Friday, May 13, 2005
GOSH.
EVERYTHING SHALL GO IN CAPS TODAY.
HULALAL.
APPARENTLY,THE WHOLE SCH IS HAPPY BCAUSE THEIR MID YRS ARE OVER.
NICE.AND THE PATHETIC SLUGS HAV TO MUG FOR THEIR MOTHER TONGUE
ITS NOT EASY TO MASTER U KNOW!
ESPECIALLY THE TONGUE'S IN MONSTER'S MOUTH.
AHHH!!!
SHIT.IM LAME AGAIN
SO TTS NORMAL.
HAHS.I DID PRETTY OKIE FOR MY PRELIM.
HEHS,62.75 I GOT A B4!!!!
AHHH.HAHAS.
BUT IT STILL ISNT GOOD.
I NEED LIKE AN A(:
HAHAS.
LETS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE NEWS ON TV TO SHOW SJC AS THE WHAT??
TOP TEN VALUE ADDED SCHOOLS IN SPORE.
HEHS.
CAUSE THEY HAV SUCH BRIGHT STUDENTS LIKE BOON(:
NEH NEH,
FRIENSTER SAYS TT MY MOTTO NOW IS
"LET AND LET LIVE"
EH,ITS 1230.AND MY BRAIN ISNT WORKING
WHAT DOES TT MEAN?HAHAS.
LIKE TAKE IT AS IT IS?
AHH...CANT!!!
I NEED TO STUDY HARD FOR CHIN LE!
AHH.
SHEESH,I THINK TT THE 10DAY MT PROGRAMME REALLY WORKS LE
BUT THE THING IS TT,I HAVEN STUDY
SO ITS NOT V MUCH OF ANY USE.HEHS
AND I DONT THINK I CAN REALLY SIT DWN N CONCENTRATE.
CAUSE FIRST,I GOTTA CLEAN THE TABLE.
THEN SHIFT THE BOOKS.
BY THE TIME I FINISH,
MY 'CHONG DONG' TO STUDY IS GONE.
IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
BEEN THINKING ABT ALOT OF THINGS LATELY
YOU KNOW,ITS REALLY SCARY HOW A PERSON CHANGES U KNOW.
SOMETIMES GOOD,SOMETIMES BAD
AND THE BAD PART IS FREAKY.
THEY KINDA CAN SO ALL SORTS OF THINGS TO GET WHATEVER THEY WANT
SCARY EH?BUT NVM,GOD WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET WHAT HE WANTS FRM THEM.
HEHS.SHIT,THE ROSSARIES ARE GETTING TO ME NOW.
SPEAKING OF THE PRAYERS,
U ALL KNOW TT MR CHIEW IS REALLY SLOW WHE HE SAY THE PRAYERS?
AND HE SAYS THE HAIL MARY,
"HAIL MARY FULL OF GRACE,THE LORD IS WITH CHEW"
EH,SOMEONE PLS TELL HIM ITS 'YYOOUU' NOT 'CCHHEEWW'
HEHS.THE MORNING JOKE WITH HUILING.
YEAH,FELT ALOT LATELY.
I MEAN,HELLO?3 1/2 YRS,THE TIME I SPENT IN SJC
WITH ALL THE PPL I MET N EVERYTHING I'VE SEEN
I'VE JUDGED,I'VE CRITICIZED
AND PPL DID THE SAME THINGS TO ME TOO
BUT I FOUND THE REAL ME.
IT WAS A LONG JOURNEY WORTH WATCHING AGAIN
IT WASNT ONLY THE SCHOOL,THE PLACES, THE PEOPLE N SOME TEACHERS
THE JOURNEY MAY NOT HAD BEEN NICE OR PERFECT
BUT AT LEAST I KNEW TT EVERYDAY WHEN I LOOK BACK,
I'LL SMILE AND SAY,TT WAS ME.
THE REAL ME.
I WAS ONCE MATERIALISTIC,NAIVE,CHILDISH,IN-SENSITIVE N BASICALLY ALMOST EVERY THING BITCH WOULD DO
AND I CERTAINLY FOUND MANY SHADOWS OF ME TOO
BUT IM JUS GLAD TT I FOUND THE REAL ME
AND IM NO LONGER TT KIMBERLY U KNOW IN SEC ONE
MY JOURNEY WAS GREAT.
BCAUSE I FOUND ME.
IF EVERYONE COULD SEARCH DEEP DWN INSIDE FOR THEIR ME.
EVEN IF IT ISNT COOL TO HELP AUNTIES DWN BUSES
OR CLEAR THE LITTER IN THE CANTEEN,
JUS DO IT.CAUSE THEN,U'LL KNOW TT'S U
WOULDNT IT BE GREAT
WELL,I CAN SAY IM QUITE A GOOD KID NOW RIGHT?
I DONT GET INTO TROUBLE LIKE I DO IN SEC1.
AND I FEEL,TOUCH,SEE,SENSE N THINK.
