE SAID HI
THEN HE SAW ME BESIDE HER
THEN I JUS SMILED AND HE SMILED BACK.
NICE(:
HAHAHS.
THEN HE TOLD HIS COACH TT SHE'S THE BRO OF HIS FREN
LALALAS.
THEN WE WENT INTO THE BADM HALL
THEN U KNOW SBA HAS THE CURTAINS
SO HE OPENED IT FOR HIS COACH
THEN,HE WENT IN HIMSELF
THEN HE HOLD THE CURTAIN FOR AISYAH TO GO
THEN HE HOLD IT FOR ME TO PASS!!
OH MY GOD!!!
HAHAS.
NICE,HOW GENTLEMAN.HEHS
NICE,THEN I WENT BACK
GOD,I WAS SO HAPPY.I THINK AISYAH CAN SEE LA.
SHIT.
SHE'LL GONNA TELL HER BRO,DAD,MUM
THEN HIM._____.
SO SHE MUST NOT KNOW.HAHAS
THEN WE WENT BACK TO MEET YUMIN,HL,CHOI.MARC,JULIE,JANE,ALEXIS
HEHS.
THEN WATCH ALL THE MATCH N STUFF
HAHS.THEN ARD 6 WENT FOR DINNER AT OLD AIRPORT RD.
HAHS.HE CAME OUT FROM THE GYM BY THEN.
THEN THEY WERE AT THE ENTRANCE WHEN WE JUS WALKED PAST
AS USUAL,I WAS TOO CHICKEN TO TURN.
SHIT.
THEN WE WENT OUT.
HAHAHS.
THEN,THEY CAME OUIT(:
AHH..HEAVENLY(:
BLOODY CHOI MAKE ME HAPPY
"EH,THEY LIKE WAIT FOR US TO GO OUT THEN GO DE LE"
RUBBISH,CUASE THEY WERE TALKIN TO A COACH.
HEHS.
KIM!!FAT HOPE LA.
LADEEDUMS.
THEN WE HAD DINNER.
GOSH,HAD SUCH A HARD TIME LOOKING FOR A DECENT MEAL
THEN SAW THE CHINA PLAYERS N YUJIA!!(:
SHE'S REAL TALL.
CHOI:SHE'S NOT TALL,ITS U TTS SHORT
NICE._____.
THEN WENT BACK TO SBA FOR JULIE'S MATCH
HEHS.
BLEAMY.
WE WALKED PAST THE COFFEE SHOP AND GUESS WHO WE SAW????
ITS SUBMARINE
HE WAS EATING ALONE IN THE BLOODY COFFEE SHOP LA
I MEAN,NOT EVEN A SINGLE FREN CAN EAT WITH HIM MEHH?
SO PATHETIC LO
HAHAHS
LONELY SUBMARINE
I WAS SO FUCKING TEMPTED TO STEP IN AND
KIM:HE,NEED COMPANY?
HAHS.WELL,IM A CHICKEN.
(HMM..AYAM??MAKE SENSE.HAHS.LAUGHS)
THENW E WENT BACK.
NEARLY WENT GAGA AGAIN
THEN WE WERE WATCHING THE MATCHES
THEN
THEN...
THEN SUBMARINE WALKED IN
BLEAMY,IM SO GOOD A T SPOTTING HIM NOWADAYS
TT I KNOW IT FROM THE BACK VIEW
GOD!!!
HAHAS.
THNE HE WENT TO FIND HIS FRENS.
HEHS,AND AISYAH TOLD ME SO MANY THINGS TODAY
ALL THE NATIONAL TEAM INCIDENTS.
HEHS.
THERES THIS GUY WHO USED TO TRAIN AT YUE YANG
COACH PLACED HIMT O PLAY WITH SUB
BUT HE LOST
SO HE SAY HE'S GONNA WIN SUB
THEN NEXT WEEK,PLAY AGIN
BUT THEN,HE STILL LOST.
THEN TT DAY,SUB'S DADDY'S CAR GOT SCRATCHED.
SO THEY'RE NOT SURE WHO DID IT
SOUNDS SCARY RIGHT?
I MEAN,BEING A BETTER PLAYER IS WRONGG?
THEN THERE'S ANOTHER INCIDENT
THE PLAYERS SAY TT SBA IS RATHER FREAKY LA.
THEN THE PLAYERS ALWAYS SLEEP THERE MA.
RESTING TIME..THEN THE DOORS IN THE OFFICE ARE LIKE AUTO CLOSE
THEY'LL CLOSE BACK SLOWLY..
SO TT DAY, SUSILO WANTED TO TAKE A NAP
SO HE OPENED THE DOOR AND STEPPED INTO THE ROOM
THEN WHEN HE LET GO OF THE DOOR,
THE DOOR SUDDENLY SLAMMED SHUT THEN OPENED AGAIN
NEVER HAPPEN BEFORE LA
THEN SUSILO JUS HURRY GRAB HIS BAG AND RAN OUT OF THE ROOM
HAHAHA.WTH?
HE'S LIKEE 25 YRS OLD LAA..
HAHAHS.FUNNY
SHIT.I LAUGHED SO HARD THESE FEW DAYS,MY STOMACH HURT
GOSH,AND IM SO FULL OF CHEAP THRILLING THESE FEW DAYS
THE ROLLER COASTER RIDE IN THE BUS WITH MARCELLA
THEN ALL TH ECHEAP THRILL FROM YUE YANG TO SBA,THEN QUEENSWAY THEN HOME
ALL WITH MAR.
THEN MON WAS WITH THEM TOO.
FROM SBA TO SCH THEN SBA THEN HOMME
TODAY'S THE SAME TOO
HAHAS.
BUT WE HAD A EXPENSIVE THRILL TODAY
GOD.THE BLOODY TAXI DRIVER LIKE BULL LIKE TT.
THE ACCELERATOR NEVER TAKES A BREAK ONE OKIEE.
BLEAMY.
THEN SO FREAKING FAST
THEN HE ATE MY ONE DOLLAR.
HE THOUGHT I GAVE HIM TIPS.
BUT IN FACT I WANT MY CHANGE
HE JUS THANK YOU
AND LOOKED AWAY
THEN I JSU FORGET IT..I NEED TO GO HOME ALSO
HAHAHS
BLOODY.
MARCELLA CLAIMS SHE'S HAVING A BAD DAY
TOO BAD SHE JUS DOESNT KNOW HOW NICE IT IS WITH ME ARD
ALWAYS READY FOR A CHEAP THRILL
HAHAHA.SO ARE THE OTHERS
OOHH YA.
TODAY AH,WHEN WE WANTED TO GO FOR JULIE'S MATCH
WE CHANGED PLACES
SO ON OUR WAY THERE,THE BLOODY SBA GOT BLACK OUT
WAHAHAH
FUNNY.,
ITS LIKE BLACK LO
THNE WE PLAY WITH TH EBLOODY HANDPHONE LIGHT
CHOI LOOK LIKE GHOST LE
HEHS.
THNE I USED MY MOLESTING SKILLS TO MOLEST CHOI N MARC,
BLEAMY.
I WASNT DEFENDING MYSELF N MY NEH GOT POKED
HEHS
SO I JUS SAW SOME FLESH FROM THE DIM HP LIGHT
SO I JUS AH-BISH!!
AND I REALISE I SLAPPED CHOI.
WAHHAHAHS.
FUNNNY.
SORRY AH CHOI!
QUITE HARD RIGHT?HEHS.
THEN AWHILE LTR,THE LIGHTS CAME BACK LA..
OFF,ON,OFF,ON..
THEN ON IN TIME FOR ME TO SEE SUBMARINE LEAVE.CRIES.
YES.
AND TODAY IS YET ANOTHER EXCITING DAY IN SEARCH FOR THE SUBMARINE
HEHS.BUT LUCKY THING IS I ALWAYS GET TO SEE HIM(:
LIKE NOT PURPOSELY.