I DONT DO THINGS TT GO AGAINST MY OWN MORALES N PRINCIPALS N ALL THOSE U ALL CALL SHIT
THAT'S WHERE MY BLOG'S NAME CAME ABT
"IM REAL"
YEAH.CAUSE KIM KNOWS HERSELF WELL NOW
AND AFTER SHE UNDERSTND HER NEEDS N WANTS,
SHE BEGAN TO UNDERSTND OTHERS TOO.
HOW THEY THINK AND EVERYTHING.
WHICH HELPED IMPROVE THE RELATIONSHIPS WITH PPL
FOR KIM,IT WAS SOMETHG TT SHE TREASURED.
CAUSE SHE CRUSHED MANY WONDERFUL FRIENDSHIPS WITH HER OWN BARE HANDS
AND NOW,ITS A GIFT TT COULD HELP ME IN SO MANY WAYS.
EH,PAUSE.WHAT AM I WRITING?HAHS.
WELL,JUS THINK ABT IT.
ISNT LIFE LIKE A LEARNING EXPERIENCE?
MISTAKES LAID ON THE PATH,FOR YOU TO TAKE
AND U TRY TO UNDERSTND WHAT'S WRONG
N HAVE THE COURAGE TO SAY THE WORDS'IM SORRY'
AND HOPE N PRAY TT EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT?
ISNT TT WHAT LEARNING SI ABT?
IM STILL LEARNING TT TOO.
CAUSE IM ONLY HUMAN,IM BIASED
BUT TTS SUPER NORMAL.
IT REALLY TAKES A LOT FOR PPL TO BE PURE
JUS DO EVERYTHING RIGHT.
WELL,IM DEFITNITELY NOT ONE.
CAUSE I HAV TOO MANY MISTAKES N WRONG
BUT AFTER ALL,WHAT I FEEL FOR ISNT JUST MY GROWTH
BUT CERTAINLY MY FRENS TOO?
CAUSE WE’VE GONE THROUGH SO MUCH LAUGHTER,CRIES N ALMOST EVERYTHING
ITS LIKE UR A PART OF ME,AND IF UR TAKEN AWAY
I DON’T KNOW HOW I’LL SURVIVE
ITS LIKE IF U DON’T LET ME TAKE MY DAILY ROUTINE TO THE BBALL COURT
SIT N CRAP WITH THE WONDERFUL PPL I MET IN THE HORRIBLE SCH
I’LL FEEL WEIRD.
AND EVERYTIHNG ELSE
THEY’VE ALL BECOME MEMORIES
SINCE THE SECOND,THE MIN IT LAST HAPPENED
U JUS HOPE TT U CAN STORE THEM ALL UP IN UR BRAIN
SO U’LL THINK BACK,N SMILE.
FOR MAYB IF ONLY WE COULD TAPE IT DWN LIKE TT FREAK IN AMERICAN BEAUTY
WUN IT B WONDERFUL?
WHEN TOI ADDED THE TESTI ABT MISSING THE OLD TIMES
IT REALLY HIT ME, IT HIT ME REALL HARD
AM I GONNA LEAVE THIS DAMN OLD SCH WITH REGRETS TT I SHOULD HAV TREATED THE PPL N MYSELF BETTER OR
AM I GONNA LEAVE THE SCH WITH WONDERFUL MEMORIES AND NO REGRETS?
LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT PATH OF UR LIFE?
WELL,IT ALL JUS COMES DWN TO URSELF.
ITS REALLY FUNNY TT IM TALKIN ABT THESE STUFF
CAUSE IM ALWAYS TAKING A STEP AT A TIME,
NO NEXT STEP?JUS FALL INTO THE POND
TT KINDA THING?
BUT I MEAN, JUS LIVE UR LIFE RIGHT.
LIVE IT WONDERFUL,GOOD,PERFECT,AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
WITH NO REGRETS.
I HAD NO REGRETS MEETING KIM’S WONDERFUL FRENS
IT WAS REALLY NICE,
NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD B THIS GREAT
BUT I’LL DEFINITELY WANNA HOPE ITS GONNA LAST FOREVER
CANT STOP THINKING ABT ALL THE TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER.
ITS ONLY HALF A MONTH LEFT IN OUR SECONDARY SCH LIFE
WELL,LETS ALL MAKE THE FULLEST OUT OF IT
LET GET REALLY GOOD GRADES.
THEN PARTY OUR LIFES OUT LTR
AND MEANWHILE,ENJOY THE COMPANY OF UR FRENS
AND WISH IT’LL NEVER END
‘GOOD THINGS ALWAYS COME TO AN END, BUT THERE ARE SOME TT DOESN’T’
‘SOME THINGS COME ONCE IN A LIFETIME,DON’T BLAME IT IF U MISSED IT’
SO LETS HOPE TT IT’S THE FRENSHIP TT I HAVE MADE IN THESE 4 YRS.
CAUSE I TREASURE EVERY MOMENT I SPEND WITH YOU ALL.
LET ME KNOW TT I WONT BLAME MYSELF FOR MISSING YOU.
LETS LEAVE WITH NO REGRETS,NO TURNING BACK, NO TEARS
YEAH,
I KNOW I WILL
SHEESH.WHAT WAS I THINKING ABT?HEHS.
12:41 PM
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