JUS HAPPEN TO(:
HEHS.
IM TRYING TO MAKE MYSLEF HAPPY
CAUSE I THINK HE'S GAY
SERIOUSLY GAY
OR HE'S ATTACHED
EITHER WAY..
BUT I STILL THINK HE'S GAY.
HMMM.
SUBMARINE DOESNT LIKE CHICKEN
CRIES.
HEHS.
MAYB ITS TIME TO LET GO?
HEHS.
WHATEVER.(:
NONO.
WELL,YESS,
KIM LOVES ALL!!!
ADIOS.
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
OKIE.
HEH.I GUESS THAT WAS THE LOUSIEST BUT BEST DREAM I'VE EVER HAD
HAHS.
HURRAY TO JUNIORS CAUSE THEY HOPE THAT TT DREAM WILL COME TRUE!CHEERIOS!
WELL,MY DREAMS COME TRUE MOST OF THE TIME(:
DAJAVOO( IS TT HOW U SPELL IT?WHATEVER.)
HEHS.
WELL,CHIN ORAL IS LIKE SHIT.
PRACTICALLY SHIT.AND I THINK I WUN PASS THE DAMN THING
I JUS HOPE SO
HAHAS.
I WENT TO SBA LIKE THREE TIMES THIS WEEK
HEHS.JUNIOIRS N PARTNERS WERE PLAYING MA.
AND WELL, I HAD MORIVES TOO.
SLY AH..SLY LIKE SHUJIA
HAHAH
WELL, CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO HAD WON!
ALICIA,ITS OKIE PARTNER.WE'LL BEAT TT TALLIE N TT SHORTIE ONE DAY!!!
YES.
HMMM,I SAW MY DARLING TESTICLE!
HEHS.SHE SURE LOOKS LIKE SHE'S HAVING FUN IN NY(:
SMILES.
LOVES TESTICLE.TAKE CARE(((:
AND I WENT TO WATCH MONSTER-IN-LAW
ITS SUPERB.TRUST ME
CRIED N ALL.HEH
CANT CANNOT CRY WHENEVER I WATCH MOVIE.
WONDER WHY.AHHAHA.
THERE WAS THE ENDING PART WHERE JLO WANTS THE MONSTER TO BE THERE FOR
CHRISTMAS DINNERS,THANKSGIVING DINNERS,HALLOWEN,NEW YR,BIRTHDAYS,SOCCER MATCHES AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
TT WAAS THE PART TT MADE ME CRY.
CAUSE NO ONE WAS THRE WHEN I HAD TO TRN,
WHEN I HAD TO FIGHT
WHEN I HAD MY MATCHES,
MY MONSTERS ONLY CAME WHEN I GET PRIZES.
SO THEY'LL GET THE CREDITS?
I DONT KNOW.
BUT I KNEW THEY WERE PROUD OF ME
BUT,I JUS WANTED MORE FROM THEM.
HEHS.
I SAW TANG,WONG AND SUBMARINE LIKE SO MANY TIMES THIS WEEK!!
SMILES.HAHAS.
AND I FINALLY SAW MARC'S BRO.
HAHAHS.HE'S REALLY GOOD(:
HEHS.
BLEAMY,IM REALLY GIVING UP ON BADM OR SOMETHING NOWADAYS
I DONT GIVE IT ALL N STUFF
I JUS KEPT ON SLACKING
MAYB CAUSE IM NOT GONNA CONTINUE MY SPORT AFTER THIS MONTH?
BUT I JUS WANNA GO OUT THRE N TRAIN REAL HARD FOR THE LAST COMP TT I REPRESENT MY SCH FOR
BUT IT JUS AINT GOING ANYWHERE
I THINK I NEED SOMETHG TO PUSH ME ON.
CAUSE TTS THE ONLY THING IM DOING TT I LOVE.
AND IM NOT GIVING UP ON IT
AND OH FUCK
I WONDER WHAT GOT INTO MY DAD!
HE ASKED ME WHEN;'S MY NEXT COMP
AND HE ASKED IF HE CAN COME N WATCH ME!!1
OH MY GAWD!!!
HAHAS.TTS LIKE SOO ONCE IN A LIFETIME!
JESUS.HEHS.
BUT I DONT THINHK TT COMP HE'LL B ALLOWED TO B ARD.
TOO BAD.BUT I REALLY HOPE HE CAN COME
CAUSE THE LAST TIME TT HE REALLY SAW ME AT COMP WAS LIKE?
EH...PROB NEVER??WELL..THE LAST TIME WAS IN PRI 5??
SHEESSH.,REAL LONG RIGHHTT?
SLAP THEM AH.
AT LEAST DAD SAID SOMETHG CAUSE MUM DIN EVEN BOTHER
HOW NICE.
AND WE TALKED TODAY WHEN HE WAS DRIVING
SIS WASNT ARD.
SO AFTER HE SAID HE'S GONNA COME..THEN HE TOLD ME WHEN HE WAS YOUNG
HE TRAINED AS HARD AS ME.
BUT NO ONE SPOTTED HIM.SO HE SAID THESE KINDA THING NEED A BACKUP N STUFFF
THEN HE TOLD ME ABT GRANDMA
SHE HATED HIM TRN ALL THE TIME TOO(LIKE MUM)
AND SHE ALWAYS YAKED ABT STUDIES N HIS PACKED TRN DAYS
AND SOMETIMES HE JUS WANNA GO FOR TRNS
BUT HE'LL KNOW GRANDMA WILL YAKE(WHAT A COINCEDENCE.IT HAPPENS TO ME TOO)
SO HE'S LIKE SO STRESSED UP
TTS WHY HIS BASKETBALL N NSTUDIES E LIKE JUMBLED UP
"SHANG BU SHANG,XIA BU XIA"
THE WAY HE PLACES HIS SITUATION.
WELL,TTS WHAT IM FACING NOW TOOO/
IF ONLY THEY KNEW IT EARLIER?
I WUN B LIKE THIS NOW.
GOD,WELL,I HOPE ITS NEVER TOO LATE
I CUT MY HAIR YSTD
GOSH.I THINK IT SUCK HORRIBLY.
WELL,EH...
ITS NOT TT BAD LA
I MEAN I DONT LOOK LIKE THOSE WIERDO WHO HAV SHORT HAIR N DOESNT SUIT THE LOOK
YES.ITS SHORT SHORT.
BLEAMY SHORT.
TOUCHES MY SHOULDER
ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE IT
"W-I-E-R-D"
ITS BEEN YRS SINCE I CUT SHORT HAIR LA
LIKE WHEN???
SEC ONE.ALAMAKS.FLASHBACKS SUCK
HAHAHS.EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS A BUNG.
HOLY SHIT.WHICH PART OF U THINKS IM A BUNG?
NOWHERE LA
SIS BORROWED DVDs FROM HER FRENS
I WATCHED PRINCESS DIARIES2 N AMERICAN WEDDING
I KNOW ITS REALLY OLD N STUFF.
BUT AMERICAN WEDDING ROCKS OKIE.
HAHAS.AND WHATS BETTER?
ITS THE UN-EDITED VERSION!
HAHS.
THERE WAS THIS SCENE WHERE THE GUY(STIFLER) HATES THIS OTHER GUY(FINCH)
SO HE ASKED FINCH A QN.
"WHATS THE CAPITAL FOR THAILAND"
FINCH SAID NO
AND STIFLER WENT
"BANG ... KOK"
AND PUNCHES HIS DICK.
WTF!!!???HAHAHS.I LAUGH LIKE CRAZY ALRIGHT.
THEN THEY WANTED TO FIND THE DRESSMAKER FOR THE LEAD'S FIANCE.
THEN THE BLOODY STIFLER WENT INTO THE GAY BAY WITHOUT KNOWING N TRIED TO HOOK THIS CHIC.HAHAS
AND HE ENDED UP DANCING GAY MOVES CAUSE HE WANNA PROVE TT EVERY GAY WILL 'WANT A PIECE OF HIM.
HEHS.
THEN THE THREE FRENS WANNA HAV THIS BACHELOR PARTY.
AND THE BLOODY STRIPPERS REALLY STRIPPED ALRIGHT!!!
BLEAMY.TWO STRIPERS OKIE!!
JUS TEAR THEIR CLOTHES APART.
AND THE BLOODY DVD SHOWED THEIR TITS!
IT WAS LIKE REALLY THOSE TWO COCNUTS BOUNCING ACROSS THE SCREEN.
WTF!!!TTS FOUR COCONUTS!!!
IT WAS REAL,ROUND N FIRM AND EVERYTIHNG!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
I WATCHED IT ALONE.
I TOLD MY MUM N SHE ACCUSED ME OF WATCHING PORNO.LAUGHS.
WTF?HAHAS.
THEN THERE WAS THIS PART WHERE THE GUY WANNA PROPOSE TO THE GF.
BUT HE KEPT THE RING BOX BEHIND THE NAPKIN.
THEY WERE IN THIS REALLY CLASSY RESTAURANT.
SO HE HINTED SOMETHG LIKE WHY DONT U USE UR NAPKIN
BUT THE GF MISSED IT AND SAID SHE HAD HER OWN TECHNIQUES
SO SHE CLIMBED UNDER THE TABLE AND WENT TO HIM
AND HE STARTED TO STRIP HIS BOTTOMS!!
THEN IT WAS LIKE COVERED BY THE TABLE CLOTH.
NO ONE KNOWS WHAT THEY WERE DOING.
BUT THEN THE DAD REALISE TT THE RING WAS AT HOME SO HE BROUGHT IT TO HIM
WHEN DAD ARRIVED THEN HE SAW THE GUY PANTING N NERVOUS N ALL
AND HE WANTD TO PULL HIM OUTSIDE FOR FRESH AIR
WHEN HE PULL HIM OUT.
HE WAS TOTALLY NAKED DWN THERE.
HAHAS.WTF??THEY HAD SEX UNDER THE TABLE IN THE RETAURANT.
NOT REALLY.I MEAN,THE GIRL'S DOING THE STUFF..
THEN HE GOT THE RING N PROPOSED.
THEN THEY HUGGED
AND HE SIAD"IM THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THE WORLD"
AND CAMERA FOCUSED AT HIS DICK CAUSE ITS RISING UP UP UP...
GOD!!!WHAT ARE WE EXPOSED TO THESE DAYS.
HEHS.
NICE.HAVEN WATCH FINISH YET.
GOD.HAHAHS
BUT I REALLY LIKE THE BANGKOK PART.HAHAHS
I'LL DO TT TO MY FREN IF I HAD A DICK.HAHAHS
EWW.WHAT AM I THINKING???
HEHS.
WHATEVER.
HAHS.
AND MONSTER IN LAWS.
WELL,JLO N HER MOTHER-IN-LAW SABOs EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME
CAUSE THEY R LOGGERHEADS.
SO JLO MADE THIS SUPER UGLY BRIDESMAID DRESS FOR HER
AND SHE GAVE IT TO HER.
THEN WHEN MONSTER WAS LEAVING,JLO HURRIED UP N SHOVED IT INTO HER CAR
WHEN SHE DRIVE AWAY,
SHE JUS THREW THE DRESS OUT OF THE WINDOW.
JLO WAS LIKE" WHAT THE MOTHER.."
CUT!HEHS.
SHLD HAV SEEN HER,REALLY FUNNY.
I THINK IM EXPOSED TO ENOUGH SHIT THIS WEEK.HAHAHS.
BOUNCY TITS THEN DICKS..
WELL.
KIM LOVES ALL.
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